reached home early today cos i had piano in the late afternoon. was dead tired by the time i got home that i had to drag my aching feet home. LOL.
sometimes i wonder how much 24 hours means to me. i never had the time to sit down and think through this question. rather, it was yilin who made me realised this. wasting a whole day's time just sitting in front of the computer and watching vcd used to be enjoyable. but, now as i reflect on what yilin said, isn't it such a waste that you spent your time doing this. right now, i really should be practising my piano pieces cos exams are like in one week time. however, i can't find the strength and passion for practising.
i feel lonely out of a sudden. it doesn't mean that when you have loads of friends you wouldn't feel lonely. on the contrary, i do feel lonely at times. maybe cos
MOOD SWING is back. i wanna go back to my own little world. the world where i can find solitude and feel calm at the same time.
mood swing is back. where's the solitude that i seek?- jjoycee.