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Friday, July 30, 2004
{ freed on 10:26 PM

im back again to blog..hehees..!!okie okie...juz came wib myy family from TM bcuz we were dere to watch king authur..the show..hmmm..it was okie i guess..couldn't realli make up wadd it was..burt dere were some parts which were quite funny..okie okie...was feelin not too okie juz now when we were watchin the movie juz now..my tummy sort of a hurt real badd..burt oh well..nbms..okie...hmmm...the marshals came down to our skool yesterdae..hehees..wei xiang didn't bluff mie..thought that he would bluff mie..burt....he didn't..hehees..

okie okie..i was like super high todayy..bcuz the marshals were comin..crap ritex..?hahaas..kaes kaes..hmmm..yeah..myy handd was like trembling when they came..andd when i was like talkin to the whole choir..yeah..i dunch noes whyy..burt it juz tremble..dots dots..weirdd huh..?okie okie..guess im too nervous to see...hehees..kaes kaes..anywae..i hab changedd myy shoes..finally..!!!hehees..i was the onlyy one that changee myy shoes though..bcuz wei xiang helpedd mie...hehees..lalaas...okie okie..wei xiang came wib the others to pass us the fun bag..yeah..hehees..dens mdm ho was like..joyce muz check before you gib out bcuz the ns guys alwaes gib wrongly..i was like..excuse mie burt..the ns guys are juz beside you..andd like wadd you are saeing ish damn hurtin..CK was like..kinda a little pissedd when she sae that..i guess..anyway..i was like gibing the funn bags out one by one..dens like the coral sec marshal was like saein..by the time you gib out the sun alreadyy set..hehees..dens he helpedd to gib the funn bags out..CK helpedd too..hahaas..dens dere were 2 boxes left..i was like tryin to carry the box burt it was too heavy..dens the east spring marshal quickly come andd helpedd mie to gib out the funn bags..hehees..dens when i was trying to carryy the laz box andd guess who came to help mie..?CK..hehees..actuallyy..CK ish quite good larx..im serious..he quite good..except ferr the fact that he alwaes disturb mie..hehees..okie okie..im sho gonna miss NDP...sighs..wadd happen to mie..whyy hab i becum sho like yi yi bu she..itz like im trying sho hardd to holdd onto the memories..it was like that when A.T.M went away...i was trying sho hardd to hold onto the memories of him..i dunch noes...burt itz like..oh well..to tell the truth..i miss A.T.M NOW..realli hope to see himm..burt..sighs..!!oh well..gtg now..will update again kaes..peAceE..!!



Thursday, July 29, 2004
{ freed on 9:34 PM

im backk im backk =) okie okie..im supposedd to be studying ritex now ferr myy e maths test tml...hehees..im..im studyingg and bloggin at the same time..sho dunch blame if some weird equations appear kaes..??okie okie...wee~im like damn happy now..wee~~damn high andd damn happy..oh well..im gonna close myy book now...not in the mood to studyy anymore..im damn happy..too excitedd..hehees..

hehees..wei xiang msgedd mie todayy..he told mie that he might not be able to change all their shoes..sho he sae he cans help mie andd cheryl to change..hehees..dens i told himm cheryl change her shoes le..dens left mie haben change..dens i ask cans change arhs..?dens he sae ferr mie anything cans..hahaas..okie okie..dens ask himm too who ish gonna come wib him tml...dens he refusedd to sae at first..muz cal himm..kor kor first dens he will tell mie..sheesh...cal himm kor kor..eeeewwww...!!!hahaas..anyway...he told mie who was gonna come...himm..CK..east spring..jun yuan..coral..pasir ris crest marshals were gonna come wib himm..i was like..realli..?dunch bluff..i kept askin himm..was it true..hehees..dens he told mie..yah..true..kor kor neberr bluff you..hahaas..kor kor..hahaas..i was like damn happy lorx..bcuz..hehees..cheryl noes whyy..belle noes whyy too..hehees...lalaas...anyway..bcuz of that thing..im like super happyy ritex now..i can't stop smilin to myyself..hehees..i look like an idiot..smiling to myyself..hahaas..wadeva..!!!anyway..he owes mie sweets..muahahas..!!anyway..we msgedd until quite long though..hahaas..him..talkin crap..!!!hehees..anyway..ah..im sho happyy..hmmm...i told cheryl that tml i dunch wans to lose myy face..hehees..imagine..gatherin at the foyer dere..andd wad..mie shoutin over dere..askin dem not to talk andd listen..especially when...he's around..not to mention derrick will be around...no wae..!!!burt cheryl sae only if they dunch wans to listen..dens she will shout..hehees..she kinda promise that she wun shout burt ferr myy sake tml..she's gonna shout if they dunch listen..ah...lurve cheryl to bits..!!hehees..cheryl if you are reading this..thank you andd lurve ya to bits..*muackz*you are myy lifesaver..!!hehees..oh wel oh well...im sho happy thus the crapiness in mie..hehees..okie okie..i gtg now..bubbbye..and miss mie kaes..!!urve ya peeps and muackz..!!


Wednesday, July 28, 2004
{ freed on 11:21 PM

my DADDY ish coming back from overseas tomorrow..wee~juz in time ferr myy preview..!! miss ya lots dad.!


{ freed on 10:26 PM

harloOw..im back =)..hehees..listenin to wo men de ai by F.I.R now..sadd song huh...very meaningful lyrics...reminds mie of himm though..sigh...oh well..can't possibly be deceivin myyself that he will come backk ritex..life still hab to go on..okie okie..time passes sho fast..half of the week ish gone..that means...NDP preview ish gettin closer andd closer..sheesh..as much as i would wans the preview to come..burt it also means that the time left wib all the others in the choir ish gettin lesser andd lesser..andd of couse the marshals as well..

you noes wadd..i hab myy bio test todayy..i tinkk it was real badd..sigh..juz hope that i wun fail..bcuz if i fail..im in deep trouble..something that mr yeo sae that made mie ponder over..he sae..once you like the subject..you will wans to score well in it..erms..you cans sae that myy interest in bio ish like half half burt wadd..im expectedd to score well..bcuz no one hab ever failedd mr hafiz's bio..duh..wadd..you wans myy headd to get chop off..oh well..since we are on the topic of bio..okie okie...mr hafiz toldd us not to tell the E1s andd E2s the questions or not we will be the one who loses out..burt like wadd..someone juz hab to spoil it..some gal..from our class hab to go tell some of the E1s..it ish simplyy unfair..we studyy until like madd andd they..cans juz score sho well bcuz some idiot toldd them the questions...wadd kind of world ish this..your mouth wouldn't rot ritex if you keep the questions to yourself..sheesh..andd wad's more..if they do better dens us..we will definitely get an askin whyy the E1s andd E2s cans get suchh good results andd whyy can't we do the same too..oh well..dunch wans to talk abt it anymore..bcuz it makes myy blood boil..!!

kaes kaes..back to NDP..arrgh..toopid hosh..everything also throw to mie to do..ask you to tell wei xiang abt the shoes andd how many pairs of shoes needed...dens everything throw to mie to do..sobx sobx..this means that...i hab to cal or msg wei xiang tml to tell himm..sigh..yeah..that dumb wei xiang will definitely cal mie toopid again..sobx sobx...im not toopid..!!itz juz hat i forgot abt myy hp..!!!ah..!!sheesh..andd yeah..he owes mie sweets...that certifiedd lesbian(hahaas...)owes mie sweets..hahaas..can't wait ferr NDP preview...bcuz...myy parents are going..yayy..!!i've got 2 tix ferr them to go andd see mie perform..cool huh..?hahaas...muahahas..!!this means that i muz do myy best ferr this time round sho that i will not let myyself down..hehees..i wans to see himm..!!!hahaas..okie okie..im madd..or..wadeva..!!!hehees..im sho gonna miss NDP once itz over...sigh..wadd to do..sigh..i'll miss a lot of pple..mr sunshine..peixin..everyone actually..although i dunch reallyy noes all of them..burt i'll still miss them..sobx sobx..whyy muz be over sho fast..itz like in abt 2 more weeks..i will hab to sae sayonara to everyone..whyy..?whyy..?i hate to leave everyone..i'll definitely miss..you-noe-who..hehees...wei xiang(maybe ba)..CK(no one to bicker wib mie anymore)..mark(his jovialness..ish dere such a word.?)..everyone larx..sigh..i juz wans NDP to neberr endd..izzit possible..no..itz not..sigh..

~`im.such.a.sLaCKeRR`~

_-.dunch.wans.NDP.to.endd.-_


Tuesday, July 27, 2004
{ freed on 8:41 PM

hey..harloOw..im back..!!sigh..i juz feel that im suchh a slackerr..told myy parents that im gonna study hardd ferr this semester..burt it seems as though im not doing wadd i told dem..i juz feel sho disappointedd wib myyself..sigh..i hab failedd 2 test sho far..itz not even in the middle of the semester andd i hab alreadyy failedd 2..wad's wrong wib mie..myy results are going down down down..!!and wad's more..i juz dunch feel like going to skool..having to do the same thing everydayy..go ferr classes..dens stay back ferr extra classes...dens got tuition..sigh..im such a letdown..sheesh..everydayy..everydayy..i hope that the week will faster finish andd mie to go ferr ndp practices..i feel muchh happier dere dens in skool..myy results..itz not progressing..itz gettin worse and worse..i juz feel sho disappointedd wib myyself..

oh well..anywayy..since im on the topic of ndp..might as well juz sae finish wadd i wans to sae..okie okie..you noes wadd..?i juz can't wait ferr ndp preview this week..at least i will be able to take a breather from all the skool stuff..all the dumb skool work..sheesh..oh yah..wei xiang owes mie sweets..hehees..i'll be expectin myy sweets on sat..muahahas.!of course..the another reason im lookin forward to ndp preview this week ish bcuz i will be able to see you-noe-who..sigh..i've got this mixedd feeling..itz like..i wans ndp to finish asap sho that i will be able to concentrate on myy studies..burt on the other handd..i dunch wans ndp to finish sho fast..that ish myy only wae of relieving myyself from all the skool work..andd of course..i will miss everyone in the choir..plus some of the pple..hahaas..i'll miss CK..bcuz dere's not gonna be anyone else to bicker wib mie..hahaas..okie okie..not forgettin you-noe-who..wei xiang..mark..everyone..i'll miss everyone..sigh..oh well..gtg now..will blog again if i hab the time..



Monday, July 26, 2004
{ freed on 4:30 PM

wee~im sho happy..!!!hahaas..i tinkk belle and cheryl will noes whyy..!!hehees..


Sunday, July 25, 2004
{ freed on 3:24 PM

harloOw harloOw harloOw..im back..!!hehees..okie okie..todayy was combinedd rehearsal 5ive..sho fast ritex..?sigh..realli damn fast worx..sobx sobx..another 3 more rehearsal andd i hab to sae sayonara to everyone in the combinedd skools choir..sobx sobx..can't you believe it..?sho fast..!next week will be the preview le..sigh..sobx sobx..hahaas..burt todayy cans sae quite funn larx..except ferr the fact that wei xiangg bully mie..hahaas..

okie okie..went ferr combinedd skools practice todayy..hahaas..you noes wadd..?you-noe-who cut his hair..hahaas..looks damn funny..hehees..okie okie..went to look ferr wei xiang after we got dere andd settled downn..hehees..needed to talk to him abt some stuffs..dens i was sittin dere at the steps dere wib belle..and i got myy leg scratched..ouchh..!!it was quite a long scratchh..oh well..i went to the toilet to clean it..okie..too crappy here..onto the next part..came out..sat down ferr a while..dens wei xiang came lookin ferr mie...askin mie to check whose props hab been broken..dens report to him..andd sho..i went to ask around..dens i went to find himm..actually i couldn't find himm..burt hehees..i saw himm sittin at one corner sho i went to tell himm..okie okie..dens came dinner break..as usual..we hab our dinner at around 3 like that if im not wrong..i didn't eat muchh bcuz i didn't hab the appetite to eat..andd sho..after dinner..i hab like some time left..needed to look ferr wei xiang to ask himm ferr the props..andd sho..i couldn't find himm..juz dens..CK walkedd past mie..and you noes wadd he sae,"why..lookin ferr your wei xiang sergeant arhs.?"..dumb CK..alwaes make mie larx..toopidd..!!anyway..i found himm..wibout the help of CK..of course..hahaas..took from himm the things..okie okie..dens..when i was walkin down the steps back to myy place..i turnedd myy head to look at the other direction..andd you-noe-who also lookedd in myy direction..hehees..sho..you could sae our eyes met..hahaas..crap..!!oh well..dens when we went to the stadium..andd someone wasn't feelin well..hehees..wun elaborate on that bcuz itz kinda embarassing..hehees..burt anyway..bcuz of that sick choir mate of mine..i hab to run here run dere..dens of course the parent came andd brought the choir mate of mine home..okie fine..dens after myy choir mate was sent home..wei xiang appearedd..andd sho i told himm..sheesh..i was sho tiredd..andd you noe wadd wei xiang sae,"stupid larx you..you noes wadd ish calledd a hp..?"i was like..oh yah..i got hp..whyy can't i cal instead..sheesh..yeah..and he kept saeing that i was toopid..sobx sobx..im not..!!itz juz that i forgot all abt using the hp to cal..geesh..how could i hab forgotten abt the hp..okie okie..andd sho..finish practice le.. as usual..i told the gals which bus belongs to which bus..juz dens..someone cal mie.."joyce.!"i turnedd myy head to see who called mie..hehees..you-noe-who calledd mie..hahaas..he askedd mie if i knew where wei xiang was..hehees i told him..hahaas..he calledd mie by myy name..wahahas..sheesh..i was like damn happy lorx..dens all of us boardedd the bus..i was like countin the number of pple the bus..dens janice and fiona sae..eh..izzit CK.?sho i turnedd myy head to look at the next bus..and low and behold..guess who i saw in that bus..CK..!!arrgh..dumb CK..!!he could still smile at mie wib those funny kind of smile..arrgh..okie okie..dens we went back to skool..dens while i was eatin wib cheryl andd some of the rest at mac..wei xiang suddenlyy msg mie..askedd mie..are u joyce..?hehees..he didn't hab myy hp no. that's why..okie okie..i told him..no no no..im not joyce..im cheryl..i wans you to pay mie back another winnie the pooh..keep callin mie toopid..hahaas..dens he replied..huh..?you are cheryl or joyce..now i blur le..dens you noes wad i told himm..i told him i was annabelle..hehees..mie cheryl and belle was laughin our heads off..hahaas..dens he sae..dens who are u..joyce.cheryl..annabelle..whose next..hahaas..den i told himm..no larx..actually im mr sng(the teacher who accompanied us todayy)..hahaas..dens he sae..hey..i surrender..who are you?pretty gal.?pls tell mie leh..hehees..guess wadd i told him..oh..im a certified gay..and im interested in you..hahaas..i tinkk cheryl mie and belle were laughing our heads off already lorx..hehees..sho funny..hahaas..wei xiang kept askin who i was..i kinda didn't wans to tell him yet..dens he replied hahaas..guai sister..myy hao sister..tell mie who u are..?i told him..tell you le..im a certified gay..hahaas..his reply simplyy made mie laugh like madd..you noes wadd he sae..dens im a certified lesbian..hehees..tell mie larx..i buy you sweets on the preview..kaes..?

hahaas..burt anyway..he guessedd who i was..hahaas..finally after sho long..hahaas..hopeless larx he..muahahas..!anyway..his laz reply to mie was..you too..sleep tight..sweet dreamz..stupid pple muz sleep more in order to be clever like mie :P once again..good nitex to ya..dumb wei xiang..sae mie toopid larx..good lorx..hahaas..anyway..i told himm good nitex too andd not to fall off the bed while sleeping..hahaas..he will surely fall off the bedd de lorx..hahaas..oh well..im damn happy..bcuz he talkedd to mie todayy..!!okie okie..i gtg le..itz like damn late le..good nitex..sweet dreamx..



Thursday, July 22, 2004
{ freed on 10:45 PM

dunch bother about this..
im trying out the new stuff that blogger hab added..!hehees..
sho cool..!!
muahahas..!!!


{ freed on 10:22 PM

muahahas..im backk..!!after not bloggin ferr..like 2 daes..im back=)..okie okie..itz a countdown now..2 more daes andd i will be able to see everyone again..ferr combinedd skools rehearsal..!!weee...weeee...weeeee....!!!im sho glad..a lil' too high now..hehees..burt..really im lookin forward to combinedd skools choir...!!!ah ah ah...can't wait ferr it..sigh burt this means that the daes of all of us together rehearsing together ish gettin lesser andd lesser..sigh..whyy muz it finsh sho fast..itz like..a few more rehearsals andd all of us will sae bubbye to one another..sigh i'll miss everyone..sigh sigh sigh..whyy muz NDP finish sho fast..sobx sobx..!!i noe all good things muz come to an endd burt whyy izzit sho fast..??sigh..sigh sigh..!!!

im sho gonna miss the student leaders...plus everyone in the choir..marie..yeah..im sho gonna miss her..hehees..not to mention..i'll definitely miss..wei xiang..!!hehees..our marshal 21..hahaas..muahahas..of course dere's still..you-noe-who..plus..everyone..hahaas..come to tinkk of it..i will miss the happy times that everyone hab sharedd together...hahaas..rememeber abt wadd mark sae..wei xiang wei xiang..who gib you huh..?hehees..sho funny...wahahas..!!lalaas..!
okie okie..hehees..well..i tinkk i will miss you-noe-who..hehees..at least i can take myy mind of..A.T.M..ritex..?dens i wun tinkk sho much abt A.T.M..dens i wun feel sho much pain ferr the time being..ritex..?ah..whyy muz NDP endd sho fast..i rather stand under the hot hot andd scorching sun dens to go back to skool andd sit dere listen to that dumb idiot teachh..sigh.gonna miss you-noe-who when NDP finishh..hehees..

 
+~`i dunchh wans NDP to endd sho fast..!!


Monday, July 19, 2004
{ freed on 10:46 PM

hey im back.!gosh..i simplyy can't wait fer combinedd skools rehearsal..hahaas..i noe i may soundd preetty lame..burt no kiddin..im lookin forwardd to combinedd skools choir..i tinkk itz like..NDP hab become part of myy life now..i can't live wibout it..hahaas..crap..burt itz true..i'll rather standd underr the hot sunn and get myself all tanedd rather dens to go back to skool and sit dere and listen to teachers teachingg..sigh..burt itz impossible ritex...NDP hab to finish one dae..andd that dae ishh gonna be on the 9 of augg 2004..sobx sobx..i will miss the practice a lot..yeah..i will..hahaas...both cheryl and i hab agreedd that we will floodd the whole stadium onn that dae..hahaas..sho beware..!!!kiddin kiddin..burt seriously..i tinkk i will cry..bcuz NDP hab given mie lotz of precious memories..andd i will keep all these memories in myy heart..hahaas..indeed time really passes sho fast..i miss combinedd skools choir..sobx sobx..see..after being together wib all the others..i hab grown sho attachedd to NDP..hahaas..oh yah..that means when NDP ish over..we would not be able to see wei xiang..yah..and of course still got..you-noe-who..plus mark..CK...blah blah blah..sheesh..i tinkk i will miss NDP..not bcuz of them burt bcuz of the warmth andd funn the whole choir sharedd together..awww...geesh...can time be reversedd back..to when all the student leaders were at SMU..learningg the dance steps from our dance instructor..sobx sobx...sigh..time can neberr be turnedd backk..or not..i would hab gottenb a chance to see him again ritex..sigh..time passes sho quickly..how i wishh i hab the time machine dens i'll turn it back to the time when the student leaders were at SMU..hahaas..sigh..
 
+.cans time be reversedd back..i dunchh wans this moment to endd----]]`~


Sunday, July 18, 2004
{ freed on 9:49 PM

harlow.. im back..!!=) yesterdae was the national education show..i was sho damn nervous when we reachedd the indoorr stadium..sheesh..i made quite a number of bloobers yesterdae..gosh..i tinkk myy performance yesterdae was..terrible..arrgh..i was too nervous..oh well..sigh..i can't believe it..another like 3 to 4 more practices andd phoof..itz over..can't you imagine it..sigh..im sho gonna miss everyone in the choir and as well as the student leaders..sobx sobx..all good things muz come to an endd..ritex..?oh well..i'll treasure the laz few rehearsals together more..burt nonetheless..although i made quite a number of bloobers yesterdae..the practice yesterdae was the best i ever hab..it was sho farni..plus funn..hahaas..
 
okie okie..im gonna elaborate more..hehees..kaes when we got off the bus..guess which skool's bue was behind us.?hehees..cheryl andd annabelle will noe..hahaas..dens when we were abt to go into the stadium..wei xiang was missing in action..actually..i dunchh tinkk he's was missingg larx..i tinkk he was at the back ba..hahaas..dens you-noe-who talkedd to mie..he askedd mie,"tampines ritex..?"i saidd yeah..dens he sae,"muz wait ferr your marshal to cum dens cans go in.."okie okie..that was myy replyy..hehees..anyway..wei xiang came out from dunch noes where dens you-noe-who was talkin to himm..kaes kaes..we went dere andd hab our super early lunch..at around 10..?yeah..we hab our lunch..kaes kaes..dens wei xiang came lookin ferr mie to confirm the shirt and berms sizes ferr the choir..i didn't noe wad were the sizes ferr some gals..dens he told mie that he hab it in his file..weird ritex..?fancy him havin the paper andd he came to askk mie..diaoz -_-"andd sho he went off..okie..dens i ate until halfway when i remembered i kinda changedd the sizes ferr some gals..andd sho i went to look ferr him..hmmm..i couldn't findd wei xiang..too many people plus marshals dere..hahaas..okie okie..dens i saw CK..i wanted to ask himm where was wei xiang..burt on the other handd..i din't wans to talk to himm muchh..bleah..!!hahaas...!!juz then you-noe-who walkedd towards mie..dens he askedd mie who i was lookin ferr..i saidd wei xiang..dens he gib mie those kinda weird weird look and askedd,"wei xiang..?wei xiang..?"i saidd errr..yeah..dens he brought mie to look ferr wei xiang..hahaas..2nd time he talkedd to mie ferr the dae..okie okie..hehees..andd sho practice went on as usual..dens cheryl receivedd a soft toy frm someone(dunch wans to mention his name)..hahaas..bcuz our bag was not big enuff to fit in the toy..we asked wei xiang to keep the toy ferr her..he seemedd surprised as to who gib cheryl the toy..hahaas..burt anyway..he agreed to keep the toy..juz then mark walkedd past..and you noe wadd mark said,"wahs wei xiang..who gib you huh..?"hahaas..it was sho farni..dens came the actual N.E show..i made some bloobers..i tinkk i was too nervous that's why..dens N.E show finishedd..i tinkk the choir was in high spirits..some of them were dancing on the stage..hehees..dunchh worryy..i din't join them..i was busy laughin along wib myy juniors..hehees..okie okie..dens you-noe-who walkedd past mie a few times..hehees..oh yah..dere were some pple who were throwing the foodd aroundd..mark was sho angryy andd he scoldedd the person quite harshly..wow..first time i see mark sho angry..CK walkedd past mie a few time too..he seemedd prettyy pissedd..first time i see him lookin like this too..yeah..andd that wei xiang askedd mie to help himm take his super heavy file..hmph..buly mie larx..hahaas..dens when we reachedd skool..it was alreadyy 12 somethingg..i was waitin ferr myy mum to come pick mie upp..cheryl was gonna go wib ms joanna ..dens i told wei xiangg  you cans go home le larx..or not you'll reach home damn late lorx..he said he bu fang xin mie alone here waitin ferr myy mum to come..hahaas..awww...sho sweet ritex..?burt anywae..i askedd myy mum if we could fetch cheryl home andd she agreed..
 
yeah..hmmm..poor wei xiang..i tinkk he reachedd home at aroundd 2 plus like that lorx..hahaas..burt who askedd him to stay sho far..hehees...okie okie..i stop here kaes...bubbbye..!!
`~NDP rawks myy world~`


Thursday, July 15, 2004
{ freed on 5:53 PM

haben been updating muchh due to the fact that..i hab skool..sho i couldn't update that often..okie okie..im definitely lookin forward to n.e show..hahaas..countdown to n.e show..?2 more daes..can't you imagine..wow..i missedd combinedd rehearsal a lot..of course not to mention..all the student leaders..and the whole choir..plus...ms faith..ms sharon..and not forgettin my dance instructor..awww..i missedd the happy memories of combinedd reheasals..hahaas..of course..lookin forward to see..the lame bus driver who gib us suchh a lame IQ question..wonderr wadd other lame IQ question he will gib us again..hahaas..hmmm..still got who..oh yah..wei xiang..myy marshal..eh..didn't i see himm yesterdae..hahaas..yeah..i saw himm yesterdae..hahaas..everytime also muz ask himm help us repair our state flags..okie okie..i tinkk wei xiang very ke lianz..alwaes get bulliedd by us..hahaas..okie okie..of course..still got you-noe-who..hahaas..crap..!!!okie okie..back to the topic..hahaas..hmmm..juz hope tat i wun be too nervous until i forget myy steps this week..

okie okie..hahaas yesterdae..lynette ah yi(myy family in skool) told mie something..i was totally shockedd when i heard tat..hahaas..didn't noes that my ah yi's "friend"will be sho sweet..hahaas..seriously..!i didn't expect it..yeah..hahaas..oh yah..forgot to mention..i will hab to wake upp super early on sat..like..around 7..and we will probably leave the stadium at around..11..not confirmedd yet..maybe later i guess..hahaas..oh well..i will hab to see CK again..juz hope tat CK wun come andd disturb mie..hehees..!!oh well..gtg..bubbye and take care out dere..!!peace out..!!


Sunday, July 11, 2004
{ freed on 11:12 PM

hello..im back..!hahaas..okie okie..hmmm..went to churchh todayy..finally.!hahaas..haben been to church ferr like..2 weeks..yeah..2 weeks..okie..the feelin of being back was..weird..bcuz itz like..i didn't go to churchh ferr like 2 weeks..ever since camp endedd..yeah..oh well..went ferr combinedd rehearsal yesterdae..i was sho nervous.!bcuz dere was gonna be audiences..not realli a lot of audiences burt itz still nerve wreckin ferr mie..

okie okie..now i shall talk abt the combinedd rehearsal..kaes..after we got the bus..i saw..you noe who..hahaas..he was wearin a singlet if you call it..hahaas..he looks good in that..muahahas..!okie okie..dens of course..i told cheryl andd belle..hehees..okie okie..and sho..we went to the indoor stadiun ferr our practice before going to the stadium later ferr the whole rehearsal..sho after puttin down our bags..i askedd belle andd cheryl to accompany mie to look ferr our marshal burt dens we couldn't find him and sho i askedd one of the marshal where he was..and you noe wad he sae..he's outside smokin..you could sae burt i was totallyy shockedd that he smokes..didn't expect that he will smoke..oh well..dens..durin practice..you noe who walkedd past quite a number of times..hahaas..i kinda found out his name..burt im not quite sure if itz realli his name..okie okie..andd sho..i hab to go look ferr myy marshall again bcuz dere were some state flags which broke again..andd sho i went to look ferr him..couldn't find himm..saw CK..he gib mie those kinda look again..CK..only noes how to bully pple..hahaas..burt dens i went to askk himm where was myy marshal..he calledd himm and mie to talk to himm..hahaas..burt i askedd himm to talk instead..andd he did..couldn't contact himm..andd sho CK told mie if he sees myy marshal he will tell himm to come look ferr mie..and sho i sae okie..sho we hab our usual practice and blah blah blah..okie okie..andd sho..practice endedd..our skool was the first to leave bcuz our marshal was dere..hehees..good huh.?okie..sho we waitedd ferr our bus..CK's skool was beside us..wadeva.!hahaas..sho when we were on the bus..belle calledd mie to the back andd told mie to lookk to the other bus..hahaas..andd i saw himm..wahs..i tinkk i went to sudden highness..wee~~ hahaas..okie okie..burt dens i dunch noes...out of a suddenn..A.T.M came into myy mindd..i dunch noes burt itz like sudden..oh well..

ah..next week ish national education show..dere's gonna be like sho many pple will be watchin..ah..im gonna be sho nervous..hahaas..i juz realisedd..maybe CK ish not sho badd after all..!although he likes to disturb mie..burt he's quite good..okie okie..tinkk im crappin a lil' too much..ciaoz..!


Wednesday, July 07, 2004
{ freed on 11:15 PM

oh wel..im back..kaes..been singing the tune up in myy mind..CK..DUMB CK.!only noe how to bully pple..hahaas..oh well..i juz tinkk he's gonna be sho dead when i see himm on sat..hahaas..im gonna..bully himm back..muahahas.!too badd huh..?hehees..finally..i cans go church on sun..ahahas.!lookin forward to seeing the gers after not seeing dem ferr like..two weeks..hahaas..okie okie..gtg now..

i hate you
you hate mie
i juz wans to kill CK
wib a great big punch
that will send himm to the floor
no more CK anymore...

wee..i will sho glad if i could do that..burt...oh well.!


Sunday, July 04, 2004
{ freed on 10:54 PM

lalaas =)im back.!gladd to see mie huh..?hehees..i noe i bhb larx..dunchh hab to tell mie..hehees..wahahas..habb an enjoyable dae todayy..simplyy lurve NDP to bits..

hehees..now..sho funn..kaes kaes..today sho funny..hahaas..bcuz ms faith scolded us ferr figeting sho all of us stood still..dens mark(should be this spelling)was over dere saying," wahs..see you all sho still..very scary leh.."hahaas..i kinda startd giggling a bit..hahaas..dens i tinkk should be at the grand finale part..where all the hosts and singers come upp..the people carried a board with the namesof those hosts and singers..dens dere was this board that put kit chan and a guy was holdin onto it..when the guy passedd byy mark..mark went like,"kit chan kit chan!"hahaas..it was sho damn funny..i was laughin until like..madd..hahaas..dens another personh was holdin onto a board with LJJ this 3 letters..hahaas..dens mark went like,"JJ JJ!"and he slap the guy's butt..you should hab seen his action..simplyy hilarious..!hahaas..sho damn funny..tinkk i couldn't stop laughin when i saw it..hahaas..

i saw that person today..again..hehees..itz like everytime he walks past i'll like juz laugh ferr no reason..hahaas..dotz dotz..i dunchh noes whyy too..hahaas..you muz be tinkin that im madd..i tinkk sho you noe..hahaas..okie okie..dens belle saw the shortie..hahaas..as ferr mie..i saw that dumb marshall again..bcuz it was like..he walkedd past mie..dens he gib mie those kinda look sho i juz sae..stupid..hahaas..i juz found out that he's under myy marshall..hahaas..he's dead..and i found out his name..CK CK..!he's dead..and i juz changedd the lyrics of one song..hehees..i tinkk he's gonna be sho dead..maybe i should sing the song on the next combined skool rehearsal if i see himm..hahahas..and i juz found out too..myy marshall actually quite good you noe..bcuz today we hab to take props again..dens he helped us to take..awww..sho sweet ritex..?hahaas..this ish wad i cal a helpful person...dens on the wae out of the stadium to wait ferr the bus..we were given ice cream..hahaas..finally.!okie okie..dens all of them didn't noe where the rubbish bin was..and he helpedd to throw it away..of course..i helpedd himm..hahaas..i tinkk he's a real gentlemen..realli..at least he's much better dens that toopid CK ritex..?hahaas..kaes kaes..gtg le larx..good nitex and sweet dreamz.!

p.s the lyrics of the song that i spoofed
adapted from barney

i hate you
you hate mie
we all want to kill CK
wib a great big punchh
that will sendd himm to the floor
no more CK anymore

*toopid CK.!


Friday, July 02, 2004
{ freed on 10:59 PM

muahahas.!the crazy lil' ger ish backk =) muahahas.!kaes kaes..i admit..im gettin a lil' high ritex now..hahaas.!realli..i dunch noes wad hab gotten over mie..burt i juz seem sho high.!as myy saying goes..a little craziness a day..keeps you away from mental health..hahaas..dunch noes wadd kindd of logic ish that...?

ah..i simply can't ferr ndp practice..ah..i missedd ndp practice sho muchh..realli a lot.!ah..i wans to go ndp practice..as least it beats goingg to skool and listeningg to that horse teach ritex.?hahaas..wee..itz a countdown now..in another..2 more daes..i will be goingg ferr the practice..can't wait ferr it..!cans i juz skipp skool and go ferr the ndp practice..?hahaas..i noes itz impossible...!sobx sobx..yeah..and i will be gettin darker and darker..myy wish will be fulfil..oh yesh.!burt something badd..i will see that toopid marshall who disturb mie..sobx sobx..hahahas..burt at the same time cans see...hahaas..cheryl and belle will understand wad i means..hehees.!burt one thing i realisedd..my right arm ish sightly darker dens myy left arm..weird huh.?dunch askk mie whyy..i dunch noes too..hahaas..weird weird.???i dunch wans ndp practice to finish sho fast..sobx sobx..it will be sho wasted..i wans to see all the other student leaders..very funn..simply juz dunch wans it to endd sho fast..can i juz wish that ndp will neberr everr finish..nah..i noes itz impossible..itz definitely impossible..itz..mission impossible..!hahaaas..

+[[cans i juz hab a simple wish..that NDP will neberr end i dunch wans it to endd____


Thursday, July 01, 2004
{ freed on 10:53 PM

hahaas.!im back.!hahaas..!damn high now..dunch noes the reasonn whyy..hmmm..sobx sobx..tomorrow got questioning session..sigh..again...why izzit alwaes got questioning session..sigh...

this weekk ish cummin to an end..he didn't cum backk..sigh..can't see himm againn anymore..why muz it becum like that..sho dumb.!arrgh..dunch noes whyy burt whyy am i still hoping thatt he will cum backk..im such a fool.!such a fool am i .!anyway..i gtg now...its quite late now..muz go sleep.!bubbye.!