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? flying high .
that silly lady.

joyce.
fireworks are love.
sparklers light up the darkness admist the darkness.

i'll run away from reality.



? whispers the secret .
quietly and silently.


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? letting go .
set them free.

celena.
rachel.
sarah.
amanda.
june.
celine.
wanling.
cheryl.

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Saturday, December 30, 2006
{ freed on 1:46 AM

i've got loads of assignments and projects to complete and it's really irritating me! like damn! no peace for the new year. arrgh.

PROJECTS
  • PSYCHOLOGY PROJECT
  • CMSK REPORT
  • OOPG
  • CORE presentation
  • DBIS

psychology project is driving me nuts! no one is doing anything, AT ALL! i tooked the extra effort to go msg everyone to meet up and discuss but only 2 replied! and all of us are busy! wth wth wth. i'm so screwed for psychology. i have absolute no mood to do up my cmsk report and that is pretty bad, seriously. gotta get my CORE presentation done up soon too. sigh.

on a lighter note, i'm really pleased with myself cos i'm already halfway through with my OOPG assignment ( with loads of help from CHEE SENG. ) i wouldn't have started on my oopg if it weren't for jeremy who shoo-ed me to go do. lol.

and i forgot to mention, STUPID DUMB CDS SELECTION! made me wake up at such an early hour just for a freaking 5 mins selection and there wasn't the choices that we were told in it! like arrgh, wasted my precious sleeping time.

absolutely loved the dim sum gathering. lol. ate and stuffed ourselves with loads and loads of delicious dim sum. hahaas. and we bought a pack of cards to play bridge! lol. bridge is getting addictive, highly addictive! lol. and i love playing bridge! wahahas! we made loads of noise at yum cha with our laughter! hahaas.

alright, the year is coming to an end like in 1 more day! gonna pen it down like soon! lol.



Tuesday, December 26, 2006
{ freed on 9:39 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!

=)


{ freed on 6:57 PM

i'm back here to blog now!

24th dec
received a call from sony ericsson saying that my phone will take about 1 to 2 weeks to be repaired. that's was the LOVELIEST present i could receive. went to church and it was absolute LOVE. the children were singing and not to mention, charmaine was really really really cute. the skit was really interesting too and the youths' SUPER DUPER CHRISTMAS which the four of us totally loved. <3 love! headed over to aunty pam's home with the carol-lers and the four of us were basically having loads of fun singing carols and SUPER DUPER CHRISTMAS! the food that was prepared was absolutely fantastic! headed over to vic's home after that and we stayed there all night long. i finally learnt how to play bridge! and i'm loving it now. lol.

25th dec
everyone was playing bridge at vic's home. ate cheese prata and the four of us think that the cheese prata made us all slow after eating it. lol. left vic's home at around 8 plus to clementi mac where i had my long-awaited hotcakes! yummy yummy! =) cabbed home after the meal and the kind-hearted taxi-driver waived off the extra dollar surcharge. kind kind! came home to find that i didn't bring my house key along and no one was at home. thus, i was locked out of home. i was too tired to think, plus my phone was flat. called mum with the remaining left batt and asked them where they were. they said they'll be back once they finished their breakfast. slept outside at the door there while waiting for them. i was pretty much too tired to stay awake and wait for them. when they finally came back, i went to bathe and fell on the bed and slept. woke up at around 3 plus and went out of the room to find my mum getting dressed to go out. in the end i went out, again. lol. walked around like a zombie while they were shopping for golf shoe. finally came home and i watched a little of tv before going back to sleep.

26th dec (today)
got woken up by the drilling next door. arrgh. terrible. realised that the year is coming to an end and i've got 5 projects to be completed. please kill me right now. it'll make things so much easier.
DARN. and mum said that i've slimmed down a little, even my bro says so. and for that, it made my day. lol. it's hard to believe that my bro is saying that though. hahaas. i'm happy. =)


Sunday, December 24, 2006
{ freed on 12:00 PM

it's finally christmas eve! =) LALAAS~

on a heavier note, haven't got my phone back from repair. bro thinks that i'll most probably get my phone like in jan. LIKE NO WAY! i'll kill the persons there if i get my phone back in jan. i can't imagine days without my phone. i'm already suffering now without my phone. arrrgh. I WANT MY DAMN PHONE BACK AFTER CHRISTMAS AND BEFORE NEW YEAR! arrgh. wth. of all the times to spoil.

seriously, i'm broke now. ain't no extra cash now cos i've spent them on presents. hahaas. anyone kind enough to spare me some cash? hahaas.


Thursday, December 21, 2006
{ freed on 6:14 PM

i'm so freaking pissed right now. i've only used my phone for like less than 2 weeks, not even 10 days and the keypad is already faulty! just sent the phont for repair. sigh. =( i'm so upset right now. now i gotta use the extra phone that's left in my home for the next few days. that's already quite bad enough right now.

all the contents that's in the phone will be erased. arrgh. that's the part where i really don't like. cos that would mean that all the messages will be erased, including... ARRGH!

i'm so freaking pissed, seriously.


{ freed on 12:18 AM

everyone's going for OTC camp and i'm not. seriously, i don't really care that much right now as compared to the few days when i heard that i wasn't in for OTC. it's just a camp, ain't it. and i'm getting all frustrated with the projects. i've got absolutely no motivation to get started on all my projects. term break will be over in an instant and i'm busy slacking at home, procrastinating to get started on my projects. =( boohoo.

christmas is coming in like a few more days and before we know it, the year is coming to an end. there's so many things that i wanna say though but i guess i'll just leave it till the end of the year.








tell me why am i feeling this way?


Sunday, December 17, 2006
{ freed on 9:50 PM













let the pictures do the talking.


{ freed on 1:03 AM

it didn't rain. ain't it good? LALA. had a crazy day at sentosa today, definitely. went to school to meet june, joo and zhi hao along with celine and wan ting cos yes, wan ting ... (fill in the blanks).

anyway, headed ferr sentosa and not long after that, we were all at palawan beach! like omg omg omg! i think i haven't been to palawan ferr ages already! i miss palawan. it's sooo much nicer right now as compared to last time. played volleyball and i think i really sucked at that. someone please teach me how to play volleyball will ya? lol. i love playing captains ball at the beach minus the girl who knocked me so hard. oops! =x went to tan with june, celine and wan ting after that. the 3 of them were like sooo red and i was like the odd one out who wasn't red. that was what i thought. after i bathed, i realised i was slightly red. i thought, " okie, maybe i was wrong abt saying that i was not burnt."

headed to aunty yee tiang home for dinner and i realised i was very very very burnt when i saw my reflection in the mirror. right now, i'm cooked. im a walking chilli crab and wan ting's the lobster. celine and june shall be... the walking cooked human ready to be served on a plate. lol.





my shoulder blades are burnt badly and i'm all red now. OUCH, it hurts.


Friday, December 15, 2006
{ freed on 10:09 PM

my term test is over! like finally! been waiting so long for this day. LALA. =) i simply love DBIS cos i know what on earth is going on in the paper. LOL.

headed to TM to get the bikinis, like finally. lol. cos i've been looking at them since tues i think. i'm in love i'm in love with them now. hahaas. told belle that we'll meet up during the holidays with the other girls and we can go find some place to chit chat. i miss them loads! i miss farah, my bitch! i miss my monkeyjo-! i miss my DING DONG BELL! i miss the two crazy girls that always quarrel! i miss all of them! =(

i'm so looking forward to tmr! sentosa and after that sumptuous dinner at aunty yee tiang's home. FOOD! glorious food!







SENTOSA, here i come! =)


Thursday, December 14, 2006
{ freed on 12:00 PM

i'm SUPPOSED to be studying my dbis right now. yes and apparently, i'm sitting right in front of my all-so-wonderful computer. i'm so freakin' dead when grades are out, definitely.

went to TM for lunch yesterday and gosh, there was a MANGO sale! fabulous! bought a cardigan which cost me 36 bucks. ouch, there goes the ka-ching ka-ching. LOL. and guess what? celine was SHOPPING! (sorry celine, i couldn't resist typing this down! lol. )
total damage: 36 bucks. i finally got my dear phone, loving it now. and i promise i'll be gentle to my phone from now on. =)

3 down, 1 more to go.
my dear holidays, here i come!




BACK TO MUGGING =)



Sunday, December 10, 2006
{ freed on 12:51 AM

i hate term test, i hate to study for the freaking tests. like wth wth. i'm so freaking stressed out. i hate the freaking damn tests!

had the weirdest dream just the night before. like huh! it felt too real to be unreal though. i woke up, wondering if that were true. thank goodness it wasn't! i think i i'll just run away if that were to really happen.

and i was so bothered with the dream.









- jjoycee.


Friday, December 08, 2006
{ freed on 11:33 PM

i've got 5 days of suffering till i get my holidays. i'm so looking forward to it right now. i want my dim sum gathering. lol.






wish me all the best in the meanwhile for studying.


Wednesday, December 06, 2006
{ freed on 10:31 PM

been staying back in school to study with my peeps. well, i really hope that i'll be able to do well for this term test which i have absolutely no confidence in. i hate exams, seriously.

QA lab test is tmr and i'm lost, not knowing what to do for it. can't help feeling a little helpless right now. i seriously need to mug hard enough for me to do well this term. otherwise, i think i'm gonna be so freaking dead.


Monday, December 04, 2006
{ freed on 11:56 PM

it's counting down to less than a week more to term test and the amount of studying i've done is not even able to guarantee me a pass in all my subjects. what am i going to do? i need to get down to mugging and burying myself under the thick lecture notes. it's so hard to concentrate at home, too many distractions i say. there's the television and my computer. arrgh.

anyone wanna join me for studying? any takers?

MUGGING IS GOOD FOR HEALTH.
MUGGING IS GOOD FOR THE BRAIN.
I NEED TO MUG.


Sunday, December 03, 2006
{ freed on 12:59 AM

i had the sudden urge to blog for whatsoever reason i don't know. saturday was a fruitful day as i went back to school to study with june and benny. With much help from benny, i finally understood what li fern was teaching. headed to airport to have our dinner as TM was crowded with people.

received some msges from the PLs in the PURPLE team and i was pretty much touched by what they said, i guess. i'm in love with my PURPLE group. hahaas. i haven't forgotten about my FILMORE, not to worry.


PURPLE GROUP!
CK, Sandy, Chee Leng, Wenna, Ben, Ying Jian, Ling Yu, Ming, Hafiz, Sam, Berlinda,Shawn,Kim, Joyce. =)


Friday, December 01, 2006
{ freed on 10:37 PM

TP RAWKS event really rocked the world down! like WOOHOO! i hope the participants will still remember me when open house comes! i really hope so. i missed out on dragon-boating! like AHHH!! was so disappointed when it started to rain. and i was already all hyped up and ready to go for the dragon-boating.

i think jam&hop really rocked the house down at TP. i love jam&hop like nuts! i think i went absolutely bonkers at the jam&hop. seriously, went total madness. screamed and laughed like nobody's business. quite a few from INTSC came, including alvin. hahaas. i think changyong and alvin make a GOOD couple. it was a pity i didn't take them hugging and dancing together.and then something just made me so angry, the freaking time and the freaking curfew. LIKE WTH! DAMN THE STUPID ASS FREAKING CURFEWS OR WHATEVER YOU CALL THEM MAN! i was so freaking disappointed larx! all cos of a freaking call.

dammit, still feeling sore cos i couldn't stay till the end. like wth wth wth. damn, i need my fcuking freedom. dammit.