Saturday, April 30, 2005
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6:39 PM
darn pissed now.
long story..
not in da mood to sae it all out..
wadeverr happens in da next few daes..
be prepared..
bcuz i'm gonna be very nasty..
dun everr blame miie ferr it..
Friday, April 29, 2005
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10:36 PM
first papers today.
not very confident though.
oh well..
went studying wibb trina..
burt it ended up wibb us talking..
hahaas..
she saes i'm alwaes getting distracted..
by..da noise...by da
HALF naked guy..
by da ants...by da woman..
and mind you..we were studying by da pool
sho dere's no need ferr yourr thots to run wild..
talked a lot..about da past..
about...loads of things..
talked about
BANANAS as well..
let miie hear you sae shit is bananas, B A N A N A Sthis shit is bananas, BANANAS.doesn't that sound sho familiar trina?
wahahas..
gotta chiong ferr my other subs..
exams offically starting next week.
gonna study like mad ferr mid yr..
or not i'm not gonna be able to meet my expectations.
=(
i wanna get 20 & below!!!
let's go bananas over BANANAS.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
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9:48 PM
tmr's da first papers.
sighs..
wish miie all da best =)
i'm sho tempted to change phone.
burt that will habb to wait until exams are over before i considerr..
been taking pics in class.
wibb aileen's cam.
and i took a lot of pics of DEAN.
wahahas.!!!
dean saw all da pics that i took..
i really hope he isn't angry..
i didn't mean it..
hahaas..
sorrie =(
to my dearest serene..hmphh..
whyy you can eat sweet i cannot??
sho unfairr!!!
hahaas..
juz kidding..
i noe if i eat that sweet i'll get slappedd by you and wanling..
sho..
yeahh..
burt dun eat too much of that sweet horr..
afterr you get diabetes arhs..
lalaas..
punch miie..
i dun care..
lalaas..
i'm going absolutely nuts..
wahahas.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
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5:52 PM
exams are starting this fri.
first 2 papers.
mother tongue & english paper 1.
next week's bio and.. can't rememberr.
i'm sho dead.
haven't started a single revision except ferr bio.
arrrgghhh..
best of all..parents are scolding miie and asking miie to study.
sighs..
i'm sho gonna do badly this time yet AGAIN.
waddaheckk.
things weren't supposedd to turn out this wae.
burt they can neberr be da same anymore.
if you tinkk that we wanted it to be like this,
i'll tell you we didn't.
it really hurts miie i can sae.
i really didn't want things to turn out this wae.
this sarks TERRIBLY. =(
i dunno wederr you still regard miie/us as yourr sis
burt no matterr wadd ,
i still cherished da times that we spent together.
nuff said, gone.
memories fading..
Friday, April 22, 2005
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6:47 PM
getting sho tired of skool life nowadaes.
gotta study everydae.
exams are cummin sho darn fast.
my first papers are next fri.
AND i haben prepared yet.
waddaheckk.
i'm sho gonna do damn badly again.
shit.
and i'm gonna get scolded like mad.
waddaheckk.
sighs.
sometimes i juz dun want da mid yrs.
it really sarks.
arrrgghhhh...
memories will fadeburt da memories i habb of you will not FADE
Saturday, April 16, 2005
{ freed on
10:16 PM
this post is dedicated to
wanlingwho has been flooding my tagboard
and askingg miie to update my blog.
hehees..
life in skool is boooorrrinnngg!!
sometimes i wonderr..why am i in skool?
everythings alwaes da same.
one word to describe skool now.
boring.
had speech day rehearsal ytd.
sarky, bad.
ms lee wasn't here.
oh well..
everything is going wrong..
at da wrong time.
why must problems come one after another.
i'm getting sickk andd tiredd of all this.
been thinking abt da past year.
come to think abt it, loads of things happened last yr.
like ndp, student leadership camp,
ndp student leaders training, sec 2 camp, his appearance.
comparing this yr and last yr, i really miss last yr.
burt i've gotta move on.
can't alwaes be living in 2004 ritex?
i found da song that annabelle was irritating miie wibb.
hey hey..da song ish nice.
wahahas.
I see ya lookin' at me Like I'm some kinda freak Get up outta ya seat Why don't ya do somethin' ?
Monday, April 11, 2005
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7:45 PM
Heart of WorshipWhen the music fades and all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
[chorus]
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
King of endless worth, no one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor, all I have is Yours
Every single breath
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart
[chorus]
hmmm..this ish one of da few songs that i love.
and it ish through this song that i learnt a lot.
take memold meuse mefill mei give my life to the potter's hand
Saturday, April 09, 2005
{ freed on
9:30 PM
stole this pic from amanda =)
sho darn funny.!
{ freed on
7:11 PM
forgot to mention..
daniel loh left skool already.
he's going to texas to further his studies.
sobx sobx..my favourite teacher is gone.
no one else to disturb =(
burt i muz sae..he's one of da best teachers i ever habb.
i'll miss him..err..wrong..i'll miss his bald head.!
ahaha.
i'll miss him..
nobody ferr miie to disturb.
sho sad =(
farahh has gone absolutely nuts.
i repeat..farahh has gone absolutely nuts abt anas.
hahaas.
am i ritex, farahh?
hahaas.
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6:39 PM
above allabove all powers
above all kings
above all nature and all created kings
above all wisdom and all the ways of man
you were here before the world began
above all kingdoms
above all thrones
above all wonders the world has ever known
above all wealth and treasures of the earth
there's no way to measure what you're worth
[chorus]
Crucified, lay behind the stone
you lived to die
rejected and alone
like a rose, trampled on the ground
you took the fall
and thought of me
above all
above all powers
above all kings
above all nature and all created things
above all wisdom and all the ways of man
you were here before the world began
above all kingdom
above all thrones
above all wonders the world had ever known
above all wealth and treasures of the earth
there's no way to measure what you're worth
[chorus] x2
this song is dedicated to everyone in choir and to ms lee.
most importantly, thank you God.
Thursday, April 07, 2005
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10:00 PM
went to skool at 6.30 to do warm-ups.
change into gown.
put on makeup.
practise da songs.
when we reachedd sch (s'pore conference hall),
my heart beat was fast.
i was sho darn nervous.
we went to the tuning room.
practise over dere again.
andd before we knew it..we hadd to go up to perform.
as we sang, i thot it sounded bad.
when the music came in ferr above all,
my eyes were all wet.
i told myself. you musn't cry now.
hold your tears backk.
i did.
afterr when we went out,
i totally lost it.
i cried.
i felt that we didn't put in our very best.
i thot we had disappointedd ms lee and our teachers.
ms lee came and consoled miie.
we went back in to listen to da other skools sing.
before da results were released, i prayed.
when it was our skool's turn to listen to the results..
i held onto cheryl's hand sho darn tightly..
i looked down on da ground.
i didn't dare to look upp.
and..we got a bronze.!!
i was sho happy.
i huggedd cheryl.
and i cried yet again.
i thankedd god immediately..
God, you really work wonders.
thank you.!
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
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9:06 PM
it didn't turn out that badd.
i thot i was gonna feel sho darn awkward
in shahril's class.
burt i didn't.!
got our yearbook today.
itz yellow in colour.
hmmm..
not that bad.
he's in da yearbook.!!
i saw his pic.!!
wahahas.!!!
i finally habb his pic.!!!
going nuts now.
ahaha.
hmmm..laughed like madd juz now.
we went to buy da eye shadow and stuff.
we then went to buy bubble tea.
p.s cheryl wanted to drinkk sho we accompanied herr.
da tag states dere..
water cheatnut
wahahas.
sho darn funny.
hahaas.
hmmm..tmr's syf.
all da best to choirr.
hope that we will get our bronze.
jiayou.!
& lostinaworldofmyown &
Monday, April 04, 2005
{ freed on
9:16 PM
didn't habb a good dae today.
was sho darn pissedd off by some pple.
waddaheck.
damn.
dere's combined humanities tmr.
wonderr how i'm gonna face shahril tmr.
sighs..
=(
how am i gonna face him tmr.?
sighs..
dunno wederr will i cry or not when i face him?
sighs..
pls forgibb miie mr shahril..
i didn't mean to be angry at you.
itz juz that my temper got da betterr of miie..
i'm sorrie.. ='(
siickanddtireddofwearingonafacade
Saturday, April 02, 2005
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3:24 PM
had sports meet today.
had to wake up sho darn early.
arrghh..
was selling food stuff ferr c.i.p
saw shahril and he saw miie too.
i totally ignored him.
i tink he should noe that i'm still pissed abt ytd's thing.
he only talkedd to annabelle.
i will forget and forgive.
burt this is not a matter of 1 dae thing.
i promise, i will forget abt it by sun.
mdm ho ish sho darn irritataing.
she keeps harping on da sentosa event.
arrghh..was scolding us dere juz now AGAIN.
waddaheck.
whyy can't she juz forget and not keep raising that dumb issue up?
darn pissed.
got sho darn pissed by 2 teachers in 2 daes.
arrghh.
sho darn freakin pissed now.
i dun have to spell it out here.
waddaheck.
get da heck lost.
Friday, April 01, 2005
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11:14 PM
aprils fool dae.!
played a prankk on cheryl andd wanling
darn hilarious.
wahahas.
was pissedd off by a certain teacher whom i won't mention name.
went star gazing wibb trina (banana milk)
talkedd abt loads of things.
i miss you now banana milk.
ahaha.
still feeling a little upset and pissed abt a certain teacher.
sighs.
='(
sickandtiredof
puttingona
facade
