Saturday, June 30, 2007
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3:22 PM
the first week of school is over now and loads of things have happened just within this week. quiz and project submissions made me all so panicky and uptight. maybe after all, poly life ain't that easy as i thought it would be initially. i thought i've established this fact before though. lol.
well,
more projects submissions and test in 2 weeks time. this is so not good cos it means that i'll be rushing like a mad idiot for the next two weeks. this was so not what i've expected. year 2 life is more than what i've expected. the pace is too fast for me to comprehend everything. not to mention, i come home feeling exhausted and all so drained by the end of the day. damn the timetable, long days are such a dumb thing. period.
stop whining joyce, you're such a bitch to be whining now. i know but i just can't stop whining. and the sight of HER makes me boil too. what can we students do, like seriously.
life's just a roller coaster. sometimes it can be all so smooth sailing and the nex moment, you find yourself in a sunken pit, waiting to be found and rescued. what an irony life is ain't it? boohoo. =/
alright, it's back to reflections time.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
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11:28 PM
wrong song at the wrong time.
memories came back.
didn't know why it did.
maybe time will tell. i'll leave it to time.i'm glad it's over. =)
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
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12:39 AM
What do i want really?everything's a mess.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
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12:48 AM
words spoken,after such a long time.thoughts battling each other inside my head.feelings in a mess.head's in a mess.i need to think things through.
Monday, June 25, 2007
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10:55 PM
the going back to school blues is here to haunt me, yet again. couldn't resist whining about it. the first day back in school was awfully boring, i swear. lectures became "lectures", waking up freaking early to sit for quiz which took me approximately 30 minutes to finish. like wth. i woke up at 5.45am! never have i waken up so damn early ever since secondary school ended.
not to mention..
that HER made my blood boil, once again. it's only the first day and
that HER already got on my nerves. like seriously, what the
fuck.
we only went in the damn lecture
theatre late by 5 minutes. a mere 5 minutes late and SHE was already complaining about us being late and disturbing the rest. wth, seriously. and oh, SHE said that SHE noticed that it was always the same group of people who were late for lectures and they make so much noise that they disturb the lecture that is going on. and also SHE said it is always the same group that will meet first and then if someone is late, they'll all wait for the particular someone and will all end up late for lectures.
i personally, TOOK THAT AS A PERSONAL ATTACK. it was fucking obvious that it was directed at me cos SHE saw me in the morning and i was all alone then. i swear i was damn bloody pissed at that time.
and oh what, SHE talked about the cons of being in a group and that we should be working individually and not in a group. non exam modules.. YADA YADA. whole load of crap. the best thing was when SHE suddenly decided to take attendance and SHE made it such that in future if we can't attend lectures we have to produce an MC to HER. SIAO ARHS?
lectures are OPTIONAL, not COMPULSORY, get that?BI was another dumb one. we had some dumb "lecture" and we had some CME lessons. DUMB.
first day of school and what an "interesting" day we had. ain't this wonderful, like seriously! WOW! i'm so happy that i had such an "interesting" day in school today. oh shuddupp joyce.Labels: term 2: day 1
Sunday, June 24, 2007
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10:54 PM
study sessions with yours truly and only me can be a little boring but nonetheless, i had my fullest concentration and it was really good. i feel a slight accomplishment cos i studied alone! lol. like wayy too cool. hahaas. studying at the airport was rawking, especially when i got to see the huge luggages that people carry and i start to whine to myself saying, "
PLEASE BRING ME ALONG TO WHEREVER YOU WANNA GO! I DON'T WANNA STUDY ANYMORE! "
one important lesson to learn though: never wear shorts to the airport to study. i was literally freezing my ass out while studying. boohoo. COLD.
alright, it's quiz tmr and i feel as though i'm not prepared for it. i wonder why. arrgh. anyway, i just realised that there won't be any transport for me and i gotta get to school on my own. otherwise, i'll probably reach school like at 7 latest and i'll have to ROT for like half an hour. no way, definitely.
there're like so many stuffs for me to complete, like seriously.
- CMSK proposal (i've gotta hand it in like on TUES!)
- APEL value reflections
- COTS BRD ( i'm still in the midst of editing it)
- FOI
- Accounting
- BI Lab Test
great huh? i think i'll probably be spending more of my time in school, leaving no time for my own. double boohoo. sometimes, i really love hate school. seriously, no kidding.
Labels: it's a love hate relationship.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
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12:43 AM
JOYCE IS HAPPY!!*1. She finally got to meet up with her girls. It was really awesome just crapping and chatting our hearts out today. not to mention, our retail therapy. =)
*2. She had pepper lunch for lunch (okie, that sounds weird) and yoshinoya for dinner! both japanese food!
*3. She wanted to have subway for dinner but
MS LEE WAN LING didn't want to so we ended up at yoshinoya.
*4. She finally did some retail therapy! i rewarded myself with a nice cardigan from MANGO. WOOTS.
burt on the not so happy note..
#1. the absolutely dumb CDS SELECTION was really driving me up the wall! it was really frustrating having to refresh thousands of times and still the page displays a service unavailable.
and not to mention, there was the stupid runtime error that left so many of us really frustrated.
i woke up at 10am, did the dumb selection for 2 whole hours and i gave up after that.
#2. the yoshinoya at cine didn't have the kids meal! i was soooo sooo sooo... upset. boohoo.
alright in the end, i still had fun with my girls. i'm so looking forward to bbq tmr. LOL. it's gonna be hotdogs, mashmallow, crabsticks and more hotdogs! LOL! WOOTS. and i'm gonna play bball tmr too! lol. =)
Labels: phone calls in the night.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
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12:26 AM
mood swings has been an on-off thing. loved ones has been the unfortunate victims of my atrocious swingy moods. i can be happy and laughing for a minute and the next thing you know, i'm all so quiet and emo-ed.
things that i've wanted to do hasn't been accomplished yet during the holidays. my major retail therapy with trina dearest! it's the GSS and i've not purchased a single item yet. can you believe it?
sometimes, i just wanna stay at home, cuddle up in my lovely bed and read a nice novel that will make me cry. not to mention, i feel fat from all the unhealthy junking. need to go shed some weight like seriously. it wasn't easy for me to lose some weight when i fell ill and i'm definitely not gonna put em' back. so, either make me really ill or drag me to do some exercise before i turn fat. i don't mind the two treatments actually if falling ill can make me shed some weight.
cmsk4 proposal, apel value reflections, foi project, cots project. i forgot about them like totally. ain't in the mood to do them. and not forgetting, the cash test on monday morning. just heard from momo that dado won't be able to send me to school cos he's gotta leave home by 6.45am. BOOHOO. i hate waking up early in the morning and having to squeeze the darn bus with the seconday school students.
alright, it's time to go find my nice lovely bed. toodles people! =)
Labels: mtv's in the house.
Monday, June 18, 2007
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9:58 PM
Enjoyed myself so much at june's birthday party cum chalet. LOL.
It was really crazyy and wild, i swear. WOOTS.i bet the flour rawked loads huh right ms june? LOL. hoped you liked it. celine and i ran like two crazy humans trying to escape from the little kids and june. of course, the rest of them were not spared too. lol. big jon was running from the kids too.. and yang yang, who got chased by the kids who had flour in their hand just not long after he arrived. it was really hilarious i must say.
crapped and took turns to bathe and we presented june with her second surprise. =) hahaas.
JUNE TOOK SO LONG TO BATHE FINISH! lol. okie, that was understandable cos she had to get rid of the bits of clumps of flour that were stuck on her hair. AWWW, gross. went for supper at simpang bedok and my banana prata never came. =/ came back and the rest were already KO-ed so some of them wentto sleep while we went to the playground at pasir ris park to play. climbed the spider web, played the swing and reminisced the good old childhood days.
in all, we laughed, played, ran. all in a day. not to mention, i'm dead tired right now. cabbed home with celine and bathed and plopped myself on the bed. toodles now, gonna catch up on my sleep.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
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11:50 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS JUNE TAN !you're finally 18 and legal too!lol.
and now.. we're left with celine.
celine! faster faster! turn legal soon! LOL.hope you liked the surprises! =)
Saturday, June 16, 2007
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10:50 PM
i'm lying on my comfy bed, all covered up with my blanket and i'm so looking forward for june's birthday chalet tmr. WOOTS.
days with school seemed so great but yet pathetic. plus points, i get to catch up with the people whom i love dearly and the late night chit chat sessions and most importantly, the drama serials. WOOTS. bad points, projects are still pending and the quiz is driving me nuts. sigh. have yet to start studying yet. gotta kick my ass real bad to go get started on the studying. i wouldn't wanna fail this time round again. arrgh.
planetshakers concert was a good one. i've learnt loads from it and it's really heartwarming to see GOD's power work among the non believers and them responding to the alter call. like it's really amazing, i swear. it's really a beautiful sight.
dear manda always has her ways to cheer people up. hahaas. she's really funny and she's really naive! lol! i'm gonna miss her when she's gonna go back. boohoo.
wahahas. i'm so looking forward.
TEEHEE.
Friday, June 15, 2007
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3:26 PM
| Gemini - Your Love Profile |
Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.
Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.
Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship.
Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.
Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.
Tips for the future:
Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.
Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow
Best day for a date: Wednesday |
Thursday, June 14, 2007
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1:54 AM
NO LAUGHING PLEASE! i know i look weird.
{ freed on
12:10 AM
my dearest handphone is currently lying in the service centre yet AGAIN. it's the second time already. sigh, i don't know what the hell is wrong with the dumb phone. boohoo. =( i'm using momo's phone now and momo's using the LKK phone. THANK YOU MOMO! =)
chopped my hair as well though. it seems a little weird now with my fringe but i'll get used to it in a matter of time i guess. i hope? i think i really look weird, like seriously.
no laughing okie if it's weird.Labels: toot retard.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
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4:04 PM
HOLIDAYS OR NOT?proposals, projects,assignments and quiz. most of them are gonna be due after the term break. i feel as though this ain't a break at all for me. i need a getaway, like seriously. the workload is killing me.
not to mention, there's a freaking quiz on the first day of school at 0745. like DAMN! waddahell. it's really early, don't you think so? of all the times to settle, the darn quiz has to be at 0745.
ain't that GREAT HUH?! like AWW SO FABULOUS! what a way to start the term. arrgh.
i need some time on my own.retail therapy.swimming.novel reading.sleeping.sometimes i wished i wasn't where i was supposed to be. =/
Sunday, June 10, 2007
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1:36 PM
alright, pictures up as i've promised. =)
hello shadows!
june and miie.
the small kid's emo-ing. AWWW.
At harry's bar..
presenting..
dirty harry. =)
harry's bellini, mountain breeze & dirty harry.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
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12:44 AM
final decision was made. i'm not going anymore. yeah. i wanted so much to go but oh well, there were some factors why i didn't go in the end. but why why why? i'm already 18. like seriously, everything's just going wrong.
headed to vivo city with june and ming. hahaas! it's really interesting going out with them. hahaas. i get to see june being bullied. oops! =x LALA, i didn't say anything!!!! hahaas. went to the sky garden and sat there and chat and i was emo-ing there. some memories came back to me though.
went to harry's bar at harbourfront and i had dirty harry! hahaas. i tinkk it taste just exactly like the lychee martini i had at the balcony. yeah. LOL. pictures up next! too lazy right now. i'm so prepared to go to my LALALAND now.
hahaas.
Friday, June 08, 2007
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12:54 AM
TO GO OR NOT TO GO? that's the question right now.it's a golden opportunity i must say. plus plus plus, i'll get to go on cruise. hahaas. =) AHHH! i'm going nuts thinking about it. alright, i stil have 9 hours to decide. =)
adios amigos!
Labels: decision making is so hard.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
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3:53 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERICK!
you're 19 already! =)alright, been missing in action for the past two days and i've so finally decided to blog, using the school computer. term test was a major screw up, i swear. COTS wasn't as bad as i though maybe but BI was definitely a screw up. okie, no more ranting about the papers.
and i would proudly like to announce that i've finally watched..
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT WORLD'S END!!!!i swear
johnny depp really makes my day, H-O-T HOT! woots! alright, orlando bloom's equally hot as well! hahaas. WOOTS! the two HOT hunks! WAHAHAHAS! i went nuts yesterday ( according to june).
CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW! i'm in love with him! hahaas.
before june and celine starts saying i'm a total nutcase, i shall end it here. hahaas.
and oh, i watched 200 pound beauty as well yesterday. i know the show was screening like a damn long time ago but yeah, i didn't managed to catch the movie at the cinemas so yepp, youtube was the only alternative i could turn to. i cried like mad, seriously at the back. boohoo. it was really touching.
alright, i'm bored. term break is here now and i'm.. so not looking forward to it cos it actually means projects and tests. arrgh. before i zoom off to wherever..
THE ONE AND ONLY CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW! 
not to mention,
ORLANDO BLOOM. *teehee* =)
ABSOLUTE HOTTIE NO. 1. =)JOHNNY DEPP.
Labels: johnny depp makes my day.
Monday, June 04, 2007
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1:07 PM
decided to have a lil' fun before heading back to the torturous lecture notes. please bury me in there!
| You Should Be A Gemini |
What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around
What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly
In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around
In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests
Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist
Your sense of fashion: casual and simple
You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos |
some parts of it are kinda true though. hmmm.
| Your Love is Represented by a Purple Rose |
For you, love is all about chemistry and attraction. You totally believe in love at first sight.
If a relationship is right, you know it from the start.
You're often sure of your feelings. And you're not afraid to express them. |
LOL. that's all i can say. =)
| Your Inner Child Is Surprised |
You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. |
okie, that's.. COOL? hahaas.
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
alright, it's time to head back to the lecture notes! have fun studying people! =)Labels: serious mugging.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
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11:47 PM
woke up darn late today. still felt tired, drained to be exact. read a little of the lecture notes and i gave up. didn't had the feeling to continue on. went to watch tv cos ms universe was on repeat, switched channels in between cos pop20 was showing. re-watched pride cos channel u was screening. multi-tasked and was talking to june online when the
DUMB LAPTOP suddenly blanked out. gave me a scare though. anyway, got prepared and headed for cell group.
AMANDA CAME FOR CELL!the both of us were like practically screaming when we saw each other and boy, was i glad to see her! i missed her like hell loads!
SHE'S STILL AS BIMBOTIC AS EVER. lol. the small little girl has finally grown up into a mature lady! and the victoria's secret body spray she gave me was really nice. the scent was... unique and yet, sweet. hahaas. we had the whole session of catching up with each other cos the guys couldn't make it for cell at the very last minute. I STILL LOVE HER VERY MUCH.
you don't know how happy i am to see her again. wahahas. =)
my mind is in a messit's so near yet so far.Labels: the DJ's playing my fav song on the radio.
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12:29 AM
mood swings are back.this is soooo bad. i wanna go back to that world which i used to be in.Labels: mood swings are a major nono.
Friday, June 01, 2007
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11:00 PM
just when i thought the worst was over.IT'S BACK AND IT'S HAUNTING ME.why can't i just have a peaceful term break?why must there be a freaking test?SIGH.i'm seriously drained. term test's next week and i've not even started studying for them. school's taking up almost all of my time right now to the extent that i feel as though i don't even have my whole life. it's always, reports and reports or research and research. i can hardly fork out some time for my own relaxation. this is sooooooo bad, wayyyy tooo bad. like arrgh.
i've got no motivation to study.i just wanna run away from everything.
i'm so tired.
