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Wednesday, September 29, 2004
{ freed on 4:48 PM

heyy im backk..


kaes kaes..been muggingg all this while..well..kaes kaes..can't reallyy sae muggingg thoughh..i was busy completingg all the homeworkk that myy teacherrs gibb..burt the point ish..dere's no endd to all the homeworkk that they gib..the homeworkk that they gib ish endless.!!sighs..havingg some probs in skool too..yeahh..andd im gonna breakk down soon if this doesn't endd..


hehees..hab myy eng orals yesterdae..andd the examinerr was Mrs Choon..hahaas..i was actuallyy tinkkingg of like sayingg..Hi Mrs cHoon..burt i decided not to bcuz afterr all it was eng orals..yeahh..well..i tinkk i did pretty badlyy ferr myy orals this time..sighs..i could hab done betterr..if..i didn't like pause ferr a while duringg myy convo wib mrs choon..i tinkk i was a little too informal wib mrs choon..hehees..can't help it..hahaas..yeahh..hahaas..


todayy ish farahh's birthdae..well.. happy birthdae farahh.!! hahaas..she brought like 3 shirts to change..hehees..i pouredd waterr on herr duringg recess..hehees..herr uniformm was wet..kaes kaes..dens i tinkk afterr recess..sazilahh andd anotherr gerr was chasingg herr to pour waterr on herr too..hahaas..dens before eng period..i got farahh wet again..yeahh..andd i got wet too myyself..hahaas..wonderr wadd would happen to herr laterr..hehees..siddiq was gonna pour red syrup on herr..hehees..hahaas..


I MISS NDP.!!was tinkingg backk on the happyy andd fond memories abt ndp andd combinedd skools choirr while on the wae home..kinda feel like cryingg wheneverr i tinkk of the happyy times all of us spent togetherr..yeahh..andd..I MISS DE QUAN.!!!itz been like one month since i saw himm..sobx sobx..hehees..


As wad i alwaes sae..adios amigos.!


andd farahh will add in Berambos.!!


sho..adios amigos andd Berambos.!kiddin..hehees..


signingg off..jjoycee- out.!




Saturday, September 25, 2004
{ freed on 10:20 PM

heyy..finallyy im backk.!!kaes kaes..hmmm..this wed ish farahh's birthdae...ahahha..!!shes gonna be sho dead..hehees..she told mie siddiq was gonna pour..ehh..can't rememberr wadd it ish..burt siddiq..im all ferr it..hahaas..farahh's life ferr that dae ish gonna be sho colourful...itz not gonna be dull..hahaas..yeahh...i consultedd serene on wadd to do too..she saes i should bring oil along...yeahh..not a badd idea isn't it ritex..?when farahh reads this..she sho gonna kill mie..hahaas..andd wad's more..im sittingg beside herr in class..hahaas..kaes kaes..shan't reveal too muchh of myy plan..hehees..


okie okie..


i kinda foundd out somethingg yesterdae..andd goshh..i tinkk i was superr shockedd..i was stunnedd..goshh..i was reallyy stunnedd..i didn't expect it..andd yeahh..im like damn paisehh noww..regretedd askingg that questionn that time..sheeshh..!!ahh..im sho paisehh..kaes kaes...mdm ho wasn't in skool ferr the past few daes..erms..the class..surprisinglyy..ourr class was quite quiet..hahaas...can't you believe it..besides..the radios blastingg awayy..yeahh..it was quite peaceful..burt baddie baddie baddie....hab to stay backk on mon till like aroundd 4 ferr extra classes...sighs.!!veryy long nehs.. sighs..well..that's the consequences of herr not comingg....yeahh..andd guess wadd..im havingg myy eng orals on tues..how great cans that be..oh well..eng orals..gonna do myy best.!!hehees..kaes kaes..countdownn..2 more weeks to endd yearr exams..badd badd.!!not to mentionn..i attendedd a course on thurs..it sorta helpedd mie thoughh..it thought us how to studyy ferr exams..well..yeahh..to be honest..it was funn..it was interestingg..i learnt somethingg from this course..


surprisedd ritex that i enjoyedd the course..?hehees..


oh well as wad i sae..adios amigos..


farahh will continue myy sentence byy sayingg..Berambos


in case if pple out dere are wonderingg wad does Berambos means.?it means Get lost.!


hahaas...andd if i sae adios amigos..


wan ling will sae..flamingo..yeahh..i dunch understandd wadd hab flamingo got to do wib adios amigos..burt oh well..buh byez..


signing off..jjoycee out.!!hehees..


Wednesday, September 22, 2004
{ freed on 9:58 PM

firstly...


this post ish ferr myy frenz who hab been complaining that i've not been updatingg myy bloggie..sho here i am updatingg now..sho this post goes out especiallyy to wan ling aka.wan tan mee..andd to serene aka. se lang..hehees..


kaes kaes..this feww weeks hab been quite a hectic weekk ferr mie thoughh..been living to the title CHIONGSTERR..hahaas..yeahh..studyyingg..that's wadd itz all abt..oh well...hab bio questioning sessionn todayy...it kinda suckedd actuallyy..i actuallyy kneww how to answerr the questionn..burt..after mr hafiz shoutedd at mie ferr not speakingg upp louderr...i totallyy forgot wadd the answerr was...damn..systemic circulation..it is a low pressure circulation that circulates blood from the heart to all parts of the bodyy andd then backk to the heart againn..sighs..sho i got screamedd at todayy..by mr hafiz..oh well..i've got anotherr questioning sessionn next weekk..dreads it..andd sighs.!!i hate bio questioning sessions..test andd exams...they alwaes gibs mie the creeps..


sighs..well well well..we sorta got a scoldingg juz noww..during choirr..mdm ng talkedd to us abt attendance andd blah blah blah andd sho on andd sho forth..hmmm..the prob wib choirr ish that wheneverr they feel like comingg..they come..if they dunch feel like comingg..they dunch come..itz like..they dunch take choirr seriouslyy..to be honest..im prettyy pissedd..itz juz that i dunch showw it...yeahh..andd some of the sec 2s wans to quit choirr..in the endd...itz upp to them thoughh..to stayy or quit choirr..if they quit choirr, their efforts will be wastedd..that means..theirr hard work that they put in ferr NDP..ferr SYF will all go down to the drain..isn't that true..all yourr cca points will be gone..mdm ng askedd us seniors to talk to the juniors..well..sho wadd if we talkk to them..if they are determinedd to quit choirr..dere's nothingg we cans do ritex..?i juz realisedd somethingg..im alwaes the person that hab to do all the the dirtyy job..tell everyone that dere's choirr...announcements made are all throughh mie..even duringg that time when we hab NDP..i practicallyy hab to do everythingg..from..teachingg them the dance steps..to..gibing out all the fun packs..to givingg out the shoes..goshh..im very tiredd alreadyy..


I MISS NDP LIKE NUTS.!while i was walkingg home from the bus stop...i juz thought of the times when we hab ndp combinedd rehearsals..thought of the times when we would go to mac afterr ndp combinedd rehearsals ferr sundae float before all of us go home..thought of the times when we were trainingg in skool until like madd ferr ndp..i reallyy miss the times..miss de quan..miss wei xiangg..miss ms mccullyy..miss ms faithh..ms sharon..yeahh..sobx sobx..feel like cryingg now as i tinkk backk abt ndp daes..


hahaas..itz pretty long ritex..oh well...got to go now..buh bye..


~`miss the daes when we hab ndp practices`~



Thursday, September 16, 2004
{ freed on 10:53 PM

hey im backk =) sorrie ferr not updatingg thoughh..kinda ppromisedd myyself that im not gonna use the comp too often..kaes kaes..well..nothingg muchh happen this week thoughh..well..exams are like in 1 months time..im startingg to feel the stress coming onn..got some news to tell...dunch noes if this ish good orr badd news..bio paperr wun be set byy mr hafiz this time..itz gonna be set byy...sockies.!!!muahahas..good or badd news.?no idea.!


I MISS NDP LIKE NUTS.!!!!wahahas...sighs...i wans ndp to be neberr endingg..whyy muz it endd sho fast.?sobx sobx..i miss de quan..!!!wahahahas..sighs..


im boredd now..andd im gonna sign out..buh bye.!


.jjoycee.+ - ndp foreva -


Sunday, September 12, 2004
{ freed on 2:53 PM

hey..im back from sec 2 camp..goshh..camp was funn i guess..hahaas..im sun burnt..hahaas..look like a charcoal now..hahaas..kaes kaes..well..camp..it was alrite ba..except that dere were super duper lots of mosquitoes dere..hehees..andd i got bitten a lot of times..poor mie ritex..?hahaas..kaes kaes..well..got to noes jaq dere..song quan..andd jun hong..hahaas..jun hong got hang upp byy us..muahahas..!!2 times..!!1sho darn good man the feeling..hahaas..yeahh.!!andd not forgettin to mention..i almost got rope burnt..hahaas..bcuz the student instructors were in charge of the belaying..yeahh..andd i almost got rope burnt..ouchh.!!jun hong offered mie his gloves a few times burt i didn't wans it..hehees..his handd would hurt more ritex..?bcuz he hab to go aroundd andd help out..


okie okie..well..the food dere was...okie.?eh..im not sure too..juz noes that i didn't reallyy eat a lot dere..okie okie..yesterdae we were doing the belaying until halfwae when the darkk clouds startedd to cover us..sho..all the campers were askedd to stop andd go backk to their huts..andd the student instructors were to help out in keeping all the stuff..well..the things were kept andd some of us went to help out to keep the kayaks bcuz it was starting to rain heavily..kaes kaes..i helpedd out..got myyself wet..dens mie..belle..andd aileen went backk to take our waterr bottles andd we stayedd wib mr fathul..jaq..xiu hui..gina..song quan and jun hong..bcuz we couldn't go backk to ourr huts..the rain was farr too heavy..plus dere was lightning andd thunderr..hahaas..


im superr duperr injuryy prone..wahahas..let mie tinkk..first dae dere andd i got myy headd knockedd against justin toh's albow..fine..following onn..i knockedd myyself against the pillarr..got blue blackks on my leg bcuz i kneedd down on the pebbles too fast sho that i wun fly off while belayingg pple..fell down on the grass while walkingg..hurt myy legg while walking..sighs..im juz too injuryy prone..


oh well..actuallyy jun hong not badd larx..quite helpful..hahaas..jaq ish sho funnyy..hahaas..burt she cans be fierce as well..hahaas..song quann..okie ba i guess bcuz i didn't reallyy talk to himm muchh..burt we gangedd upp to hangg jun hong upp dere..hehees..evil us..muahahas..oh well..not to mention..im sickk now..i've got flu..damn badd coughh..plus throst losing voice..hahaas..oh well..injuryy prone ger hab to go now..buh byez..


Tuesday, September 07, 2004
{ freed on 12:55 PM

dreads.!!!i hate homeworkk..!!!


eng file corrections
bio corrections
history workbook
a maths Circular Measure
a maths ten year series
e maths ten year series
chi non pen paper
physics ten year series


dreads..HOMEWORKK..!!!burt nbms..i've done finish like half of it..*winks*goshh..im sho proud of myyself..neberr ever felt this wae before..bcuz i usuallyy dunch do a single of myy homeworkk..hahaas..burt the bad thing..i haben startedd studyying..sighs..i can't find any time now to studyy..bcuz i need to finish upp myy homeworkk..sobx sobx..oh well..i'll juz finish upp myy homeworkk..


okie..2 more daes to go andd then im off to the sec 2 camp..come to tinkk of it..i haben startedd packin myy stuff...sighs..dere's sho muchh things to bring ferr the camp..okie okie..2 more daes to 1 monthh since ndp endedd..i dunch noes whyy burt i juz miss ndp sho muchh..maybe itz bcuz i wun be able to see you-noes-who anymore..hahaas..crap.!!i thought i saw himm at tm that time after ndp ritex..?yeah..i couls still remember the date..hahaas..13th aug..friday..hahaas...maybe the reasonn whyy i miss ndp ish becuz we hab too many memories dere..yeahh...i recently foundd out that dere was a friendster account ferr ndp combinedd skools choir 04..i was totallyy thrilledd when i found it..hahaas..kaes kaes..gtg now..need to finish upp myy homeworkk.!!




[[ jjoycee ]] jia you.!gambette.!i cans achieve myy goals.!



Monday, September 06, 2004
{ freed on 11:28 AM


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{ freed on 11:05 AM

ahh..gosh.!im totally andd madly in lurve wib a cinderella storyy..goshh..that movie rawks.!!muahahas..CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY rawks..he looks darn good in the movie..ahh..!!hahaas..burt reallyy..i dunch mind watching the movie again..im gonna get the vcd when itz out..hehees..burt Chad Michael Murray ish takenn..bleahh..kaes kaes..actuallyy i dunch mindd himm andd hilary duff together..hehees..burt they are not..oh well...wad crap am i talking.?hahaas..guess im too crazyy over himm..hahaas...burt reallyy he looks darn good..hahaas..


hehees..kaes kaes..im officially GROUNDED.!sighs.. hate the feeling of being groundedd though..can't go out...boringg..!!!well...nbms..2 months will be over soon..!!!i juz hab to tell myyself that..can't wait ferr exams to be over..dens i will regain myy freedom..hehees..oh well..gtg now..buh bye and peace...


hehees..uploadedd a pic on himm..hehees..




Saturday, September 04, 2004
{ freed on 11:59 PM

damn.!
myy results sux.!
they sux like madd.!


eng-b4
chi-a1
a maths-c5
maths-c5
bio-c6
phy/chem-f9
combinedd humans-e8
lit-c5


damn..wad on earthh am i doing..?toldd myyself that i was gonna studyy andd yet..i didn't..yeahh..i didn't studyy..wadd on earth am i trying to do..destroy myyself..?i tinkk sho..i MUZ buckk upp now..besides..im GROUNDEDD.!how great cans that be..this juz sux.!!!im gonna chiongg ferr this 2 months..gonna be a chiongsterr...studyy like madd..untill i go bonkers.!i dunch care..!!i juz wans to get myy exams over wib dens i cans go out.!!


next goal- pass all myy subjects
- get at least a a1 in chi
- improve myy a andd e maths

yeahh..that's myy goal from now on..andd im gonna workk ferr it..!!




[[ jjoycee ]] jia you.!gambette.!!!i cans achieve it.!