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? flying high .
that silly lady.

joyce.
fireworks are love.
sparklers light up the darkness admist the darkness.

i'll run away from reality.



? whispers the secret .
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? letting go .
set them free.

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rachel.
sarah.
amanda.
june.
celine.
wanling.
cheryl.

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Monday, June 28, 2004
{ freed on 11:07 PM

hey..im back..hmm..gotta make this a quick one..coz mummy's chasin mie to sleep..okie..?

first dae of skool..?kinda relax..cuz horse was not here..burt..she gib us homework to do..sobx sobx..!and wad's more interestin..dere's a test on wed..eng..yucks.!fine..thats..two daes from now huh..wadeva.!

oh well..first dae of skool..no himm..sobx sobx..pain pain..in myy heart..can't see himm againn..wad to do..?hmmm..this muz be the shortest post i eva bloggedd..isn't it..?


Saturday, June 26, 2004
{ freed on 11:16 PM

the little crazy ger ish back.!hahaas.lalaas..wee wee.!oh no..ermms..i tinkk im gettinn a little too high huh..wait..oxymoron..wahahas.!okie okie..gettin down to serious business..well not sho of a serious business burt anywae..mie stayedd at home todae..didn't go out..hahaas..see i sho guaiz..usually i will go out..burt todae neberr..hahaas..okie okie..juz now i went down to the functionn roomm dere to watchh lord of the ringgs burt i gib upp half wae cuz i hab to standd..oh well..sigh..burt nbms.!daddyy's gonna buy the dvd soonn sho i will be able to watchh it..hahaas..

hmmm..wun be able to go church tml..i've got combinedd rehearsal tml..theyy sae itz gonna endd at 10 burt i doubt sho..i tinkk it will endd laterr..awww..!
i wans to go churchh..burt i can't..got combinedd rehearsal.!sigh..oh well..burt you noe wadd..im lookinn forward to myy first combinedd rehearsal at the national stadiumm..i dunch noes why..burt im juz lookin forwardd to it..!lalaas..im sho excited.!i juz can't wait ferr the practice tml.!hahaas..burt before that..im meetinn cheryl..belle..andd myy meis..vanessa..wanting..verrine..ming en..and delicia i tinkk..hahaas..we are gonna take neo printss..!my favourite.!i juz simplyy lurve to take neo prints...i muz take at least once everytime i go out..hahaas..mummyy saes itz a waste of moneyy burt i dunch tink sho..at least you cans paste it somewhere if you wans to ritex..?hahaas..!

sigh..missingg him AGAIN..how dumb of mie..!
+[[wad would hab happen if i hab told you...


Friday, June 25, 2004
{ freed on 11:45 PM

hey.!joyce ish back..!hahaas..pretty lame huh..okie okie..i was chattin online todae andd suddenlyy moi hp rang..dere was a msg ferr mie..i was overjoyedd when i readd the msg..horse ish not cummin to skool on the first dae..and we are gonna miss 3 periods of her lessons..wee wee..!no maths ferr the first dae..hahaas..burt sadd to sae..horse wishes to conduct remedial on tuesdae..wadd a pity..thought i would be free the whole weekk..dens i could go home..andd start studyingg..no more playingg..hahaas..too badd..oh yeah..noe wadd i juz found out..dere was chinese homeworkk..andd i habenn done it yet..wow.!i haben done moi a maths..and e maths..now plus chinese..dere's 3 homeworkk i habenn done finish yet..hahaas..oh no..!gosh.!andd i can't do it on sundae nitex bcuz im gonna train till very late dens cummin home..arrgh..!nbms den..i shall use the free periods i habb on mondae to try do upp some of the homeworkk..this ish calledd laz minute workk..

haiz..sigh..skool hols ish gonna endd..haiz..and more haiz ferr mie..if those who noe why im sighingg..im gonna sigh..even more..oh well..dunch even noe wadd im talkingg..wonderr if dere ish a slight chance that he'll cum backk..burt i doubt sho..i realli doubt sho..!
[[izzit time ferr me to gib upp___+


Wednesday, June 23, 2004
{ freed on 11:55 PM

lalaas.!im back.!sho happy to be bloggin again.!thought moi dad was gonna scold moi again fer using the comp.!hahaas.burt he didn't and sho good.!kaes kaes.arrgh.bad news.!skool holidaes are gonna endd real soon..like..erms..real soon..in another like..4 more daes.?arrgh..it realli sux..i dunch wans to go back to skool..skool sux to the core.!itz bored..wun be habin some teachers to teach us..like mr sharil..*sobx sobx*..i wans mr sharil to teach us combinedd humanties.!dunch noes if the next teacher ish gonna be fun lurving plus..farni.!wahahas..i wans mr sharil to teach moi.!*sobx sobx*okie okie..now onto more serious stuff i guess..i..simply lurve moi new bog skin to death..itz sho cute..precious moments..sho cute..!wait..can't use the word cute bcuz it means ugly burt adorable..sho it should be..adorable..hahaas..im gettin more and more crappy by the dae..

well..skool holidaes are gonna be over..i dunch wans to go back to skool..i dunch wans to face the dumb fact that he's not gonna cum backk to our skool to teachh..i realli dunch wans to face it..all of you may tink that im a coward..dunch dare to face up to reality..burt sho wad..that's a true fact..i wans to keep himm in moi heart burt itz tough.!realli tough..i dunch wans to forget abt himm..itz very painful to let go the person whom you hab lurvedd..maybe i should not hab even learn to lurve in the first place..yeah..if i hab not even learn to lurve..i tink i wouldn't hab gotten myself into such a plight..i detest himm fer cummin into moi life and leavin moi when i neededd himm most..i used to tinkk that he was moi energy source..he was ans he shall alwaes be..i dunch noes wadd im talkin..burt i juz dunch wans to forget abt himm...
~`gonna keep you somewhere in moi heart that no one can eva replace you`~


Monday, June 21, 2004
{ freed on 11:48 PM

I Really Miss You by S club 7

I called you today,
Just to here you say,
You were not around;
The message was through,
Though I wanted to,
I couldn't make a sound
I want to tell you the things that I've seen,
I want to take you to where I've been,
And I wish you were here with me
( Don't you know it )

I really miss you ( Yes I do yeah )
I really miss you ( Oh yeah I do )

I'm writing to say, I had a wonderful day
hanging out with my friends,
But the memory dies as the sun hits the sky,
I'm alone again,
I want to tell you the weather is fine,
When the night comes around you were on my mind,
And I wish you were here with me,

I really miss you ( Yes I do yeah )
I really miss you ( I miss you )
I really miss you ( I miss you }



i realli missedd himm a lot..!


{ freed on 11:39 PM

haiz..how i wish that picture of them eating ice cream ish me andd himm..!hahaas.wishful tinkin..!


{ freed on 10:20 PM

hey dere..i haben been blogging fer ages.!hahaas..itz realli been super duper long since i blogged snd sho i've decided to blog todayy..oh well..guess im realli crappy huh..hahaas..burt wad to do..hahaas..

awww..camp ish over..!i miss it sho muchh..wahahas why camp endedd sho fast..although i noe that 4 daes ish quite long burt i realli missedd camp..i hab sho much fun in the camp..!awww..i realli missedd it..i missed the games..especially the treasure hunt..although i was the station master fer one of the stations burt i enjoy it sho muchh..hahaas..can sit dere and rest and talk at the same time to jackie..i pretty much like the people in moi group..hahaas..
james..alvin..aaron..jon..ivan..me..charlene..wenxin..annabel..debbie..diana..
yeah..hahaas..first dayy we hab ice breakers..some captains ball plus soccer game though..wahahas..sho funn..hahaas..the next dayy..we hab like games fer like 3 hours plus.the obstacle race andd the water bomb..that totally rawkks mann..obstacle game.we hab to walk with hands holdin onto one another and then later both moi ang james hab to swim and slide down the slide while the rest hab to fill up the water bomb..then we went to the southern most part to answer sum questions though..hahaas..it was realli funn although the swimming was tiring.!water bomb game.?i tink james and alvin totally rawkk in that game..james was like super swift..escaping from every water aimedd at him and trying the hit the hoops with the water bombs..alvin..super swift too..from all the water bomb aimedd at himm too..wow..it was sho great having them in our group..hahaas.at the start of the game..we wanted to make sum alliances burt none of the groups agreed.nbms.hahaas..oh yah..the worship key was lost and quite a number of us went to find the key at the beach burt we didn't managed to find it.i prayed that God will show us where the key was burt still the key nowhere to be found.i tink God was trying to make use of this situation to relate to us something though.kaes kaes..let me tink..dere's still sum more.yeah i forgot abt that finale nitex.hahaas it totally rawkks to the core.!it was sho funn hahaas.seeing everyone acting..hahaas..sho farni..audrey got the best actress award hahaas..yesh mr president..!hahaas..sho cutee!congrats ger.!hmmm..the sleeping was okie only that it realli lackks an aircon to make it better..and the stupidd mosquitoes were having a super duper BIGfeast in our dorm.hahaas.it was definitely better when dere was mosquito coil in our dorm burt our dorm kinda smelledd full of the burnt smell and not to mentionn..our towels were all filledd with that smell...yucks.!hahaas.laz nitex..all of us were staying up to pigg out.!ahaha.me..sarahh..rachel..joyce..charlene..hahaas..that's wad we cal realli pigging out..eating and eating nonn stop.hahaas..burt guess all of us were prettyy tired after all the running during the treasure hunt except me of course..duh..hahaas..we slept at around 6 i tink and woke up at around 8.15 like that..bcuz devotions were cancelledd.!
~camp juz endedd like that~


Saturday, June 12, 2004
{ freed on 12:33 AM

wEe wEE wEe..iM bAck..!!aFTEr nOt bLoggiN fER lIke mAybE a wEEk..iM bACK..!i gUeSS eVErYoNE mIssES moi a lOt rItex..kAEs kAEs...i nOe iM a bIt BHB..hAhAAs..nBmS mE..iM gOiNg bOnkERz lE lOrX..wAhAhAs..yOu nOe..i hAb cAugHt tHe lAugHiN gAS fRom mOi lIttlE fUnnY cOmiCAl juniOr..bEEn gOiNg cRAZY fER tHe pAsT fEW wEEkS..?oH wEll..hAhAAs..lAlaAS..aNywAE...i wIll bE gOing tO cAmP nExT wEEk..dunCH wOrrY..i nOes yOu aLL wIll mISS mOi...rItex.?kAEs kAEs..nOes tHat yOu aLl wIll bE sAyiNg iM vERY bHB..hAHAAs..oH wEll...haHaaS..iM BHB..!lALAAs...mUaHaHaS.!

kAEs kAEs..hMmm..iT hAb bEEn lIkE a wEEk oR sOmetHiNg sInce i sEE dERricK..wAhS...cUm tO tInk of iT...i tInk i hAb nOt mSgeD hIm fER a lOnG lOng lOnG wHILe..eXcEpT tHat tImE dUriNg cAMp..iTz bEEn lIkE..aROunD 2 wEEkS i gUeSS..sIncE i sEE hIm..hAhAAs...oH wEll..hAHaAS..aNOtHeR 2 mOre wEEKs aNd i wIll bE ablE tO sEE hIm lE..sKooL rEopEn lE..cUm tO tInK oF iT..2 mOrE wEEKS lEfT tO eNjOy..wAhs..mOi dAd iSh pReTTy pIssED oFF wITh mOi's rESulTs..i nOe tOo..tHat i hAb bEEn pLaYIn aLl aLoNg..sHO i sHaLL sTUdY hArd...i cAN't aFFord tO fAil aNy oF mOi sUbs fER fInaL yeaR..dAD sAE sHo..or nOt i wIll nOe wAD haPpeN..gOnnA wOrK rEaL hARD feR tHe nExT 2 tERm...

tHis fEW dAEs..i hAb bEEN mIssiNg hIm...i DUnCh nOeS wHy..bUrt hIs iMagE kEEps aPpeariNg iN mOi mInd..hIs sMilE...hIs eVErYthiNg..jUz kEEps aPpeaRIN iN mOi mInd...aNd aLsO..dErE iSh tHis sOng sANg bY s cLuB 7 lAz tIME..iT gOeS sOmetHiNg lIkE..i mEAN tHe cHorUs..i..rEalli mIss yOu...yeS i dO yeAh..i...rEaLli mIss yOu..iT kEEps rIngiNg iN mOi mInD...gUeSs i rEAlli mIss hIM a lOt..a lOt..wHeNs tHe sOngs rIngs iN mOi mInD..i wIll sIng aNd sIng..uNtIl..i..oH wEll..dUncH wAnS tO tALk aBt tHaT...aNd eVEryTImE i hEaR tHe sONg eVERyTImE bY bRItnEY sPeaRS..i...yOu nOe wAd...haIz..tHOugHt i hAb aCTUallY sUccEEdeD iN nOt tInkiN aBt hIm tOo mUcH..aNd fOrgETTiN hIm..bUrT i nEbER eVeR kNeW tHat tHe pRocEss oF fOrgETTiN iSH rEAlli tOugH..haIz...i reAllI mIss hIm..iTz aLreaDi bEEN cONfIrM..hE's nOt gOnnnA cUm baCK tO OuR sKool tO tEaCH..i dUncH nOeS wAD tO dO..i fEEL sHo lOsT oUt oF a sUddEn..hAIz..!
i rEalli mIss yOu..i rEAlli dO..wIll aLL tHiS hAb haPpeN iF yOU hABEn cUm iNtO mOi lifE..?


Wednesday, June 02, 2004
{ freed on 11:10 PM

yoZZiE..iM bACk..!!waHaHaS..i sHo lOnG nEbEr bLoGgEd lE wOrX..bCuz...i hAb bEEn vErY bUsY..jUz fInIsH lEaDeRsHiP cAMP..!iT wAS sHo dAmn fUn mAn...i sImpLY lUrVE iT..eRmS..eXcEpT fER thE bAthiNg..iT tOtAllY sUx tO tHe cOrE..oH wEll..iM oFfiCiaLLy 15....!wAHaHAs..i sHo dAMn haPpY..!tHis bIrTHdAe i hAb tHe bEsT bIrThdAE..hAhaaS..cHeRYl aNd tHe rESt heLpED mOi tO cElEbRATe mOi bIrTHDaE..i wAS sHo tOucHeD..!!aH..!tHanX sHo mAn pAlS..i lUrVE yOu gAlS..aNd tHe pReZZiEs..i sImpLY lUrVE tHeM...aLtHoUgH yOu aLl sAbO mOi bURt i lUrVE tHe pReZZiEs...!

hOlIdAEs aRE hEre...fInaLly..!bUrT..iTz aS tHOuGh i hAb nO hOliDaEs..i gOnnA hAB lOtZ oF pRaCtIcE...aRRGh..!!iM gOnnA bE vErY tiReD..aH..!i wAns tO slEEP...!kAEs kAES..gEttiN tOo cRAZy..i wIll nOt bE aBLe tO sEE hIm sHo oFtEn aS iTz tHE hOliDaES nOw..sIgH..oH wEll..i tInK tHaT'S aLl i wIll pOsT fER toDay..wIlL pOsT agaiN iF i hAb tHe tImE..