{ when time comes to a standstill.

Friday, February 24, 2006

{ freed on 11:43 PM

staying at home = reflections.
those reflections are seriously driving me nuts.
i've been having second thoughts about going poly.
i don't know why i'm having them, but i just do.
i wanna go back to school.

i miss having to study ferr test and mock exams.
i miss playing around in school.
i miss pouring water on farah on her birthday.
i miss bitching about CERTAIN teachers with farah.
i miss slacking around in school.
i miss joking with teachers.
I MISS SCHOOL. =(

the thought of going to poly alone kinda saddens me further.
that is, if i get posted to courses at np or sp.
i regretted my choice.
sigh, burt afterall it was i who made those choices.

well all in all, i need to wait ferr my posting results.
till then.
2626/0089 - no more.

- jjoycee.

Friday, February 17, 2006

{ freed on 11:53 PM

i'm just plain lazy to update.
burt oh well..

valentine's day was alright to me.
i spent with my dear friends.
we had loads of fun!
lol.
LOADS of couples were at orchard.
burt i don't give a DAMN.
valentine's day can be celebrated with friends too.

oh well..
i wanna go watch my VCD.
memories in bali.
=))
till then, cya.

- jjoycee.

Monday, February 13, 2006

{ freed on 11:54 AM

10th of feb was indeed a day that i'll never forget.
all the worries, anxiety.
it was... NERVEWRECKING.

received my results.
well, can't say that i'm not happy with it.
i'm just angry with my ENGLISH AND BIOLOGY.
like what the hell!
i studied like mad ferr my bio
and all i got was a stupid grade.
it was soooo much worse then when i studied ferr bio exams in sch.
DAMN.

if it was not ferr my ENGLISH and BIO,
i would have been able to get into a JC.
and now, i can't.
well, i'm going poly.
i vow to study hard in poly and not play.
i'm NOT gonna skip lectures.
i'm gonna study smart and play smart.

valentine's day is arriving.
it's..tmr.
i might be going out tmr.
finally.

- jjoycee.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

{ freed on 1:08 PM

it's confirmed.
results are gonna be released on fri.
i was pleasantly surprised that
we (my friends and i ) guessed correct.
or maybe.. we knew that it was coming soon.
my insides were flipping all over the moment i heard abt it.
juz can't get over the fact that
my results are GONNA BE OUT SO SOON.
i juz dread the day coming.
can anyone please shoot me?
then i won't have to collect my results.

i'm simply not in the mood to go out anymore.
the news juz killed my mood to go out.
*eck*
oh well.

I MISS SCHOOL. =(

- jjoycee.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

{ freed on 11:49 PM

results are coming out SOON.
this is getting way tooooooo..... FREAKY.
my feelings are all mixed-up.
i'm feeling anxious and excited
but at the same time,
feeling nervous, afraid.

i can't imagine what is going to happen to my life.
things are going to change,
from the very moment i receive my results.
i can't help but feel worried no matter
how many times i reassure myself that
things will turn out OK.

God, please calm me down.

- jjoycee.