{ when time comes to a standstill.

Saturday, March 31, 2007

{ freed on 11:39 PM

this was taken from friendster but i found it really SWEET. =)

Message: every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someone's life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
• tickle her even when she says stop.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• give her the world.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her.
• and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.

i wished. hahaas. =)

Labels: The perfect boyfriend.

{ freed on 11:17 PM

went out today for my 4e3 gathering at swensens. mr JEREMY POON, who organised the gathering left after swensens! he ps-ed us! lol. anyway, some of them had to go off early though. and so we wanted to catch a movie but the timing was really too late so we headed over to minds cafe with the idea of slacking around but it was crowded as well! thus, we went to coffee club to eat, AGAIN. lol. tell me, who can ever resist the temptation of food. hahaas. and so, the others went home and we (khai tuck, roy, jialin,velda&me) headed over to simei to play pool. okie, i didnt play cos i really didn't feel like playing. yahh. train ride back to simei was really funny though. hahaas. i missed everyone like seriously and yes, i found out about some stuff too! hahaas! =)

just the other day, mummy dearest didn't go to work and was at home so we finally had some heart to heart talk. well, alright, i have to admit that i haven't been a good girl lately. been making my parents angry and yepp, i will try to be a good girl for this week. hahaas. okie, at least it's so much better right now between my parents now. we talked about some stuff too and yeah, i felt all so confused after that. and right now, i'm stuck.. back at square one again. =/

i'm feeling tired
and i feel like giving up.

{ freed on 11:10 PM

alright, pictures from class outing to the zoo! not all though. =)

enjoy!

{ freed on 12:27 AM

alright, was supposed to update but i was far too lazy to do so. i had a hella fun time at my class outing! we went to the zoo! WAHAHAS! was telling mum that i was going zoo ferr my class outing and she gave this weird look. LOL.

THURSDAY
was supposed to meet at 10.15 at AMK and i freaking hell woke up at 8! like oh my goodness! THANK YOU FOR THE WAKE UP CALL! =) hahaas. or not i might have just slept till like 10 plus or something. lol. and out of a sudden, shawn msged to say that the time would be changed to 11 and i was *%*%%*%*%. LOL. he made me wake up like super early! AHHH!

i had hell loads of fun at zoo. was suan-ed by someone though. SO MEAN. lol. we had so much fun just laughing and walking and cam-whoring. yes, read that: cam-whoring. hahaas. we took so many pics, like seriously. hahaas. and my cam died on me halfway through, like terrible! forgot to bring extra batts for it. hahaas. dinner with the class was also fun although we had a real hard time deciding where to eat and plus.. we made ms june wait for us for 3 hours. SORRY AND THANK YOU! =)

came home dead tired. LOL.

alright, pictures to be updated at a later date cos i'm far too lazy to do so right now. =)

Labels: it's you and me.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

{ freed on 11:52 PM

" His expressions, his behaviour confuses me more than ever. But at the same time, i'm feeling the sweetness like as though i'm eating a cake. "

Adapted from Devil Beside you. =)

i'm having the exact same feeling now.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

{ freed on 12:52 PM

WITH CREDITS FROM MS JUNE TAN. =)

Is this what Love is all about?

It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry, as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him. "And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?"He smiled as he patted my hand and said. "She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is." I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, "That is the kind of love I want in my life".

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there are some that come along that have an important message, and this is one of those kind. Just had to share it with you all.

Oh, by the way, peace is seeing a sunset, and knowing who to thank."The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything that comes along their way."

after reading that, i got reminded of the movie, "THE NOTEBOOK".

{ freed on 12:36 PM

Had a rough night ytd, some stuff happened. not gonna pen it down here cos i'm in absolute no mood to do so. and yeah, my eyes hurt like no body's business right now after crying like freaking watertap ytd night. if i could run away, i would. at this very instant, i'll make myself disappear.

i've got the craving for many many different types of food right now! sushi, dim sum, kettle chips, gelatos, wasabi chips(yum yum), bbq food. oh my goodness, terrible me. food food food, it's always a temptation to me. hahaas. but first, i still need to get my sandals from NUM & get my hair coloured. i've been waiting for it like so long, so freaking long.

alright, i have to bang on my piano before i head for my oh-so-wonderful lessons later. and oh, theory. LOL.

i hate going home &
being at home now.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

{ freed on 12:26 AM

i feel... suffocated. i don't know what to do anymore. reason? parents parents parents. i'm turning 18 already, i need more freedom. i feel as though i'm like a little kid who still has to report to them every now and then. can you imagine what i'm going through right now and what i'm thinking right now? i know they're worried for me and i really appreciate their concern. but sometimes, i just need a little more freedom.

this sucks this sucks this sucks. i almost cried in the afternoon after something happened. i was feeling way too down but someone managed to cheer me up. THANK YOU. =) dinner was crazy, ABSOLUTELY CRAZY. hahaas. YOU made my day. =) hahaas. and now.. i'm having mixed feelings. hahaas. curiosity plus being afraid. hahaas. two different feelings right now.

dinner was fun. hahaas. =)

Thursday, March 22, 2007

{ freed on 12:15 PM

alright, i'm back. =) been slacking my days off. i ought to go get a job before i go for a retail therapy like seriously. i've got absolutely no income. bank account's running low and yes, there's like so many stuff that i wanna go get. and the best thing is that everyone's working! great. GET ME A JOB PEOPLE! =) hahaas.

went out with mr dearest ms wan ling ytd to SIM to submit her application and i'm real tempted to go there right now. they have bacholar degree i suppose for different business courses. but judging from my grades, i suppose it wouldn't be possible for me to get into SIM. sigh, my grades. =/ i have to say that i really did study this time but grades just aren't up to my expectations. maybe i'm just hoping too much. arrgh. i wanna get into SIM! if that's a goal for me to study well, i will work hard for it. or.. go overseas to further my studies? i've thought about it though. oh well, enough of studies.. my dearest and i headed down to town cos there was no where we wanted to go. chatted and yepp, some stuff happened. won't say what happened though but yeah, it sarked.

alright, i have to go study for my freaking theory golf test which so happens to be later on. ARRGH.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

{ freed on 12:12 PM

warning: heavy post with no pictures. LOL.

I'M BACK!!

OLTC was enjoyable i guess, considering that it was my first time there. i was actually dreading this camp for i had no one whom i was close with in my group. Everyone was in different groups. well, i have to say it was really fun with the people i met cos they were really crappy and encouraging. From the first day when none of us knew each other till the last day when we were all so close, i must say everyone made the effort to bond with the others. =) although there might have been some disagreements with each other at times but i must say the problems were all resolved. okie, not all of them though. LIGER rawks! =)

and oh, i must really say this, the sky in the night was exceptionally beautiful on the first night of camp. there were so many stars up in the sky. i regretted not going and lie down at the track and admire the stars. =/

LIGER ALL THE WAY
LIGER LIGER ALL THE WAY
HEY!
LIGER STRIVING HARD AND WON THE FINAL CLASH
HURRAY!!!

yang yang, andy, aslam, simon, russell, keith, ahmad, hwee khim, christina, hsien wei, shellen, ivan, jeremy, jian zhang, joyce. LIGERS OEI!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

{ freed on 5:54 PM

All my bags are packed, i'm ready to go.
standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

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.
.

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm not coming back to Singapore anymore. AS IF. =p i'm just gonna be off to camp from tmr onwards. so not to worry, joyce lau will still appear in front of you all just that she's gonna be missing in action for the next few days. well, i hope camp is gonna be fun.

Labels: leaving on a jet plane.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

{ freed on 3:01 PM

went back to school on friday to hand in the OLTC forms before heading down to suntec for the IT fair. june specially accompanied me down to the IT fair. THANK YOU JUNE! =) alright, we were talking and i came to know of something. like AHHH!! i didn't really like it though. would definitely prefer if people would at least drop me a tag and tell me to link them at blah blah blah address rather than just linking me at their blog without me knowing. that's.. arrgh, i just don't like it.

fine, saw a couple of laptops and i'm still in the midst of thinking if i should get them though. daddy dearest has given the go-ahead sign though and it all depends on me right now. and now i'm stuck. HAHAAS. went to look for jeremy cos he was helping out at the fair, chit chatted for a while before june and i went to look for benny, jun hao and chee seng who were also at suntec. headed over to millenia walk's coffee bean, drank coffee and chit chatted. i love all the laughing minus BENNY telling us the ghost stories part. LOL.

DINNER. lol. we walked from millenia walk to raffles city and back to marina sq to have our dinner. and i realised the word anything kills. hahaas. any old how, we went to esplanade after dinner. stayed there for a while and we walked to raffles place. and i found another way to walk to raffles place all thanks to JUNE plus BENNY plus JUN HAO! lol!

Thursday, March 08, 2007

{ freed on 12:32 AM

passed by the balcony just now while at heeren. trina and i have been saying that we have to go there like at least once to check that place out. and now, i'm.. 3 months away from stepping into that place. wahahas. like finally. i'm so gonna try loads of stuff when i'm 18.

somehow or rather, i realised that i don't know what to do or what to expect anymore. tell me about it. no matter how hard i'm trying to keep myself occupied so that i won't think about it, the question just don't seem to go away. all i want right now is a bottle of alcohol that can numb my dumb brain right now. anyone wanna volunteer to buy one for me? i can't buy it legally though.

maybe i'm just hoping too much.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

{ freed on 12:15 AM

Nelly Furtado - Say it Right

and my favourite as what ms june and ms celine would say
PussyCatDolls feat. Timbaland - Wait A Minute. =)

{ freed on 12:02 AM

Mandy Moore - Cry

Sunday, March 04, 2007

{ freed on 11:36 AM

alright, cell wasn't as awkward as i thought it would be. maybe i just need some time getting used to it. afterall, this is gonna be my cell group. =)

now that the holidays are here, i feel the sudden lost. i can't seem to know what i want to do. maybe cos i've got too many wants. LOL. and i'll definitely need to get a job to earn some extra cash for my retail therapy.

plans for the holidays

SUN TANNING!
Shopping!
get my hair coloured/highlight( whichever i prefer)
roller-blading
video-watching
spend time with friends
star-gaze with MS TRINA LIM. =)
exercising! LOL.
get a damn job! (extra kaching kaching)

well, i think i'll really have to thank chee seng. he helped to make my day. i won't say what exactly happened but

THANK YOU CHEE SENG! =)

Thursday, March 01, 2007

{ freed on 11:59 PM

YES! the dreadful papers are finally over! my holidays are finally here! like WAHAHAHS!! HOLIDAYS! my long awaited holidays! oh i miss you so much! =)

i'm confused, in a dilemma. everything's just all fine and well but i just can't help thinking about that question. it's like... CORE which is stuck to my mind. arrgh.

i loved being with you.