{ when time comes to a standstill.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

{ freed on 10:28 AM

YES! i'm officially 17 now.
lol.
and serene was sooo mean.. lol.
tell miie muz grow up arhs tweety bird. LOL.
excuse miie, i'm already grown up.
lol.

had a hell of a good time ytd.
really enjoyed myself. lol.
although the surprises juz keeps coming one after another.
ahhh!!
this is gonna be the best day in my life.
to say the truth, i'm very touched by wad my
classmates have done ferr miie.
they went all out juz to give miie this surprise
birthday celebration.
SO SWEET RITEX??

yay! they played the TP mass dance and chicky song
ytd and i tinkk i went crazy. lol.
had a great time teasing wanting as well. =)
LOL.
and, i've yet to chop FIORA into pieces ferr telling weiping to
wish miie a happy birthday through the mike.
LOL.

to my classmates in 156: heys. =) i really appreciate wad all of you have done
to celebrate my birthday. i'm touched by wad you all have done ferr miie.
thanx so much! YOU GUYS RAWK MY WORLD! =)

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

{ freed on 11:08 PM

term test is in 2 weeks time..
and i'm slowly picking up certain subjects.
burt, i can't forever be going at this rate if
i want to do well in my subjects.
=/
i'm freaking stressed up now.
with all the projects due ferr handing in either
this week or next week, i'm feeling the pressure.
DAMN.

sometimes i wonder, have i really moved on
or am i still just deceiving myself?
maybe after all, letting go ain't that easy at all.

- jjoycee.

Friday, May 12, 2006

{ freed on 11:15 PM

i wonder how much longer can i hold on for.
the stress level is freaking high..
i'm almost suffocating now
and the best thing is that i'm having a pimple
outbreak now due to the freaking HIGH stress level.
DAMMIT.

sometimes, i really detest my course
burt the outgoing and friendly classmates are
the reason why i'm persevering on.

don't worry, i'm still alrite. (that goes out to trina)
it juz that... the assignments and case study
are piling up now and it feels as though i can't breathe.
plus the fact that i'm missing 4e3 doesn't really make miie
feel any better.
I MISS FARAH HOR and MY DARLINGS!
school without THEM is really tough to go on.
=(
i juz feel like going back to TPSS to retake my Os again.

the mood swings are slowly coming back
and i really hate it.
the feeling of wanting to be alone to sort out my priorites
has ONCE AGAIN returned.
i feel at peace when i'm alone now..
to be able to stop ferr a while and really sort things out.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.. i don't even know wad i'm ranting about now.
oh wells..

- jjoycee.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

{ freed on 9:25 PM

the SYSA interview went alrite.
THANK GOD!
i might have seem as though i was absolutely not nervous
at all burt my insides were actually tossing and
turning.
absolutely NERVEWRECKING.
=

it's the third week now burt yet,
i'm still adapting to the new environment.
my friends have really been very fun and outgoing
so it really helped miie quite a bit.
i guess i still need some time to adjust.

looking back, i realise that time really passed
real fast.
a year ago, i was still studying ferr the big Os
burt yet now i'm in poly now.
anyway, i'm still trying to psycho trina and the others
to come TP.
LOL.

trina, if you're reading this which i know you will..
COME TO TP.
cos it's convenient and will not waste time.
=))
okie okie, i know you gonna chop miie up into
pieces larx.
LOL.

Friday, May 05, 2006

{ freed on 9:27 PM

i've felt this pissed in my life before..
other than wad happened last year.
WADDAHELL!!.

nuff said, i seriously need some cold water
to cool miie down or else i might juz erupt.

DAMMIT.

- jjoycee.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

{ freed on 11:11 PM

i'm sooooo STRESSED UP.
business courses ain't that easy after all.
and i thot it was.
assignments are gradually coming in now
and the subjects still seem foreign to miie.
BOO. =(

guess wad, i'm sick!
LOL.
i've got a terrible sore throat, cough and a flu.
=(
i'll have to pay a visit to the doc soon.
DAMN.

alrite, till then.

- jjoycee.