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? flying high .
that silly lady.

joyce.
fireworks are love.
sparklers light up the darkness admist the darkness.

i'll run away from reality.



? whispers the secret .
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? letting go .
set them free.

celena.
rachel.
sarah.
amanda.
june.
celine.
wanling.
cheryl.

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Monday, April 30, 2007
{ freed on 11:04 PM

it's a relief that there isn't school tmr. THANK YOU LABOUR DAY! otherwise, i might just not be able to survive the whole week through. yahh. the dreadful projects are all coming in already and project groups have been formed. no comments about the project groups and don't get it started cos it'll never end. yahh.

i was so looking forward to the outing tmr with the whole LT but yeah, something cropped up suddenly andi won't be able to make it for tmr's outing. i'm so sorry people! i can't really elaborate much on why i can't go. i hope you all understand.

oh.. headed out with LIGERS for an outing on saturday. we went ice skating! hahaas. i really loved the outing minus all the waiting time. hahaas. and throughout the entire day, they kept disturbing me with someone and i was like.. AHHHH!!!!! and i got to know more about simon. hahaas. SIMON! stop putting him and i together okie? hahaas. i told you already everything.
yahh. the bad side of ice skating, there was another 1 big bruise and now it's added to my collection of bruises found on my leg. yahh. and i swear my leg looks darn ugly now because of all the blue-blacks. like HORRIBLE.


Sunday, April 29, 2007
{ freed on 12:07 PM

i dread going back to school now, like hell serious. i don't care if whosoever sees this but i really hate going back to school for lessons. i just wanna run away and go back to my own class, can i please?

i hate changes and i hate having to adapt to a all so new environment with so much 'things' going on. all it took was only a week, just one week. and now, i just can't stop wishing we were still having the good old holidays. the sight of HER irkes me and SHE'S making me hate school and i'm dead serious. i'll never forget what SHE said right in front of us, i swear.

the only motivation i have now for school is that i get to see all my peeps from 156, go crazy with june and celine and hear my dear 164 freshies complaining about their tutors. hahaas. my freshies are really adorable and i'm loving them to bits more and more. i miss miss miss being a year 1 in school.








if i say i wanna run away,
will you accompany me?

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Thursday, April 26, 2007
{ freed on 8:31 PM

everything just ain't going well for me now. SCHOOL SARKS TO THE CORE FOR ME. IT REALLY SARKS. i swear i love C156 to the max, like hell serious.

projects and assignments are flooding in now. i've got absolutely NO FREAKING IDEA what the subjects are about and i really don't understand what the lecturers are trying to teach. sigh, this sarks this sarks. read through the lecture notes and they're all foreign to me. i hate the feeling. class ain't going well for me too. long long long story but i won't elaborate. all i can ever say is she's making me dislike her more through her actions and words. THANK GOODNESS I HAVE MS JUNE TAN AROUND. i swear i really love her and she's the reason why i continue to persevere on and come to school. and definitely, C156 is the reason why i come to school too.

came home and started ranting eveything to mummy dearest. she could see that i was really unhappy. thank you for listening, mummy dearest.








the feeling still lingers.


Tuesday, April 24, 2007
{ freed on 8:57 PM

i'm seriously dead tired right now. THE DUMB timetable is so freaking dumb. i couldn't help but just rant about it right here. freaking lessons starts at 8am! can you imagine how early it is? like hell early! and what.. i end at 6pm almost everyday! can you imagine how drained and tired i would be by the time i get home?

i wished my timetable wasn't that tough. i seriously wished.




it's only the second day of school and i'm already about to doze off right now.
THIS SUCKS.

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Sunday, April 22, 2007
{ freed on 10:07 PM

WAHAHAS! i'm back! i absolutely loved week 0 orientation and i love my caregroup, C164!



C164 OEI! =)


dragged myself to school at 7 on wednesday and got prepared to meet the freshies. my insides were churning like hell nuts cos it was the very first time i'll be leading a group. and so, went to the LT and got to know my caregroup. they were sooooo quiet. LOL. so shy. hahaas. well, over the next few days, i got to know them better and i think we have so much fun, i mean I had so much fun with them. =)

i was supposed to help out in the nightwalk so thus i couldn't join my freshies for the nightwalk. heard from them it was quite scary. hahaas. so since i was helping out in the nightwalk with june on wednesday night, we went over to engine canteen and it was freaking HOT down there, like super hot. we were all perspiring like nuts. not to mention, we were super bored cos we had to wait for the lights to go off then we could start our nightwalk. hahaas. and yuan long was entertaining us with his stand squat cheer. it was REALLY FUNNY that i took a video of it. hahaas.

regatta was on friday. the atmosphere at the sports complex was quite okie, just that some of the freshies just weren't that enthusiatic. and i screamed my lungs out at the sports complex during the games. was in the dragonboat team and i swear i freaked out. i was so darn nervous, my insides were literally churning around and my right hand was shaking like nobody's business. no matter how i told myself to calm down, it just wouldn't work. =/ after regatta, we headed back to the LT and had a mass debrief before the OLs had their debrief. i was so tired after the debrief but i still went out with LIGERS for dinner before heading home.



pictures below! =)







steven, june and miie.




INTRODUCING... C164! =)











THE LOVELIEST FRESHIES I EVER HAD.








THE OLs of C164. =)



THE OLs and LT HEADS of LT10.





and lastly not forgetting the sweetest OLs of LT10!
*HUGS*









Tuesday, April 17, 2007
{ freed on 8:17 PM

MY BAGS ARE PACKED AND I'M READY TO RUN AWAY FROM HOME TO A FARAWAY PLACE.
i wished. lol.



yeah, like real. =x i'll be off to camp tmr and yepp, it's orientation! WOOHOO~ i'm looking forward to it cos it's gonna be fun fun and.. FUN! hahaas. and so, there's no faraway place actually. hahaas. it's only in school. lol. see? no crazy imagination like the previous time. hahaas. and so, ms joyce lau shall disappear into thin air for the next few days. hahaas. take care my fellow humans! =)


Monday, April 16, 2007
{ freed on 9:05 PM

went to parkway to meet wan ling and serene ytd night for dinner. dinner was fun with all the crapping around and the kid beside us was screaming like nobody's business. first she screamed at her mum telling the mum to go away and then after the mum left, she screams for her mum like as though the mum is not coming back for her. my gosh, how can a kid be so spoilt? i still love princess charmain the most. hahaas.

woke up like darn early to get prepared and headed off to school for the week 0 orientation training. it was kinda fun though as i saw my liger mates and we were crapping like most of the time. and oh, i forgot who disturbed me but yeah, my face turned freaking red, like really red. and everyone was like looking at me! it was super embarrassing. and HELLO SIMON, stop disturbing me or else i'll disturb you with you-know-who. =p

stayed back for the regatta training - dragonboat. it was hella fun! hahaas. but yeah, both of my arms are aching like really bad now and i've got difficulties typing properly. that's probably the reason why i decided not to join dragonboat. the training is really tough! like.. ouch. and so, my arms are aching badly right now and i've just gotten a nice blue black on my knee.

i simply can't wait for week 0 orientation, like wahahas. it'll be fun fun and more fun. hahaas. i'm loving it, like simply. =) it's 2 days.. and counting.




p.s scandals, scandals, scandals. LOL.

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Sunday, April 15, 2007
{ freed on 1:50 PM

Celine` says:
take the time to update ur BLOG!
Celine` says:
lol
јјöүсєє. ♥ & i never wanna say goodbye. says:
LOL.
јјöүсєє. ♥ & i never wanna say goodbye. says:
ehh.. hahaas.
Celine` says:
so long already
јјöүсєє. ♥ & i never wanna say goodbye. says:
ORHS.
јјöүсєє. ♥ & i never wanna say goodbye. says:
hahaas.
Celine` says:
always raining post
јјöүсєє. ♥ & i never wanna say goodbye. says:
hahaas!
Celine` says:
lol
Celine` says:
its sunny today
Celine` says:
update with a sunny post
Celine` says:
hehe
јјöүсєє. ♥ & i never wanna say goodbye. says:
hahaas.




see? celine say i'm supposed to update my blog. lol. so TADAA! here i am now. lol. i'm absolutely in love with princess charmain right now. hahaas. i think i could like just watch her the whole day and not get tired. =) and oh oh oh! she knows rachel, celena and my name, including our surnames! isn't that really really cute! WAHAHAS! and she's only 4!

alright, it's off to get prepared before i go for church now. hahaas.


Friday, April 13, 2007
{ freed on 8:54 PM

THE RAIN IS MAKING ME FEEL VERY NUA-ED.


hahaas. alright, been a good girl today and stayed at home cos i've been going out often recently and yeah, i think mummy dearest ain't happy about it. yepp. well, school is gonna start soon and i'm having mixed feelings about it. cos when school starts, i'll be really busy with all the projects and work that i'll not be able to like enjoy myself and meet up with all my DARLINGS to catch up on the good old times. on the other hand, going back to school is really fun cos i'll be able to see june tan, celine sim, lee wan ting and the others everyday! i miss them loads. =/

on a lighter note, i'm so looking forward to week 0 orientation. it's next week, like finally! and i'm finally turning a junior! a year has passed so quickly, like really. =)





i'm freezing right now. brrrr.


Thursday, April 12, 2007
{ freed on 6:46 PM

IT'S BEEN RAINING AND IT'S FREAKING COLD RIGHT NOW.
i'm freezing right now.


Wednesday, April 11, 2007
{ freed on 11:36 PM

had a hella fun time with the 4 girls. it's been really really long ever since we like met up and just chat about so much stuff, from guys to clothes to yeah, guys. hahaas. we definitely have to meet up ferr dinner like SOON! hahaas! okie, i know i'm always busy so err, tell me in advance and i'll leave that day for you all! hahaas! =)

met up and headed down to orchard. walked around before going to subway to eat. hahaas! poor wan ling was eating real slowly cos she couldn't eat properly with her braces. oops! =x we had so much fun eating! hahaas. walked around far east after that before walking to taka to mos burger to grab a drink and rest cos our legs were aching real badly. hahaas.

yepp and then we went around looking for a place where ms lee could make her key. hahaas. anyway, we went to the balcony after that to have a drink. drank lychee martini and hmmm, it taste nice actually. =) and then it was home sweet home for me! hahaas.





i love the gathering! =)


Tuesday, April 10, 2007
{ freed on 10:30 PM

I'm all so confused right now. my feelings, your actions, it's driving me nuts, like seriously. i'm tired of everything already. I JUST NEED A ANSWER, LIKE PLEASE?



your actions are driving me nuts
& i don't know what to do anymore.


Monday, April 09, 2007
{ freed on 12:56 PM

ANNABELLE'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!! =) all thanks to us, definitely. she almost cried! hahaas.

alright, i met up with belle's friend to collect the cake first before heading down to bayshore park to fetch cheryl and wanling. after bayshore park, we headed down to esplanade and went outside to the outdoor theatre there as according to the plan to find a particular boat. lol. knowing that the three of us(wanling, cheryl & i) are the ultimate blur ones, we couldn't find any boat. in the end, i called her friend and he came out to meet us(belle was left in esplanade) hahaas.

okie and then he brought us to the guy whom he contacted for the boat ride and yepp, some arrangements were made. hahaas. belle's friend invited a violinist to come and play ferr us! like oh my goodness! that was hella sweet! yepp and so the 5 of us hid behind the back of the boat while waiting ferr belle and belle's friend to board the boat.

it was really exciting and thrilling! hahaas. after belle and belle's friend boarded the boat and as the boat left for the first destination, merlion.. we set up the cake and prepared everything just in time when we reached the merlion. as the boat left for the next destination, belle's friend brought her outside and TADAA! we gave her all a surprise!! the expression on annabelle's face was priceless! =) her big big eyes were already wet and she almost cried! hahaas. we went in to let her blow the cake and with complimentary from wanling, cheryl & i, we bought white wine for them. hahaas.

after everything, we left the boat and headed for harry's for some chit chat session. hahaas. and yepp, the guys who helped us to get the boat joined us later. hahaas. GARY. i know his name now. and he was from ndp three years ago as well! hahaas. what a coincidence! anyway, it was getting late already and we all had to go home. they accompanied us while waiting for a cab. yepp.

i'm really glad that the surprise was a success! cos that makes both birthday surprises a success!
and i think i drank slightly too much white wine already. LOL. burt well, i really thought it was sweet of the friend to do such a thing, like AWWW. i'm jealous! hahaas.








wishful thinking.

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Sunday, April 08, 2007
{ freed on 1:00 PM

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ANNABELLE! =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, PURPLE PIG! =)




wahahas, i love surprising friends during birthdays cos it's really exciting! hahaas. and oh, birthday surprise ytd night was a SUCCESS. =) i'm so proud of myself. hahaas. we're just missing the flour, egg and water now though. okie, i won't be so mean. hahaas. i hope YOU liked it. hahaas. =)

dere's another surprise coming up.. like real soon. hahaas. will blog about it like most probably tonight? hahaas. that is if i still have the energy to do so. hahaas. it's gonna be real nice tonight and i know she's gonna kill me. hahaas.









i'm such a clever girl!

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Friday, April 06, 2007
{ freed on 10:14 PM

i love just lazing around at home after going out like 2 days consecutively. LOL. the sun burns are killing me, like seriously. my face looks ALL SO RED now!

alright, was supposed to go for class gathering ytd but yeah, someone didn't allow so i was stuck at home. sorry peeps! and the greatest thing of all, mummy dearest dragged me out of home to go down to chinatown to get buttons for my shorts. like, weird. I LOVE YOU MUM!

woke up at 10 in the morning today and i ate MAC breakfast! WAHAHAHAS. i bet celine's craving for MAC BREAKFAST too. hahaas. =p slacked around at home, vacuum-ed the floor and out i went to deliver present to wan ting. lol. i think it was really funny when i saw her. hahaas. i was.. laughing. accopmanied her for her break and we ended up at kfc eating. SO SINFUL! mac for breakfast and kfc for lunch. oh my! wan ting had to go back already and i went home.

alright, what next?
BIRTHDAYS.
BIRTHDAYS.
BIRTHDAYS. =)


{ freed on 6:35 PM

Landy - 祝我生日快乐



卓文宣&黃鴻升(小鬼) - 爱的主旋律





黃鴻升! I LOVE HIM! WAHAHAS! =)


{ freed on 11:17 AM

祝我生日快乐


我知道伤心不能改变什么 那么 让我诚实一点转
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄自
只要关上了门 不必理谁

#一个人坐在空荡包厢里面 手机 让它休息一夜网
难 像切歌切掉回忆的画面 眼泪不能不能流过十二点

*生日快乐 我对自己说 蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了 我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

&还爱你 带一点恨 还要时间 才能平衡·
热恋伤痕 幻灭重生 祝我生日快乐



this song has been on my playlist on repeat. lol. =)


Thursday, April 05, 2007
{ freed on 1:09 PM

alright, pics from ytd's sentosa trip with ms june tan and ms celine sim =)

on the way to siloso beach for some sun tanning!

SAY CHEESE!

alright, i look really retard. =p

the three girls. =)

at the toilet.


celine&miie!
june likes this pic cos it doesn't show how FAIR she is even after tanning. LOL. =p
on the way to vivo. =)
SENTOSA EXPRESS! okie, june was that bored to take the pic. LOL.

& we bade farewell to sentosa as we headed for lunch cum dinner.

WELCOME TO SAKAE SUSHI! =)
food glorious food! yum yum!
the waitress mixed up our orders and we ended u with much of the corn sushi.
lol.
i've gotten my havaianas, my sushi, my hair dyed&highlighted. okie.. wad's next?
BIRTHDAYS. =)

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
{ freed on 10:14 PM

I'M OFFICIALLY KNOWN AS THE WALKING CHILLI CRAB. =) that's because i got myself cooked and i'm feeling all so pain right now. ouch ouch. =x

alright, headed to the sunny island, sentosa for a nice sun tanning session. alright, i did get my tan plus loads of pain. lol. had a hard time trying to drag myself up at 8.15 when i had less than my usual amount of sleep. lol. was late in meeting celine at tampines interchange (sorry!) and we mrt-ed down to harbourfront to meet ms june tan. =)

hahaas. i think i was really really really high like at sentosa. hahaas. laughing and tanning. =) not to mention, the sand was FREAKING HOT when we lied down! lol. chatted while tanning and hahaas, the sun was frying our brains at a extremely fast rate. cam-whored, as usual. =) girls just LOVE the camera. hahaas. and i finally took the sentosa express!! WEEEE~~~

and we had sushi ferr LUNCH CUM DINNER! WAHAHAHAS! =) i love today's crazy outing larx. =)


Monday, April 02, 2007
{ freed on 8:51 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS VELDA ANG! =)
poor girl, still need to work on your birthday. nvm, ENJOY YOUR DAY alright? =)



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i'm back at square 1 again.