{ when time comes to a standstill.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

{ freed on 12:10 AM

WAN TING never fails to make my day even though it's so late. she just made me laugh like a crazy little girl. dear girl, it's gonna be a secret between you and me. hahaas.

still in the midst of considering if i should go for the overseas cds cos i'll be real busy next semester onwards. this time, it's shanghai&some other place which i don't remember. should i?

life has been hectic i guess. got loads of projects which are gonna be due for deadline soon and i've not even done a single thing yet, not to mention term test is approaching real soon. sometimes, i hope that time could just come to a stop. that's really my wishful thinking. seriously,the week has gone by so fast, too fast for me to notice that 2 days have already gone by just like that. i've only done minimal amount of studying and this is bad. really bad.

i think i'm just a fool. patiently waiting for someone to msg me which i know it will never come true. how dumb can i get? i don't care if people reads this.
call me a fool, but i think i'm in love.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

{ freed on 11:14 PM

got 'nagged' by mum after i told her that i'll be involved in the TP RAWKS event. sigh. =( i need some freedom, seriously. especially when it comes to school events. yes, i know term test is approaching but i am putting in the effort now to study right? i just hope dad doesn't blow his top off when he finds out about me joining the event.

i really need some freedom. i feel as though i'm being restricted and i've got no freedom. i might be a little rebellious sometimes but that doesn't mean that i don't know what is right or wrong. i know alright! it doesn't mean that just because i'm only 17, i don't know how to distinguish right from wrong. sometimes, i just envy my friends who can just go for whatever events organised and they can just let their parents know without having to worry about anything. i really envy them.

like arrgh, my mood just got dampened. seriously. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it.

Friday, November 24, 2006

{ freed on 11:41 PM

been real busy this week. haven't got a chance to blog this week yet or rather, been too tired and lazy to blog. yepp. presentation's over and test is over as well. the dreaded term tests are coming, AGAIN. i hate it when the exams are around the corners. this would mean less time on computer and more mugging under those lecture notes. THIS SARKS, SERIOUSLY.

will be involved in this upcoming TP RAWKZ. kinda excited though but at the thought of having to explain to my parents about it makes me feel stressed. i know they aren't gonna be happy about me joining this event but i already am involved in the event. it can't be changed, you see.

dear god, please let dad&mum not scold me for joining this event and i pray that they will not stop me from going.

AMEN.

well, i came to know of some stuff and i was.. surprised. i never knew she would be so bold. lol. 3 cheers for annabelle! you go girl! =) i really am envious of you. i don't think i'll ever do that, seriously.

alright, that's all for now.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

{ freed on 11:06 PM

d' cup is finally over. after all the long hours of staying back in school to help out, it's finally over. i think basketball is really interesting. hahaas. and i've learnt to do timekeeping! lol. and as usual, the always blur me makes mistakes but yeah, i learn from them. and i love to see 3 pointer shots!

and i forgot to mention, parents weren't really glad that i had to help out though cos i came home almost 10 plus coming 11 every night. oops! i'm really sorry though! can't be helped though, i'm the timekeeper.

[edited] everything is just so messed up right now. i don't know if i should be happy or not. tell me please?

Thursday, November 16, 2006

{ freed on 8:15 AM

i'm a happy girl TOO. =) wan ting got her chocos! i want them too! poor ben, just because of one packet of chocs, he got suan-ed by the rest of the guys. hahaas. not that bad after all i guess.

really glad that FBI has gotten into the next round for soccer. ALL THE BEST MY CLASSMATES! CHEE LENG! take care and get well soon alright?

- jjoycee.

Monday, November 13, 2006

{ freed on 12:27 AM

wad a question to ask, seriously. after telling me all those, you tell me that it's all a joke. and you expect me to tell you that i was not angry. the truth was that i was a little angry and upset. you made me seem like a freaking fool. & i don't like it.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

{ freed on 12:42 AM

i simply love it when chee leng tells his stories. lol. he's like our class entertainer. hahaas.

OOPG tutor cum lecturer has resigned, from what we heard. and now, there's a new lecturer and tutor. apparently, i think he just cam back from overseas. that might probably explain the accent.

something happened just now. i was so frightened! lol. i was like AHH!

okie.. i better go right now. =)

- jjoycee.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

{ freed on 11:53 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILIN!

yeah, it was yilin's birthday today. and her friends were so sweet! like althought hey were guys but they bought her a BIG present and a happy birthday balloon and gave it to her during lecture time. like omg! guys should do that larx! i think i'll just melt if some guy does that for me. hahaas.

ALL THE BEST TO WAN TING FOR YOUR ENG O LEVELS!

- jjoycee.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

{ freed on 10:45 PM

i had a blasting fun time at sentosa ytd! WEE~ love it loads! FILMORE! wee~

i got thrown into the waters by DARREN and his gang! AHH!! so mean! i was like telling them i'll throw myself into the waters and they say cannot!! AHH! lol. HE was also part of it! so mean!

played games and i was literally freezing in the water. the wind kept blowing! lol. lied down on the sand with june and wan ting we were talking about some stuffs. hey girls, we should have more of this kinda gatherings and outings. =)

pictures pictures and more pictures. i took with HIM. and i'm a happy girl right now. =)

p.s i'm overcooked right now.

Friday, November 03, 2006

{ freed on 10:42 PM

june said i was no better off i told her she hasn't been updating her blog. lol. so yes, i'm blogging right now.

OOPG WAS A REAL BORE. SERIOUSLY.

CORE presentation was a terror. it was freaking nervewrecking. i could feel my heart pounding like nobody's business. i hate presentations especially with my tutor around.

yes! going SENTOSA tmr. gonna bring my camera along so that we can camwhore. lol. i love gatherings larx! especially gatherings with INTSC!

i'm so looking forward to SENTOSA tmr. =)

- jjoycee.