i love being alone.
it gives me time to think about wad has been going on in
my life.
it was juz yesterday that i sat down to ponder over stuffs.
i looked back and reflected and realised that..
i've really grown up.
sometimes, i love being a small kiddo
again.
Seeing the small kids play and laugh,
i envy them a lot.
it's not that i don't have a happy childhood
but it's just that.. maybe things have changed i guess.
i just feel so bad not being able to turn up for
the dates i have with my girls.
i've just been too busy with school that i realised
i've neglected them.
even though they say that it's alright,
somehow or rather i juz feel so bad.
oh well.
- jjoycee.