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Friday, December 31, 2004

{ freed on 7:15 AM

see..?i toldd ya that i'll be backk to blogg on myy 2nd part..sho here im noww..tadaa~kaes kaes..wee~wantan mee cum backk le..hmph..toopidd wantan mee..bluff miie..sae wanna bringg da snoww backk ferr miie to see dens neberr bringg backk..hmphh.!!dunchh wanna talkk to euu le..bleahh..nahh..juz kiddin..im not that pettyy..kaes kaes..burt waddeverr it ish..welcum backk myy dear wantan mee..oops.!!ishh wan ling..hahaas..

kaes kaes..time past sho fast..itz alreadyy da endd of da yearr. to miie..thiss yearr hass been full of ups andd downs ferr miie..i've experiencedd lots of things this yearr. well..a.t came backk andd yeahh..i startedd fallingg ferr himm..i neberr everr thot that i'll fall ferr himm burt who noes.?yeahh..well..that periodd of time was myy most memorable time andd precious time to miie..i cans still rememberr his smile..howw he mesmerise miie when he ran duringg this year's sports dae..i cans still rememberr da dae he left skool andd neberr came backk againn..i guess that muz be da most painful thing i everr experiencedd..i admit that when he left skool..i was totallyy upset..andd from dens on..i was neberr da gerr i usedd to be..i made upp myy mindd to forget himm..burt i couldn't..i couldn't bearr to do sho..i ppromise da gerrs that i'll forget about himm..burt i broke myy ppromise..till this dae..i haben been able to forget himm..i wanna runn awayy from realityy..bcuz realityy hurts..

student leaders trainingg came. i went to cca branchh wibb belle,shu hui andd cheryl. we were selectedd to go dere..to learn da steps ferr da ndp andd dens hadd da responsibiltyy of teachingg da steps to our juniors when we went backk. duringg da four daes dere at cca branch,i veryy muchh enjoyedd it burt at da same time..i was habouringg da hope of seeingg a.t dere..well..myy wish didn't came throughh..i didn't see himm dere..burt..it was at that place where it markedd da start of new friendships ferr us.at da endd of da fourr daes..we were sho reluctant to leave..burt as much as we know..we wouldd meet one anotherr again..

i could still vividly rememberr wadd happenedd on da fourth dae of our student leaders practice.
it was myy burfdae, 27th of may. as usual..we met outside of skool at da main gate dere..andd i was surprisedd byy da gerrs wibb a bigg prezzie. i kindaa guess that they would wanna take revenge on miie since i did da same thing to cheryl that time duringg herr burfdae..well..i carriedd that bigg prezzie all da wae to cca branchh. euu shouldd habb seen howw embarrassedd i was. imagine carryingg a bigg prezzie dere andd when you step into da room.. some pple givingg you weirdd stares..oh well..andd that was da only burfdae that i would rememberr..cheryl andd belle bought a cake ferr miie. andd yeahh, i was touchedd.

ndp practices or euu would cal combinedd rehearsals came. we hadd to teach da students da dance steps. it was a moment filledd wibb frustration andd angerr ferr miie when they couldn't rememberr da steps. yeahh, i would alwaes scold dem. cum to tinkk of it..i guess it was veryy wrongg of miie to habb scoldedd dem. andd it was duringg da combinedd rehearsals that some of us got to know ourr marshal, mr chua wei xiang. combinedd rehearsals were filledd wibb funn andd laughterr..andd sometimes scoldings from ourr conductorr bcuz we didn't do veryy well. da very first outdoor combinedd rehearsal was on sundae 27th of june. it was a battle of us dancingg ourr steps correctlyy andd da temperature. byy da time we came backk to skool..it was alreadyy late..andd most of da choirr members were all sun burnt includingg miie.. we hadd practices ferr 2 consecative sundaes andd i missedd churchh. i greww darkerr of course. subsequentlyy..ourr combinedd rehearsals were on sat..andd that took upp da whole dae..byy da time we got home..it would usually be around 10 plus..ourr veryy first performance was on da 10th of july, n.e showw. i was nervous as i was standingg in da very first row. it turnedd out fine andd afterr da n.e showw..dere was a post parade partyy to keep us busy while da pri-skool students left da stadium. i couldd rememberr that it was very late when we left da stadium. byy da time we reachedd skool, it was already 12 plus.. everyone was deadd beat..not to mention..sleepyy..it was also at ndp that i thot i likedd someone. hehees..every weekk..i lookedd forward to goingg ferr combinedd rehearsals juz sho that i cans see that someone. hahaas..cum to tinkk of it..i was sho foolish at that time. da bigg dae finallyy arrivedd..as muchh as we would all want to continue wibb da practice..dere wasn't anymore. we put on our best performance andd did ourr veryy best. afterr practisingg ferr sho long..ourr efforts were paidd off.. we partiedd afterr ndp as dere was a post parade partyy. we left da stadium wibb memories that we will treasure.

i thot i'll neberr be able to see that someone afterr ndp burt i saww himm. i was shockedd andd happyy when i saww himm. yupp. cum to tinkk of it..i ought to thankk mr hafiz..bcuz if weren't ferr himm..i wouldn't habb stae in skool to finishh upp myy bio stuff..andd i would habb gone ferr myy piano lessons. that dae was also a special date. it was fridae da 13th. that's whyy.

dere came da sec 2 camp. acquaintances were beingg made. i learnt howw to belay people. andd yupp..it was definitelyy funn andd enjoyable. =) andd yet again..i was sun burnt..hahaas..

dere came probs..it affectedd friendships. itz a long storyy though..i wouldn't want to pen it all down here. itz too long. probs came one afterr anotherr..dere was a familyy prob too. burt we survivedd it as a familyy..andd it was all thanks to godd..ferr givingg us da strength to go on..

this yearr has beenn reallyy memorable ferr miie..bcuz it was this yearr that i learnt sho many things..i've learnt howw to be strongg in times of despairr andd sadness..andd to let go off things whichh neberr belongedd to miie in da first place. 2004 has been a memorable andd unforgettable yearr ferr miie..

next upp..new year resolutions..!!stayy tunedd.
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