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? flying high .
that silly lady.

joyce.
fireworks are love.
sparklers light up the darkness admist the darkness.

i'll run away from reality.



? whispers the secret .
quietly and silently.


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? rewind the tape .
travel back to the past.

12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004
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? letting go .
set them free.

celena.
rachel.
sarah.
amanda.
june.
celine.
wanling.
cheryl.

YOUTUBE.
MTV.


? credits .
thankyouverymuch

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Sunday, September 30, 2007
{ freed on 11:40 PM

wahahas! rachel was correct in asking me to watch 公主小妹 (Romantic Princess). It's really nice! gosh. i'm hooked onto it already. hahaas. yes! Angela Zhang's really sweet in this show and wu zun, not to mention, is still really HOT. hahaas.

公主小妹!
it's a must watch!
=)


[edited]
like omg, the grandpa was so mean! he went to send the foster parents away cos he don't want them to affect xiao mai's future. oh my gosh. it's so sad!
=(
burt i tell you.. wu zun looked really good while driving. hahaas!


Saturday, September 29, 2007
{ freed on 10:52 PM

just finished watching she's the man. and omg, channing tatum is hot. like woohoo. there's so many guys who are like so hot! i just can't get enough of watching them. hahaas. i ought to have a list of guys who look hot to me. LOL.

GUYS WHO ARE HOT
channing tatum
chris evans
justin timberlake
orlando bloom
wentworth miller
johnny depp!
chad michael murray

gosh, i think the list still goes on. hahaas.

i sound like a small girl going gaga over them. LOL.
TERRBLE.
alright, it's back to watching movies.
stomp the yard, here i come!
=)




Friday, September 28, 2007
{ freed on 12:27 AM

have been going out for the past 2 days and i swear it's really tiring. i'm like literally dead tired right now, seriously. it's the sun tanning which has made me that tired i think. hahaas.

alright, headed down to the sunny sentosa on wednesday with velda and annabelle. it was actually raining but thank goodness the rain stopped and the bright oh sun came out from the clouds.






we had so much fun! hahaas. laughing, chatting away, throwing the seaweed, washing the sand off in the sea.




















went to have our lunch cum dinner and we walked around vivo after that. went to the sky garden to slack before heading home.


and i saw this:







note the colour contrast.



hello, i'm a walking chao ta chilli crab. =)







THURSDAY 27.09.07
went out with BUMBLEBEE! went to watch "The nanny's diaries" with the whole group of them and then, we went to have our dinner at aijisen! it was really fun! only the game part was fun. LOL. okie, at least wasabi with egg didn't taste that badly. LOL.

headed to marina square to find starscream burt i got really tired so halfway through i headed back for home.


Thursday, September 27, 2007
{ freed on 1:00 AM

KUDOS TO ME!
i'm a walking chao ta chilli crab!


anyone want a piece of me?
LOL.


Monday, September 24, 2007
{ freed on 11:35 PM

been pretty happy these few days. finally recovered from flu and the irritating headaches. they still come back occassionally though. job hunting hasn't been really good but oh well, i doubt i'll be able to work this holidays. still got loads of stuffs lined up for me.

i'm gonna be one busy lady this holidays.


oh! my dearest trina gave me a box of donuts on saturday night. muahahas.
WOOTS! thank you dearest. =)


alright.

was supposed to head down to the sunny sentosa today but there were some last minute changes so it was postponed. slept till like the late afternoon and got up to get changed to go get my buttons for my shorts repaired. LOL. so far can?! but the hardworking lady right here still dragged her feet there. mom told me the wrong place and i ended up at penisula plaza instead of penisula shopping centre. hahaas. after the correct directions, i finally ended up at penisula shopping centre. and guess what? i realised that penisula shopping is an ideal place for buying skinnies! $20 for one pair of skinnies! omg. was so darn tempted to go get the white one but i figured mom would be screaming at me cos she'll be the one doing the washing in the end. LOL.

collected my shorts and walked around raffles city while waiting for mom to finish her work. headed down to bugis with mom to go get my pumps. woohoo! like finally! was eyeing on that pair of everlast pumps for such a long time already.

trimmed my ends and chopped my fringe. gosh. i think i look weird now.
double boohoo.
=(

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some really random pics.




and now, i'm gonna go watch my tv again.
adios amigos!
flamingo!
=)


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Saturday, September 22, 2007
{ freed on 12:30 AM

my immune system is dying on me soon. not now, again. i've been sick ever seen the holidays started. sick, got well and then sick again. worse still, this time round i think it's gonna be bad.
i can sense it.

i'm having a bad flu right now coupled with the terrible headache that's killing me. gosh. i almost felt like taking out my brain to stop the pain today. it's unbearable. arrgh. i've lost my tastebuds, like bad. really. mom and brother said that it was due to me not recovering properly before camp that's why. but that was.. how long ago? like 2 weeks!!

gosh. wad could be worse than falling ill during the holidays. what a spoiler. got mom her birthday present, a brand new phone. of course my bro and i shared the present cos it was far too costly for me to pay. lol. got myself a debit card too. like woohoo. all thanks to my dear brother who wanted to change his to a debit card and mom&dad agreed so easily. yes! at least that made my day.

my head's killing me softly now.
the pain is irritating me.
my nose hurts so much from all the sneezing.
it's become friggin' red from all the sneezing and
i friggin' hell look like a reindeer now.

i need my rest.

adios amigos.

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Friday, September 21, 2007
{ freed on 11:25 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!
=)


Thursday, September 20, 2007
{ freed on 11:47 PM

back from chalet and i was so drained out. i managed to keep myself awake throughout the whole night. gosh. i was seriously amazed at myself. the late night walking, cam whoring made me so friggin' high. hahaas. it was really hilarious. lol.


woke up really early to send ricky and leon off to shanghai for their OSIP. there were laughters and cries. gosh. i'm gonna miss them. =(

headed back home to get some rest and i headed out again to meet belle, velda, shi qian and diana. i'm really glad that i can see them after such a long time. i think everyone spent so much today. i think retail therapy really worked for me, but i'm really broke right now. i need a job like badly.


total damage: $60
2 skirts - $30.
black skinnies - $28.

gosh gosh gosh.
i think i need to go on a shopping ban.
LOL.


alright, pictures now.



ahmad and i putting out the fire.


hello ahmad!


celine celine!


the three musketeers! =)



say, smile, tongue out and twist.


woohoo.





ahmad's angel.


the crazy things that we do at night on the road.



jump for the camera.




let's pose for ben&jerrys.




play my favourite song.










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Monday, September 17, 2007
{ freed on 12:52 PM

was too tired to update yesterday. headed out to isabelle's home for jocelyn's birthday celebration. gosh, so many people. lol. the whole of black out was there. hahaas. it was really funny. we gossiped, laughed, chatted. hahaas. all in a day.

oh, before i forget..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!
bon voyage too!

i think it's so cool that jocelyn's leaving for thailand on her birthday for her overseas internship program. i wished i had a chance too but i doubt so huh? couldn't go and send her off. but i think i won't too, cos airport brings back too much sad memories. i don't really want to be crying again. =(

i'm gonna be pretty busy this week, like woohoo. ahhaas.
mon to wed - class chalet
wed - sentosa outing
thurs - rest!
fri - MOM'S BIRTHDAY!

that's how busy i'm gonna be can? hahaas.

gosh gosh gosh, orlando bloom is like wayyyyy toooooo hot. hahaas. i'm practically gushing over him right now. i want orlando bloom can? hahaas. and i'm so sad about elvin ng after june told me something! like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! GOSH! i can't believe it! AHH! please kill me can? SAD SAD SAD.

alright, before i head out.. i gotta say this.

HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY DAD & MOM!!!
=)

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Saturday, September 15, 2007
{ freed on 12:42 AM

WITH CREDITS TO MS JUNE TAN.

有時候一個擁抱可以代替一切
有時候一句"我送你回去吧"可以感動所有
有時候女生表現的越不在乎就是越在乎
有時候女生罵的越凶就是愛的越深
有時候女生故意氣你就是為了把你那句"我喜歡你"逼出來
有時候女生會賭上一切就為了你先說愛
有時候女生會為了一個男生拒絕所有的愛慕者
所以每個男生都要抓住你愛上的那個女生
不要輕易放掉 不要輕易say goodbye
你的一個決定可以影響一個人
當男生愛上一個女生的時候要勇敢的說出來
不要錯過那個會給你一輩子幸福的人



and i think that this is so damn true actually.
hahaas.

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{ freed on 12:16 AM

still feeling tired from camp.
i still need and want my rest.
LOL.


headed out for some catching up with ms cute bangs.
se lang couldn't make it.
SO SAD.
=(
dinner was super full.
cookies & cream milkshake tasted great as ever at billy bombers.
as usual, i forgot to take a pic of it.
got myself a pair of shades, after so long.
woohoo.






dear sleep, here i come!


Thursday, September 13, 2007
{ freed on 2:15 PM

WARNING: HEAVY WORDY POST.

Back from camp, TBC.
BUMBLEBEE AH BUMBLEBEE!!! =)

LOADS OF ♥ !!!

woohoo. loads of the freshmens joined intsc this year. the year 2s and year 3s? not as many this year. hahaas. Shamayne and i went soooooo high at weird hours. LOL. i swear. we burst out laughing at weird timings. hahaas.

day 1 - monday
met the classmates for lunch initialy but the dear old forgetful me left home without some stuff. had to head home to get them in the end. went back to meet the gang and off we went to report. we were all spilt into different groups but hahaas, fiora and i ended up in the same group again. 2 times campmates again! hahaas. it's really a coincidence. ice breaking games was first and then followed by the flag design plus cheers. dinner and it was the night walk. THANK GOODNESS IT WASN'T AS SCARY AS OLTC. i would have screamed if it was like oltc. debrief and it was bathing time for us all. was really tired from day 1's activities but shamayne, danny and i sat at the stairs to discuss the plot for the storyline. hahaas. headed for lalaland at around 3 plus cos i had to wake up earlier to bathe.

day 2 - tuesday
had a rough night. slept, woke up. went back to sleep again, woke up again. tossed and turned in my sleeping bag. the dumb air con sensor was driving me nuts throughout the entire night. in the end, i think i slept for less than 2 hours. morning PT was... nuts. lol. we were mimicking the " SPARE ME MY LIFE " video. gosh, it was really hilarious. breakfast and then it was the traditional tp mass dance and IT school dance. CRAZY i must say. hahaas. had lunch and it was the mini d'cup after that. injured my knee and toe. gosh. had to limp all the way. wet station games was ... fun, except the part when i had to roll in flour, so not fun. hahaas. performance night was hilarious with all the censored part. hahaas. spent like almost an hour in the bath just trying to wash the flour off my shirt and my hair. gosh. headed straight to bed at like 2 plus.

day 3 - wednesday
woke up again to get bathed and prepared. was really happy cos my knee wasn't hurting at all and so that meant i could join in for the final clash. breakfast and dry station games came. i think i scared the whole group when i injured the same knee again cos i cried like mad. oops, sorry peeps! it got better after that and being the stubborn girl i was, i still went ahead to join in the final clash. yepp. after that was mass de-briefing and card writing time! headed for home and bathed. KO-ed after checking my results.



results are a total disaster actually, seriously. gotta start waking up and no more playing already if i really want my grades to improve. but when i start thinking about the next semester, i'm seriously having second thoughts about being able to do well. especially when dere's gonna be 4 block teaching modules. so not fun at all i swear.

oh well.




beautifully sun-kissed.
ben says i'm chao ta.
not to mention, i have a real sexy voice now.
LOL.
=)

BUMBLEBEE! best night performance! =)
DAWN, IVAN(vege), DANNY, KENNETH, WEI HAU, WEE YOU, CK, JX, JOANNE, HARIYANI, FIORA, BAO LIN & JOYCE!

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Sunday, September 09, 2007
{ freed on 11:37 PM

BAGS PACKED, NOT!
enthusiasm? am not really sure.

off to camp.
will be back on wed.
bye folks!
don't miss me too much peeps!
=)




with much love,
joyce.


Thursday, September 06, 2007
{ freed on 1:03 AM

spent a good load of time finding a nice blog skin and so tadaa, the product is finally done up. teehee. been making use of the holidays to catch up on the dramas. WOOTS. i still love dramas the best. they're the best entertainment <3. just finished one and i'm all so motivated to pick up swimming again after that drama. LOL.

me: kor, wanna go swimming some day? i'm so motivated to swim now after watching aqua heroes.
bro: me? dream on larx k?
me: why cannot? go swim larx? it's fun what.
bro: no way. and besides, it's always the 3 minutes craze for you.
me: ehhh. TEEHEE.




alright, i think nostalgia has struck me. i've been thinking a lot about the past, i swear. somehow or rather, some memories came back. good or bad i don't know but all i know is that i'm missing those days. the good old.. secondary 3 days. i know wan ling and the others will understand why. the days before ndp started.




memories can do wonders.
SIGH.

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
{ freed on 1:34 AM

farewell for hsien wei was hilarious.
cafe cartel, pool.
i think all of us enjoyed ourselves, especially hsien wei.
thank you guys for accompanying me home!
=)





sometimes i wished life was a little simpler.
then there wouldn't be so much troubles.
and i wouldn't have so much worries.
can i turn back time again?
i wanna go back to the childhood days.






















alright, heading to bed now.
tired tired tired.


Tuesday, September 04, 2007
{ freed on 12:12 AM

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 IS SOOO SWEET.
<3.


teehee.
gosh, i'm such a crybaby can?
i teared at one part.
the songs were really nice.



ZAC EFRON is WOOHOO!
=)


Monday, September 03, 2007
{ freed on 3:23 PM

love the stay-at-home days. probably cos i'm sick so mum dearest didn't let me go out. lol. woke up with the intention of heading to the doctor but the weather has dampened my mood. it's pouring. and did i mention, the stupid thunder scare the hell out of me! i was watching MTV when out of a sudden, there was a LOUD boom!

i screamed.
LOL.

headed down to queensway ytd with the intention of getting my fbts. i got them, but i also got myself a pair of shoes too, kindly sponsered by my mum. teehee. thank you mum! i guess that's the exchange for not getting a new mp3. hahaas. oh well. it doesn't matter. yes, and so now i've got a new pair of shoes plus fbts. next, i need to go on retail therapy to get new clothes and bag. it's not helping when i've just seen some stuff online and AM VERY TEMPTED to get them. okie, maybe i will. dang, i've got a feeling i'm gonna be so damn broke by the end of the month.

boohoo.

alright, it's High School Musical 2 time! lol.
=)


Saturday, September 01, 2007
{ freed on 12:02 PM

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE A SUCCESS!
=)

dear old celine, i'm glad you enjoyed the surprise. all thanks to me, june and suat kim! hahaas. flour attack is really rawking, especialy when it's at sentosa!! woohoo!
double happiness. =)

headed out to sentosa for some fun. and yes, i'm not burnt, at all. only my face is red. yeah! hahaas. another sun tanning session anyone? ahhaas. it's really fun cos we were like so high from the planning of celine's birthday surprise. and i was such a kind soul to remove the rose syrup part. LOL. or else we'll get a 'bleeding ghost'. oops. =x

after sentosa was suntec where we went to comex to exchange june's stuff. DARN. i feel like getting a new mp3. daddy, pls pls pls? first, if i wanna go to comex to get my mp3, i have to get my bro out of the way or else he might just ruin the nice nice plans that i have. LOL. i'm really tempted. how how how?

oh, came home and received an email regarding our workload next semester. like hell GREAT i swear. 4 block modules, how great can that ever can huh? and so they're asking us to take vacational cds. okie FINE. spoke to mum about it and she said i should take it up since i rejected dad's offer to work in his school for the next 3 weeks. burt like hell dang, that would mean no bloody income for the whole month. how am i ever gonna support my shopping expenses?! arrgh.

any old how.

i haven't been able to enjoy myself fully cos part of me still knows that there's a possibility that this isn't the end to the exams. i really hope right now. arrgh.

oh well, it's back to my dramas now and heading out later for cell. darn, and i gotta go take medicine for the irritating sore throat plus cough. they're so killing me.

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