{ when time comes to a standstill.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

{ freed on 1:59 AM

my 2 hours of sleep is killing me right now. yes, you didn't read wrongly. i had only 2 freaking hours of sleep. i'm exhausted and drained but yet i stil can't get to bed cos there's still work waiting for me to be completed.

i'm such a dumb ass.
no wonder they always say i'm such a nice person to bully.

DERV was such a ~~pleasant~~screwed up one, especially when we weren't allowed to leave after we've completed the paper. tell me, this ain't part of the exam rules that we have to stay throughout until paper is over. and so why must such a rule be imposed on us? we have the freedom to do whatsoever we want, isn't it?

just this week, and it'll be over.
i don't even know if i'll be able to pull through this whole week.
it's only tuesday now. =(

memories of us spending the craziest times together, laughing our arses off and doing silly stuff came back to my mind all of a sudden just now while taking a break from project work in school. i saw my past year's entry on manda's leaving and the tears started to build up in my eyes. i don't know why but the tears just built up. it's hard when you get a sense of attachment with someone close.

and i'm feeling so down right now.

alright, i'm off to bed right now. can't take it anymore. the 2 hours of sleep is wearing off.