{ when time comes to a standstill.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

{ freed on 11:29 PM

after 3 nights of late nights to rush through my projects, i guess my body finally showed signs of near breaking down symptoms. my good old friend named gastric was back to visit me, YET AGAIN. it hurt really bad and i swear i was *%&#*#! when i couldn't find my pills. like arrgh. got really moody cos of the pain and i literally dragged myself to school for lessons. i had no intention of attending tutorials/lab whatsoever and all i wanted to do was to catch up on my sleep. it's really tormenting when you've only got 4 hours of sleep.

not good at all.

mabel saved me when she brought the pills for me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH MABEL!! =)

ben came back to school today. was crapping with him online during DERV lab. okie, i was whiny. lol. okie, he made my lab feel less boring. HELLO BOTAK BEN! =p

timetable was a total screw up today. boohoo. had only 2 hours of break in the end. i was really tired and i almost dozed off during tutorials. okie, i did doze off during COTS lab session. was simply too tired. headed straight for home the moment lesson ended. and i fell asleep on the way home! almost missed my stop, thank goodness i didn't. else, i guess i'll probably be cursing and swearing cos i'll have to walk home.

had dinner and slept my way till 10 just now. right now, i'm sitting in front of my lovely laptop with my evaluation criteria staring at me, as though it's screaming at me to get myself started.
HELLO JOYCE, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO FINISH EVERYTHING BY TONIGHT. NO MORE SURFING OF THE NET PLEASE? see? torture.

dad told momo to make coffee for me so that i'll be able to concentrate on my work better. thank you dad, you don't know how much it means to me. dad's been really good these few days. he's been telling me to sleep early and not to do my work till too late. and he volunteered to send me to school ytd when i was wearing formal. THANK YOU DAD.

okie, i'm feeling really guilty now. lol. everyone's doing their evaluation criteria and here i am, blogging. alright, it's back to my dearest evaluation criteria now. but before i go, saw this line on nigel's blog and i really thought it was applicable to me cos people's been leaving for the past few week.

"Sometimes, we cherish things only after we lost them... So why don't we cherish them now?"

i shall cherish every single moment with my loved ones and
i shall learn not to be a spoilt brat. okie, the second is pretty hard though. LOL. alright, please shoo me away from the net except for projects. thank you.

and damn, i feel like ~~taking a puff.~~

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