{ when time comes to a standstill.

Thursday, August 30, 2007

{ freed on 2:35 PM

SCREAM HELLO TO THE BIG BIG BIG HOLIDAYS!

the girl is over the moon right now. no more projects, no more presentations, no more papers! okie, i should minus the ~~no more papers~~ cos it really isn't certain that i'll pass all my papers. damn the foi paper. hurray BI paper cos it was so much friggin' better than the bloody arse foi although i didn't know how to do like 1 whole question which cost me a damn 30 marks.

and old how.

no more late nights rushing projects.

no more late nights mugging hard.

GREAT.

holidays will mean retail therapy, tanning sessions, job-hunting, camps, chalets, swimming and catching up with good old friends. i love holidays the best. i can't to meet up with my good old classmates and reminsce the good old past.

teehee.

29/08/07

alright after the dreadful papers were finally over, celine, june and i headed down to marina sq to catch 'License to wed'. kinda cute in a way though, the show. lol. and the proposal part was sooooo darn nice! i teared, secretly. lol. that's so embarrassing.

oh, concidentally, chee leng, shawn, joo, han and fiora happened to be in the same cinemaas us watching the movie too. it was so hilarious just laughing our heads off after we headed out from the cinema.

headed over to esplanade and just slacked around there. chit chatted till like 11 before everyone made their way home. i was dead tired by the time i reached home.

alright, gotta go prepare soon i guess.

heading out for dinner later.

WOOTS.

Labels: i smell holidays.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

{ freed on 9:33 PM

screwed up, so badly.
this sarks.
i'm gonna leave it up to God now.
oh well, tmr's the last paper.
like finally, F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.

oh oh oh, i'm so suaku can?

conversation with mum

me: mum, i tell you something. this is my first time in 18 years that i ate mcChicken.
mum: huh? you mean you've never tried mcChicken before meh?
me:nope, i've never tried before.
mum: i thought when you were young got eat before?
me: huh? don't have larx. remember when i was young i always eat cheeseburger?
mum: is it? but nice right?
me: yahh! it's nice!

a while later...

mum: son, i tell you something.
bro:what?
mum: today is the first time in your sister's 18 years of life that she ate mcChicken.
bro: HUH?!
bro: joyce.. you very suaku leh. SUPER SUAKU.

i should go sleep now and wake up to start mugging later.
nights people, for now.

Labels: mcChicken.

Monday, August 27, 2007

{ freed on 5:03 AM

time check: 0503

JOYCE LAU IS STILL IN THE MIDST OF HER MUGGING.
=(

Labels: mugging real hard.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

{ freed on 1:55 AM

productive studying NOT! bad bad bad. hahaas. i was all dressed up, decided to go airport for some serious mugging session. but after seeing the weather, the sun was bright and scorching, i decided to turn back and head home. mum and dad was laughing at me ok!

cooped myself up in the room to study. wrong decision cos i was busy freezing my ass out rather than studying. uh huh. couldn't keep still for another minute. left the room and slacked till dinner came. PIZZA! happiness x3! dang, it's so sinful! been having fast food for my meals for the past few days. so if you notice the ring around my tummy, it's time for me to exercise.

during dinner i was having an interesting convo with my mum cos it so happened that the television was showing F1 formula and soccer.

me: mum, i want a EPL soccer player as a husband! they earn big bucks and they'll be able to support me. then, i don't have to work anymore. can just be taitai WOOHOO!
mum: how much do they earn anyway?
dad: min they earn 130,000 pounds.
mum: for the lousy ones arhs?
dad: -.-" of course is the good ones right?
mum: WAHS! they earn so much arhs?
me: 130,000 x 3 = SGD390,000. see? can sponser my shopping and food! so please send me to england can? pls?
mum: *shakes head*

a while later..

me: mum, if got no soccer player nevermind. i don't want a F1 formula driver. they still earn big bucks..still can support my spending.
mum: no, i don't want. i don't want to worry every day if my son-in-law is alright or not.
mum: and if you work hard, you can also earn that much like them! yada yada yada.
me: orhs. *walks off*

see? my family can really be so funny at times.
okie, back to mugging.
i'm lagging behind a lot.

Labels: EPL soccer player or F1 formula driver?

Saturday, August 25, 2007

{ freed on 1:39 AM

time check: 1.39am
the laptop's playing: 金莎 - 换季

alright, nothing much to be glad about. i just woke up from my sleep and now i'm sitting right in front of my study table, with the FOI lecture notes staring at me right now. i so need to get myself started on studying cos time is running out. BI is still screaming at me to finish up whatever's left. =(

SHIAT. so little time left.

i've only got approximately 3 days left for FOI and 4 days for BI. NOT ENOUGH TIME!! darn darn darn. i need more time please. it's so bad to have waste the time that i could have been studying on watching dramas. but then again, it was a form of relaxation to de-stress. uh huh. LOL.

okie, hello FOI. here i come again. goodbye sleep, i'll find you later.

mugging is good for health.
mugging is fun.
mugging is sexy.

i know it's lousy of me to psycho myself this way but what else can i do? LOL.

Labels: i like., serious mugging

Friday, August 24, 2007

{ freed on 12:27 AM

BI IS SOOOOOOOOOOO FUN!!!!!
FOI IS LOVE, I SWEAR! <3

okie, this is so not working. i'm lying through my teeth. it spells boring and nothing but boring. where's my motivation to study right now? i'm losing it, everything. i can't seem to find the enthusiasm that i once had in studies. all i ever feel now is the pressure to study and the grades staring at me, as though telling me, " YOU REALLY SHOULD BE STUDYING AND NOT WASTING YOUR TIME LIKE THIS. "

i love to study.
i need to study.
i want to study.
=)

tell me, who am i kidding huh?

Labels: pressured to do well.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

{ freed on 1:31 AM

Realised that it's been ages since i've last blogged so i decided to start blogging again. ain't in the mood for anything right now, especially studying. need to get my butts started on studying, i swear or else i can kiss goodbye to good grades.

veoh and crunchyroll are such nice companions at this time and i've been so hooked onto them. dang! HELLO JOYCE, studies come first, not watching video.

mom's in her lalaland already. thank god the minor op was a success. =) and thanks to those who asked. =)

can i just ask what's my main intention actually? okie, i'm supposed to be studying, not blogging. oops. =x burt for the past hour, i've been.. pretty hardworking. doing the good old theory and yes, still doing that. okie, no more playing. back to serious mugging.

adios amigos.

Labels: mugging in process.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

{ freed on 1:53 AM

airport reminds me of the ~~happy~~ sad memories.
darn.
=(

Saturday, August 18, 2007

{ freed on 2:01 AM

FIREWORKS ARE RAWKING, MY LOVE.
i swear, no lies.
=)

i went hysterical during the 15 minutes of fireworks display. they were really awesome! cross my heart and tell no lie, it was really mesmerising. like omg omg omg omg omg omg omg, freaking rawking!! TEEHEE. woots woots woots. woohoo, fireworks are really such love. the vibrant colours, red and GREEN. the sound of the fireworks. omg. that's enough to keep me alive right now. oh man, i really love the fireworks. i dare say it was even better than national day's one. WOOHOO. i've never enjoyed seeing the fireworks so much like tonight.

i can't find a word that can describe the fireworks. splendid, fabulous, mesmerising ain't strong enough to be able to describe how great the fireworks were.

last project submission today. i should be happy but i wasn't as happy as what i thought i would have been. there was something... missing. oh well. everything's over already. i sure am glad that i've made it through this torturous week. thank goodness. i can finally get some proper rest, like way way way F-I-N-A-L-L-Y finally. LOL.

headed down to city hall to meet ms cute bangs with her china cousins. oh man, it was a test of me speaking chinese and i swear it was really tough for me. i had to think of how to phrase my sentence in chinese. to think that i haven't been in contact with chinese for 2 years already.

walked around and headed to food republic in suntec for local delicacies. lol. after that it was.. auntie anne's to get caramel and almond pretzels!! WOOTS. simply delicious. was supposed to head over to merlion park to catch the fireworks but there wasn't enough time so we made do with standing outside marina square to view the fireworks. like omg, it was really filled with people all over. loads of people were there to see as well. i tinkk it's like almost half of the whole singapore? lol.

wanling headed to The Oriental to look for her other cousins with the two china cousins and so cheryl, belle and i headed over to harry's bar fo some chill out session. june came to join us after a while and oh oh oh! i like harry's bar @ esplanade now. lol.

cabbed home and right now i'm sitting in front of the laptop typing this. was helping celine to check some nice phones and omg, i'm faling in love with this phone.

S500i. lol.

alright, presenting the pictures for the day!

ms cute bangs and i. =)

the support i have from them.
=)

presenting cheryl and joyce.

and our unglam photos!!
TEEHEE.

wanling.

annabelle.

cheryl.

and lastly of all, miie miie miie. =)
LOVES.

and now, i'm tired. off to bed right now! =)

Friday, August 17, 2007

{ freed on 12:44 AM

I AM FRIGGIN' SLEEPY AND I'M SO DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT IT. I SO WANNA GO TO LALALAND RIGHT NOW BUT I STILL HAVE ACCOUNTING TO DO.

it's not really fun when you've had only 10 hours of sleep for the past 5 days. This breaks down to about 2 hours per day. read that, 2 HOURS. can you friggin' imagine how drained i am everyday?

well, at least i'm glad to say that the week's coming an end already!! like WOOTS. i have officially survived through 2 project submissions, 2 presentations, one test. i'm left with one right now, that one and only.

rushed like mad for my presentation slides today and i mean really mad. i swear i almost burst out crying cos i felt really helpless for there was no one who could help me with my problem. damn the market price. arrgh. Presentation was supposed to start at 645 but we got delayed and yeah, by the time everything ended, it was already so late and everyone was exhausted from the presentation.

i guess i've been really too tired already. been rushing project till the early hours of the morning and really, the early hours of the morning. like when kids are waking up to go school, i'm just about to head to bed to catch some rest.

alright, pics taken on mon before project submission. teehee. =)

look at how thick our project was!!

table of contents - look at the no. of pages.

compare and contrast the thickness. lol.

and some pics taken quite a long while ago..

insanity in the car.

it's the girl. =)

so weird.

signing off,

with loads of <3..

JOYCE.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

{ freed on 1:59 AM

my 2 hours of sleep is killing me right now. yes, you didn't read wrongly. i had only 2 freaking hours of sleep. i'm exhausted and drained but yet i stil can't get to bed cos there's still work waiting for me to be completed.

i'm such a dumb ass.
no wonder they always say i'm such a nice person to bully.

DERV was such a ~~pleasant~~screwed up one, especially when we weren't allowed to leave after we've completed the paper. tell me, this ain't part of the exam rules that we have to stay throughout until paper is over. and so why must such a rule be imposed on us? we have the freedom to do whatsoever we want, isn't it?

just this week, and it'll be over.
i don't even know if i'll be able to pull through this whole week.
it's only tuesday now. =(

memories of us spending the craziest times together, laughing our arses off and doing silly stuff came back to my mind all of a sudden just now while taking a break from project work in school. i saw my past year's entry on manda's leaving and the tears started to build up in my eyes. i don't know why but the tears just built up. it's hard when you get a sense of attachment with someone close.

and i'm feeling so down right now.

alright, i'm off to bed right now. can't take it anymore. the 2 hours of sleep is wearing off.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

{ freed on 9:56 PM

have yet to touch a bit on my projects. it's screaming at me right now. i know, project sarks. projects sark sark sark sark sark sark.

and great, there's still a test tmr. this means that i'll probably have to stay up till like 2 plus in the wee hours in the morning and not be able to get some proper rest. oh BUMMER. =/

the dreaded week has finally arrived. i don't know if i should be happy about it or what? after all, i just have to pull through with this week and i can say a BIG hello to the holidays. okie wait, i forgot there's still the exams. hahaas. at least they're not so hard on us for i have only got 2 papers. 2 papers and i'm done with the semester. like F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.

my interesting conversation with ben.

8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:sian dono hw to trouble shoot!
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:zz
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:lol.
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:i know!
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:you go find trouble den trouble will help you to shoot your comp.
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:=.=
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:joyce
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:wad happen to u
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:LOL
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:yes?
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:i'm okie wad..
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:nothing happen to mie.
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:hahaah
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:got something happen to miie meh?
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:=D
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:no ar
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:hahaha
јјöүсєє. ♥ & this just can't be summer love. says:how come i dunno?
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:haha sotong
8/8/07 : BEST!! unforgetable seh! *4 woot! benlovesillyppl.blogspot.com
XD SIP OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! says:=X

{ freed on 1:45 AM

DUMB MOSQUITO. i squeeze you to death if i ever see you flying around.

my hand and legs are itching all thanks to the dumb mosquito!
i might have just ignored it if it was only 1.
BUT BUT BUT, there were 4 bites!
and there's more coming i can sense it.

time check: 1.57am

i've officially survived for more than 12 hours with only 3 hours of sleep.
okie, that explains why i'm seeing ZzzZzzZZ now.
my eyes are literally like this
-.-zZZZZzz
all in a straight line.

PROJECTS. they really sark.
and they sark even more when you can't find the information that you want.
ARRGH.

yeah, and mum just came out to chase me to bed.
soon soon. okie?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
forget it, i'm heading to bed now.
KO-ed.

2 more to the oh so wonderful collection of mosquito bites
and this makes 6! wth.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

{ freed on 11:04 PM

i friggin' hell need sleep. i swear. 3 hours of sleep is enough to drive me nuts. i'm exhausted but yet there's so much to complete that i feel so damn guilty if i just push it all til tmr to get them done. great. there goes my weekends and my sleep. i reckon i'll probably have to fly to my lalaland at like 5 plus again tonight. uh oh, i so do not like it. dang.

accounts paper was such a screw up, i swear. i thought i knew everything but my mind blanked out when i saw the paper. okie, this sarks. it so friggin' sark to the core. i'm gonna fail the paper for sure and.. the whole module if i don't put more effort into the project. darn, project submission on friday. global cds anyone? i really don't mind.

nothing's making me happy right now.
i don't feel the motivation to go study at all.
DERV test on monday.
SHIAT.

the week's gonna be jammed packed with friggin' tests and project submissions and presentations. wish me all the best can? i might just faint during presentations.

13.08.07 (Mon) - COTS Project Submission & DERV Test.
- Compiled DERV slides.

14.08.07(Tues) - CMSK Brochure & BI Lab Test
- Preparation for COTS presentation.

15.08.07(Wed) - COTS Presentation.
- Preparation for DERV presentation.

16.08.07(Thurs) - DERV Presentation (d-day)
- Chiong accounting project.

17.08.07(Fri) - ACCOUNTS Project Submission.

that urge, it has never once left ever since that time.
anyone wanna be a kind soul and hand me one?

my posts are getting more whiny nowadays.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.

i want the week to be over like in a flash.
i want my well deserved break. pls?

Friday, August 10, 2007

{ freed on 1:56 AM

FIREWORKS ARE SUCH LOVE, I SWEAR.
close proximity to it all thanks to MS CELINE SIM.
WOOTS.
too bad they weren't as nice as preview's.

THANK YOU! ARIGATO! XIE XIE! =)

i swear i had so much fun today just walking from raffles to central mall and back again. details and pics to be updated like say tmr? hahaas.

accounts paper tmr, i'm so not looking forward to it.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

{ freed on 3:04 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!
=)

with love,
joyce.

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

{ freed on 2:27 PM

the memories that i once vowed to forget
is coming back to haunt me.

this sarks.

{ freed on 10:25 AM

the computer's playing:
Cascada - Everytime we touch ( slow version)

hello, i am moodless.
EMO-FIED.

Monday, August 06, 2007

{ freed on 10:23 PM

this only happens when i'm lacking in sleep and am really bored.

the one and only ever time you'll see miie in a cap. LOL.

look who's that?

no prizes for guessing correctly!

YES! it's ben! lol.

soon-to-be-botak ben. oops. =x

and now he's trying to squeeze in the picture.

oops. =x

see? i told you i'm was bored.

okie, pictures from friday when we went for FOP.

little ms cam-whore. LOL.

darren, shawn and miie. =)

yours truly, june and celine!

WOOTS.

HONG KONG CAFE @ PASIR RIS!

happiness x3!

the girls - miie, celine, june and xuan.

the dudes - darren, ben, shawn and eddie.

group pic with credits to xuan as the PHOTOGRAPHER!

THANK YOU! =)

my forfeit - soy sauce.

and now introducing my food. =)

tau huay! WOOTS.

with you tiao. like OMG.

*salivating*

wan ton noodles.

*reminds miie of dear old wanling*

oops. =x

HK iced milk tea.

i'm about to start digging into my food. =)

and now ms joyce is signing off,

LOVE.

{ freed on 8:51 PM

FADING AWAY WITH TIME.
it wasn't supposed to end up this way.

~~i'm scared~~

{ freed on 12:37 AM

DAMN.
i'm sick.
of all the times, seriously.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

{ freed on 2:07 AM

well oh well. i'm lying on my comfy bed, feeling really full from the sumptuous supper that i had and typing whatever i'm typing right now. LOL. just got home like approximately 40 minute ago and yes, i'm super duper tired right now.

was supposed to go for accounts lecture but in the end, june msged me at 7 plus to tell me she's not going cos she was really tired and i, who couldn't wake up gave up the thought of going for lecture too in the end. TEEHEE. so much for skipping lectures cos of the lack of sleep. lol.

went for accounts tutorial and got back quiz results. didn't do as well as i thought i would but yeah, no worries. i just got to buck up for my final test which is.. next fri. BOOHOO. =( headed back to FBI lab to complete my work. oh oh oh! went to see the hey gorgeous! contest which was at TP open plaza and i swear.. it was friggin' HOT. i was perspiring! saw fiona xie, ben, desmond koh and one of the actress in the 7pm channel 8 show now. lol. they look really different as seen on tv. hahaas.

skipped FOI lecture and headed down to the s'pore indoor stadium with june, celine, shawn and darren for FOP. yes, festival of praise. eddie & ben ben joined us afterwhich. like YAY! hahaas. FOP was rawking! the sermon was.. interesting in a way but i guess maybe cos i was feeling kinda tired, i dozed off at some parts. not to mention, some parts of the sermon was really funny and crappy.

headed for supper ( my breakfast, lunch & dinner) with darren, june, celine, shawn, eddie, ben and xuan ( june's church mate) at the hong kong cafe which was located at pasir ris white sands since i had the craving for it and darren volunteered to drive us all home. hahaas. had so much fun with them. i was practically laughing throughout. and my stomach hurts from all the laughing sessions. it's really crappy and lame with the guys, i'm serious. hahaas. =)

and oh, a BIG THANK YOU to darren who drove us all home. mr nice guy!

got home and bro gave me a "nice lecture" cos i came home late. BOOHOO. =( yeah. rawkin'. alright, i haven't got the pictures yet so uh huh, will post them when i get them. hahaas. my lovely bed is calling my name now.

toodles people! till then do we meet!

Labels: de-stress.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

{ freed on 11:14 PM

stupid flu has just started bugging me. this sarks. my nose hurts. it's so freaking pain and red right now. hello flu, SHOO. understand?

just had water parade not too long ago. drank like 3 cups of water straight. and i feel damn full right now, bloated to be exact. darn, my nose still hurts. pain pain pain.

it's really funny like right now? dad and momo are in the room now watcing k dramas.i kinda understand if my momo is watching cos she likes it but my DAD?!!! like HUH?!! lol. when has my dad taken an interest into watching k dramas? lol. i wonder, like seriously. funny uh? my dad has a unique way of relieving stress i must say. lol. besides golf. HMMM.

the only reason why i'm blogging right now is because i'm trying to avoid whatever work that i have on hand and just rest for that single minute. i'm sick and tired of having to rush the bloody projects.

arrgh. stupid nose.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

{ freed on 11:29 PM

after 3 nights of late nights to rush through my projects, i guess my body finally showed signs of near breaking down symptoms. my good old friend named gastric was back to visit me, YET AGAIN. it hurt really bad and i swear i was *%&#*#! when i couldn't find my pills. like arrgh. got really moody cos of the pain and i literally dragged myself to school for lessons. i had no intention of attending tutorials/lab whatsoever and all i wanted to do was to catch up on my sleep. it's really tormenting when you've only got 4 hours of sleep.

not good at all.

mabel saved me when she brought the pills for me.
THANK YOU SO MUCH MABEL!! =)

ben came back to school today. was crapping with him online during DERV lab. okie, i was whiny. lol. okie, he made my lab feel less boring. HELLO BOTAK BEN! =p

timetable was a total screw up today. boohoo. had only 2 hours of break in the end. i was really tired and i almost dozed off during tutorials. okie, i did doze off during COTS lab session. was simply too tired. headed straight for home the moment lesson ended. and i fell asleep on the way home! almost missed my stop, thank goodness i didn't. else, i guess i'll probably be cursing and swearing cos i'll have to walk home.

had dinner and slept my way till 10 just now. right now, i'm sitting in front of my lovely laptop with my evaluation criteria staring at me, as though it's screaming at me to get myself started.
HELLO JOYCE, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO FINISH EVERYTHING BY TONIGHT. NO MORE SURFING OF THE NET PLEASE? see? torture.

dad told momo to make coffee for me so that i'll be able to concentrate on my work better. thank you dad, you don't know how much it means to me. dad's been really good these few days. he's been telling me to sleep early and not to do my work till too late. and he volunteered to send me to school ytd when i was wearing formal. THANK YOU DAD.

okie, i'm feeling really guilty now. lol. everyone's doing their evaluation criteria and here i am, blogging. alright, it's back to my dearest evaluation criteria now. but before i go, saw this line on nigel's blog and i really thought it was applicable to me cos people's been leaving for the past few week.

"Sometimes, we cherish things only after we lost them... So why don't we cherish them now?"

i shall cherish every single moment with my loved ones and
i shall learn not to be a spoilt brat. okie, the second is pretty hard though. LOL. alright, please shoo me away from the net except for projects. thank you.

and damn, i feel like ~~taking a puff.~~

Labels: i need a drink.