Sundays will never be the same again.the skies today were
gloomy, much like my mood. i guess it was probably because cel was leaving. the second departure in 3 days. the feeling ain't great, i swear. everything has changed ever since the week started. manda's back in the states, cel should probably have arrived safely at perth, australia and the rest of us are back here in s'pore. i can't help but to feel.. sad cos we're all at different parts of the world right now. is it just me?
oh well.i'm supposed to be mugging hard enough for my research but the feeling just ain't there. no motivation, no whatsoever.
evaluation criteria isn't done up at all and i don't even feel panicky when i have to hand it in for submission tmr during lesson time.
am i really affected by everyone's leaving? maybe i am, maybe i'm not. maybe i'm just tired of everything. the thought of having nothing to do, slacking around seems so faraway. i'm always drained by the end of the day ever since the new semester started.
or maybe i've just been crying to much that it's draining my energy away. i'm tired. i'm dead serious. i just wanna leave everything behind now and run away to anywhere in the world, lead a peaceful life where no one knows me. who knows? i might just
disappear one day.
in the meanwhile..
i'll just head back to the ever heavy workload.
Labels: sundays.