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Thursday, May 24, 2007

{ freed on 10:59 PM

the presentation today was a flop, a total flop. how i wished i could have just shut HER mouth up, like what the bloody hell. i was so freaking pissed off with HER actions and words that i swear i could have just scolded the F word and just ask HER to shut the hell up.

1st incident - one of june's grp mates was caught in a jam and so they asked if they could present at a later group and not as the first grp. SHE was simply heartless and told the grp to go ahead without the groupmate.

i was like, why can't SHE be more lenient? arrgh. anyway, the groupmate arrived while june's group was doing the presentation halfway through.

2nd incident - alright, something happened and to be frank, it was really bad. my group became so freaking pissed off with HER and one of them teared. i told her," don't let HER see you cry. if SHE sees you cry means SHE has already won the battle against YOU." no matter how pissed i was, i told myself to cool down and just keep calm first.

3rd incident - after the 2nd incident, SHE kept shooting us with questions during the presentation, making things hard for us. i swear there were times during the presentation that my palm was all clenched tightly and i had the urge to just ask HER to shut the f'up. like seriously. when presentation ended, i immediately packed my stuffs and left the LT. i couldn't stand a single minute more with that HER inside.

imagine, i was so freaking pissed that my tears were threatening to fall any moment. i told myself, it's not worth crying over whatever SHE said. arrgh.

my mood was seriously affected. didn't have the appetite to eat my lunch but june told me to have my lunch in case my gastric came back. yeah. lost the mood to do everything else, including studying for my FA test which is tmr. ARRGH.

practise what you preach,
that's all i can say.