{ when time comes to a standstill.

Friday, February 02, 2007

{ freed on 10:59 PM

i've been really busy these two weeks. projects, presentation, assignments. i couldn't even breathe i think. they were a constant terror to me, as if they were haunting me. i think i had the busiest week ever, especially this week. i'm really glad that it's coming to an end now.

talking about the week, i almost broke down yesterday. everything went so wrong, really wrong yesterday. problems cropped up with my QUAN lab test, i was so freaking upset. and people came to ask me stuffs at the wrong time. i almost cried, seriously. i could feel the tears that were building up, as if they could roll down my cheeks any moment. i managed to surpress my feelings though and continued with my lab test. and ytd while doing DBIS, we were all so confused about some stuff and so we approached our tutor to seek help from her. she checked through our work and after explaining to us about the work, we realised we had loads of errors. Too many errors that we had to redo some of our datas. i told wan ting i could just jump down the lab right now and end everything. but well, i told myself that i HAVE to continue on, i couldn't just break down and cry. it wouldn't solve anything. and so, we did our datas again and i stayed in school till like 9 plus.

i just realised something, i've been staying in school to do my project till like 9 plus and by the time i go home, i'm left with no more energy to do my work.

alright, i have to go study for my psychology exam which happens to be tmr. and after tmr, i'll be FREE, at least for now. i'm gonna catch up on the sleep that i've lost, for nuts.