{ when time comes to a standstill.

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

{ freed on 9:46 PM

WITH CREDITS FROM MISS JUNE TAN. =)
she loves red. hahaas.

1. Tell her she is beautiful
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for asecond.
3. Hug her from behind
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. Wrestle with her
6. Don't go hang out with you ex when she's not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up (she loves it)
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it
13. Make her laugh
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
17. Every guy should give their girl
3things: - a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep)
- jewelry(she'll treasure it forever)
- One of your t-shirts(she'll most likely wear it to bed)
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and =).
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If you're listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER.
25. when she gives you a present on your birthday,Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it,even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don'tcare so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her wat she wants
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Don't hug her friends or your friends that are girls causes she'll feel left out.
30. If u care about her...SHOW her!

i wish. =)

Labels: it's a beautiful dream.

{ freed on 9:19 PM

it sarked, really bad. like fcuking bad, seriously. DAMN.
i don't wanna take the damn supp paper. fcuk.

as you can see, exams aren't going well ferr me. i freaking screwed up the darn trade confirmation process and the DAMN ASS DBIS paper. like arrgh. alright, exams aside. i so do not wanna listen or see any more lectures notes or papers. the sight of them puts me off, like seriously. tmr's the last of the last. i'm so looking forward to it right now.

in a blink of the eye, i've already been in poly for a year now. i must admit that i am enjoying my poly life although it's really stressful with the projects. TP rawks, intsc team bonding camp, open house has brought me loads of fantastic memories which i'll treasure and keep them close to my heart. not forgetting the friends i've made, be it from TP Rawks or from intsc, they really make my day. =) i swear i'll always remember kimberly for her really beautiful smile! hahaas. that smile never fail to make my day every time i see her around in school. and the whole group of crazy people from my dearest class C156!!! i loved every single moment with you all! WE RAWK THIS COURSE!

alright, it's back to studying right now. =/

Sunday, February 25, 2007

{ freed on 12:43 PM

my dear brain cells, please do not give up on me at this kind of time. i desperately need to study and remember all that i've studied. i promise i'll give you all a break when the exams are over alright? just stick with me till 1st of march alright? =)

i wish the night didn't have to end.
cos i felt like i was in a really beautiful fairytale.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

{ freed on 12:38 AM

it's the freaking study week right now! went back to school cos the guys from 155 were at the library studying and i so needed chee seng's help in coaching me in my oh-so-horrible oopg. THANK YOU SO MUCH CHEE SENG! =) chee seng left and benny, jun hao, meimei and i started talking and i lost my concentration. LOL. they left too after benny started saying that he was hungry and i went to join celine who was also in the library studying. thank goodness i managed to study finish one topic. cheers to me! =)

6 days of suffering and counting.
HOLIDAYS PLEASE COME QUICKLY! =)

i'm so dead, seriously.

Friday, February 23, 2007

{ freed on 12:07 AM

studying at airport was definitely great for me. no distractions like the oh-so-great computer, tv which has my favourite channels and ~~food~~. alright, i should probably strike off the food cos i ate fast food for all my meals!

we met at like 11 plus and started studying till like around 10 plus in the night with some breaks in between. i love the studying session, seriously. cos seeing everyone there was studying and concentrating on only their notes, i couldn't help but to also push myself to do the same thing. =)

the ride home was quiet. i was thinking of some stuff though throughout the ride home. and i swear i got frightened, seriously. cos i don't usually come home from the other side unless i'm coming home from the airport. to get home, i have to walk through a long stretch of bungalows and terrace plu semi- des to reach the entrance of my estate. and so, i was walking through the long stretch of houses. it was really quiet, too quiet. and there's wasn't anyone at all. while walking, i heard footsteps behind me. i turned behind but there wasn't anyone. and so i continued walking and i heard footsteps again.i turned and saw this guy behind me. i seriously freaked out and walked as fast as i could. and then a freaking taxi suddenly honked! i got scared out of my wits!

thank goodness i'm home, like finally.

thank you for that msg.
i think if it weren't for that, i might be so afraid. =)

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

{ freed on 11:02 PM

saw the test on sarah's blog and found it interesting. thus, i decided to do the test too. =)
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

hmmm, i wonder.

{ freed on 4:32 PM

i'm supposed to be studying right now. yes, read this. STUDYING DURING CNY. how bad can that get? like horrid, seriously. this year, CNY doesn't seem like a CNY to me. maybe it's because i'm having the oh-so-horrid exams like next week? how can TP be so evil to place our exams right after CNY? i'm so not in the mood to study, like arrgh. i just wanna go have loads of fun.

i can't wait till exams are over. i've got loads of stuff all lined up. =) i'm so gonna work and go tanning like nobody's business. but right now my holidays.. shall have to wait till the exams are over.

& i love you.

Friday, February 16, 2007

{ freed on 11:22 PM

I'M DONE WITH EVERYTHING! PROJECTS, PRESENTATIONS.. GOODBYE! =) like finally, after a long gruelling terrible night of staying up to complete my report, i've submitted it! like LALAAS. =) and now, i'll have to concentrate on mugging for the horrid papers that's approaching in 2 weeks time. tell me, how can TP be so cruel to make us study for our papers during the darn festive period! this ain't fair!

did i mention in my previous post that i loved valentine's day? well, i definitely did. presents from dear friends made me felt so touched. WAHAHAS. it was a really special day. i'll never forget 2007's valentine's day. =)

i loved every moment spent with you.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

{ freed on 11:47 PM

it's my 300th post and it so happens to be valentine's day so

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!!! =)

i absolutely loved today. i enjoyed every moment. maybe not cmsk presentation cos it was way way way too horrible cos i couldn't finish in time! lol. but who cares anyway? it's finally over.

if it was just a dream, i'll never wanna wake up from it.

Monday, February 12, 2007

{ freed on 10:48 PM

i'm too surprised, really surprised. i never expected it to turn out this way. maybe because it was really unexpected so that's why i'm.. happy about it. hahaas. to think my mood was actually super down for the past week. all it took was just one msg.

but i'm really confused at the same time. weird huh isn't it? two different contrasting feelings. i don't know how to explain the feeling but yeahh. alright, maybe i do know exactly how i'm feeling but it's just that i don't really wanna pen it all down right here.

if it's just a dream,
then i'll gladly continue dreaming and not wake up.
i'll gladly run away from reality.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

{ freed on 12:37 AM

all it took, was just 1 show, 1 show to make me realise so much stuff. i thought i was alright, but maybe i was just wrong. i don't know how to explain everything right. i just feel all so messed up right now, like as though i can't do a simple thing properly.

maybe i just need some time to think about everything's that's happening.
i'm losing it.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

{ freed on 8:05 PM

PROUDLY PRESENTING MY VERY OWN KALEIDOSCOPE. =)
gift from trina, my darling.

aint't it cute?

look at the world from another view.

i'm falling in love with it already.

and presenting joyce lau in the computer lab cam-whoring. =p

junxuan caught miie taking this photo. LOL.

LALAAS. i love my phone.

{ freed on 6:20 PM

This is what we do while waiting for our lecturer to come.
CAMWHORING. =)

introducing celine, june, wan ting, fiora and joyce.
=)

oops! bad camera skills. my bad. =x

tadaa, finally.

and we look so retard here.

WITH CREDITS TO: JUNE & JOYCE. =)

and presenting... JOYCE LAU THE RETARD.

alright, i don't usually look this retard. =p

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

{ freed on 11:08 PM

chinatown trip was fun, with laughters and i mean LOADS. firstly, we were all at the mrt station with celine topping up her ez-link card. and then i went to check the amount left in my card just to ensure that there was sufficient amount. SOMEONE and i mean SOMEONE inserted her matrix card into the machine to check the amount left and the display screen displayed a INVALID CARD. THAT SOMEONE was thinking, "ehh? why invalid arhs?" (by the way, june was beside this SOMEONE all along) june was thinking why does the card look so different from hers and she realises that THAT SOMEONE actually was inserting her matrix card into the machine. june tells THAT SOMEONE and THAT SOMEONE goes, "OH!!!!" lol.

i never knew matrix card could be used as an ez-link card. LOL.

headed down to orchard to meet daddy & mummy dearest. walked around while waiting for them though. and i decided to get some stuffs for my dearest girls as vdae present since it's next week. i was practically multi-tasking! LOL. i was looking at presents, replying people's msges and listening to music. all at the same time! I LOVED DINNER. =) it's was really funny with all the jokes that ken ken mushroom & i were making. mum & dad were practically laughing their heads off! lol.

p.s i think THAT SOMEONE should know who she is. LOL. and remember, matrix card CAN'T BE USED as ez-link card okie? LALAAS. =x

{ freed on 10:22 PM

alright, pictures up from sat's cell gathering. might be a little late but oh well, who cares? LOL. and apparently, they're taking a long time, way too long to be uploaded.

the ladies of the group (missing aunt jo, elaine&emily)

the guys.

and yes, it's us again.

looks familiar?

it's a bird, NO! it's a plane! NO! (con't)

it's just us camwhoring. =)

us at esplanade. we look really out of place with the shorts and big Ts.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

{ freed on 9:47 PM

somehow or rather, it feels.. weird to NOT be rushing my project out. i could remember probably one week ago, i'll be working my ass out on projects and presentations. so busy that i could hardly get a breather. but yet now, i'm slacking like hell. and i realise, my project and presentation plus psychology quizzes are all due next week. sigh. plus plus plus, exams are coming in approximately, 3 weeks time.

how bad can my CNY get? tell me about it. exams are right after CNY which would most probably mean that i have to be mugging during my holidays.

Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Let me make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love

i wished that was true.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

{ freed on 1:13 AM

i had a hella fun time today. no wait, make that ytd. hahaas. went back to school for psychology exam. the paper was managable, i guess. i only had difficulty attempting the last 2 questions cos i never really studied for them. i was basically just using my common sense to pen down whatever was going on in my mind.

[rewind back to the trip to school]

i swear it was really hilarious! i was so tickled by it that i was laughing to myself on the bus! LOL. it was really funny. it was like a phenomenon. everyone at the bus stop or in the bus was studying the same subject, psychology. people from all the different schools: engine, business, applied sci, design & IT were just basically sticking their heads into the thick lecture notes. LOL. i managed to grab a seat in the bus and i looked at the person on my right, she was studying for psychology. i looked in front and there i see people studying for psychology. i looked to my left and the people that was standing beside me was also studying for the psychology! lol.

[skip the nitty gritty details. in short, i went home after paper.]

went to meet the group for steamboat cum BBQ at marina south. i had loads of fun there! hahaas. LAUGHTER is afterall, the best medicine and remedy for a stressful week. melvin was entertaining us with his funny entics and edgar was entertaining us with his jokes. lol. my stomach hurt from all the laughter. PLUS PLUS PLUS, charmain was such a LOVEABLE. WAHAHAS! she's really really cute! i can't find another word to describe her! hahaas! and as usual, the girls cam-whored. it's our nature, afterall. =) headed for esplanade after that and we ( aunty yee tiang&family plus the 4 girls) sat outside, taking photos and more photos while waiting for the guys to arrive. went to hagen daz for some ice cream and the chocolate fondue was really tempting. settled for green-tea and vanilla ice cream with some fruits. i have to say, the green tea ice cream was really unique and the vanilla had this really different taste to it. i liked it. hahaas. left the place and was just in time for the last train home. reached simei at like 12 plus and daddy and mummy dearest were kind enough to come pick me up at the mrt station even though they were tired. *hearts em' loads. ♥* i loved it, really. =)

no pictures for now. will upload when i get them.

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE! =)

Friday, February 02, 2007

{ freed on 11:35 PM

freak, i so DO NOT wanna study psychology now. am in absolute NO MOOD to study for it.

FREAK!

psychology makes me nuts.

{ freed on 10:59 PM

i've been really busy these two weeks. projects, presentation, assignments. i couldn't even breathe i think. they were a constant terror to me, as if they were haunting me. i think i had the busiest week ever, especially this week. i'm really glad that it's coming to an end now.

talking about the week, i almost broke down yesterday. everything went so wrong, really wrong yesterday. problems cropped up with my QUAN lab test, i was so freaking upset. and people came to ask me stuffs at the wrong time. i almost cried, seriously. i could feel the tears that were building up, as if they could roll down my cheeks any moment. i managed to surpress my feelings though and continued with my lab test. and ytd while doing DBIS, we were all so confused about some stuff and so we approached our tutor to seek help from her. she checked through our work and after explaining to us about the work, we realised we had loads of errors. Too many errors that we had to redo some of our datas. i told wan ting i could just jump down the lab right now and end everything. but well, i told myself that i HAVE to continue on, i couldn't just break down and cry. it wouldn't solve anything. and so, we did our datas again and i stayed in school till like 9 plus.

i just realised something, i've been staying in school to do my project till like 9 plus and by the time i go home, i'm left with no more energy to do my work.

alright, i have to go study for my psychology exam which happens to be tmr. and after tmr, i'll be FREE, at least for now. i'm gonna catch up on the sleep that i've lost, for nuts.