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? flying high .
that silly lady.

joyce.
fireworks are love.
sparklers light up the darkness admist the darkness.

i'll run away from reality.



? whispers the secret .
quietly and silently.


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? letting go .
set them free.

celena.
rachel.
sarah.
amanda.
june.
celine.
wanling.
cheryl.

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Thursday, January 25, 2007
{ freed on 11:33 AM

i'm currently stuck at home. received 2 days of MC from the doctor. i think that really shows me how ill i am right now. and the dumb headache just wouldn't seem to go away despite me taking the medicine. and guess wad, i'm down with fever!

went to the clinic yesterday and when the doctor took my temperature, he said," WAHS! 38.8. another 2 more degrees you can go cook egg already." LOL.

saw my exam timetable though. all my papers are in the afternoon. that's.. not really good though. oh well, and i realised i haven' start studying anything yet. i really have to get started or else i wouldn't be able to get the grades that i want.

and i'm left with only about 1 week more to study for my psychology. that's really bad, seeing that i have many stuff to cover. and my OOPG lab test is on saturday. i'm so freaking dead.







please go away, headache.


Sunday, January 21, 2007
{ freed on 12:20 PM

the three days of open house was rawking! lol. i*shot with my girls was the funniest part! and i'm now officially known as the blue stickgirl! wahahas!



alright, june tan said i went absolutely crazy on fri. hahaas, maybe i did. it's just that i didn't know. LOL. we had loads of fun laughing.. and laughing ( L came to TP). LOL. okie, i wasn't that high ytd morning cos i was stucked with gastric pains. bad ain't it? i hated it. like dumb dumb dumb. jenny said it was so unlike me. hahaas. well, fortunately for me, it got better and i was all hyped-up after that. =) we cheered, and cheered, and screamed our lungs out for the event. i guess most of us are losing our voice. and apparently, my voice is REAL SEXY NOW. i'm bringing sexy voice. =)

i loved the mass dance! hahaas. we've been like dancing the mass dance ferr the past 3 days and still, i'm not sick of it. like wahahas. chicky dance was real fun too, with us trying not to step onto the grass( TP has a really weird rule saying if we're caught stepping on the grass, we have to pay a fine of $50).

and so, the event ended and we packed up and headed over to mensa2 to have our appreciation dinner. i think we rawked the whole house down. lol. and then, we played hide&seek at design school, before going for jam&hop. i never realised design school was so big till i played hide&seek and yes, i was the catcher along with the melvin, zhenxiang, ben, jonathan and some others cos i was sitting with them.

jam&hop was a little boring this time as compared to the other time during TP RAWKS. but nonetheless, IT SCH still rawked the place. hahaas. i saw C.K and went over to talk to him and i remembered what he said," your IT school very scandalous larx. always hug here hug there. " LOL.

i enjoyed every moment of jam&hop, with the laughing and dancing. )







Thursday, January 18, 2007
{ freed on 11:24 PM

and oh, oopg is driving me nuts, like absolutely. BURN OOPG TO DEATH!!! =)


{ freed on 10:56 PM

OPEN HOUSE was fun, wahahas. maybe cos it's my first time doing this in poly so it'a a little different. saw people from TPSS cos they were here to attend the open house and i FOUND OUT SOMETHING!! like omg omg omg omg!

some things happened, gastric acted up, lost my 10 bucks, drank nothing but water, shouted till my voice turned hoarse, cheered and cheered, screamed.

to sum up my day in one word ain't easy. but i have to say it was fun besides all the unhappy stuff.






LALAAS.
I LOVE EVERYONE! =)


Saturday, January 13, 2007
{ freed on 11:10 PM

the open house training was really great today! hahaas. i love the mass dance, chicky dance and another dance ( can't reveal it ferr now). LOL! it was really fun! wahahas! and oh, i forgot to mention, i'm in program and entertainment. hahaas. which means i have to be rah-rah a little. burt well, i think i should be able to do that considering that i'm such a crazy girl in school! lol! and i can't wait ferr JAM&HOP! my favourite of all!! =)

and i just realised that i need a little more discipline in my studies right now if i want my gpa to increase. so yeah, i really gotta work hard.



ANNOUNCEMENT:
PEOPLE! TP's OPEN HOUSE WILL BE FROM 18th - 20th JAN 2007.
IT WILL BE FILLED WITH FUN ACTIVITIES AND LAUGHTER!
REMEMBER TO COME!!! =)

SPREAD THIS AROUND!


Thursday, January 11, 2007
{ freed on 11:28 PM

alright, grace yap did hit the nail on some matters. she was so damn right. and damn, i have to do something about it, seriously. my results are a total piece of crap though i've studied ferr them. and darn, i'm pretty sore abt it.







DAMMIT. =(


Sunday, January 07, 2007
{ freed on 11:11 PM

alright, i haven't been able to get the whole incident out of my mind. everyday, i'm thinking about it. i feel like a dumb idiot whose conscience is questioning, " are you sure you did the right thing? " DARN. like wth. i really feel lousy and bad.

projects, assignments, presentations are all due either this week or the week after next. i'm feeling the immense pressure and stress for me to complete my work. i feel.. suffocated. i need a break, from reality.

all i want now is a day off from the work. grant me that will ya? =)






i feel as though i made the wrong decision.


Saturday, January 06, 2007
{ freed on 2:21 PM

am chatting with chee seng on some stuff. it made me reflect quite a bit though. i think i was affected by what i read. DARN. =(


{ freed on 12:07 AM

alright, the 'supposed-to-be-e-learning' week is over now. it's not even considered e learning like omg! it's really really dumb when you've gotta go back to school during e learning week for project project and more projects! like really dumb. burn all the projects pls so i won't have to do them?. LOL. and finally after late nights of rushing out the cmsk report, i finally had the report 'checked' by my tutor and darn, there are still some changes which i have to make which would include having to summarise some parts of my report to make my report a max 7 page report. like DANG! i don't know where to start and how to summarise. i tried like my very best to cut straight to the point and i still maxed out the 7 pages and having to have an page extra for my report. all i can conclude, i'm gonna have a hard time summarising the report.

on a lighter note, i finished my draft for the psychology project. well, it seemed as though i was the only one in the group cos i doing everything while everyone was doing nothing at all! i did this and that, practically everything. oh wait, i DID everything actually. poor me, seriously. had to stay up till like 3 plus into the night just to finish the stuffs that was supposed to be handed in like on wed i think. arrgh.

and great, i just realised that i've got 3 projects which are gonna be due soon. goodness gracious! how am i ever gonna find time for myself when all i ever do now is PROJECT PROJECT and MORE PROJECTS! =(

enough of school and projects, it's the weekends! the only time i'll ever get to enjoy. oh wait, i have to do my research for my presentation due next thursday. darn, another burnt weekend. yes and no more talking about projects NOW! LOL!

it's the first weekend of the month and i'm gonna have my very first cell meeting with my very first cell group. having mixed feelings though cos it's gonna be like a first time thing with the guys from my church. don't ask me why, i'm just having them. i wonder how will things be in this group.

STUFFS TO BE COMPLETED DURING THE WEEKENDS
  • CMSK report
  • CORE presentation
  • OOPG ( dead, real dead)

just kill me now, i might be better off. =)



Wednesday, January 03, 2007
{ freed on 1:22 AM

i'm taking a break from all the reports and stuffs. darn, stuck with the tourism stats on italy. no information available! WHY????? information, please be good and appear alright? i beg you.

projects are a real sucker, seriously. they drive you nuts like mad. and the best thing is i'm stuck with them. how great can that get? projects projects, when will they ever finish? =(

took this from manda's eljay. =)

"Tonight I've fallen and I cant get up, I need your loving hands to come pick me up. And everytime I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are holdin you, holdin you, holdin you tonight" -FM static

i hope i was in the states now.


Tuesday, January 02, 2007
{ freed on 12:00 AM

alright, first post of the year!

new years eve was fabulous! went to vic's home to countdown to the new year. hahaas. loads of laughter and we played bridge till i got sick of it. lol. drank breezer before heading for vic's home and i turned red! like wth! lol. i really can't drink. hahaas. i love the peach! it's really nice! hahaas. bridge bridge bridge! =)

okie, on a not-so-serious-yet-not-a-lighter--note,

year 2006 has been a year with many ups and downs. friendships were made, new environment, dearest manda leaving for the states ( i miss her so much!), new school so on and so forth. i've been really busy with all my school work and getting used to the new school environment without da, diana, wanling and belle. kinda miss having them around. to sum it all up, the year 2006 has been a memorable year and i'll remember the year and the memories! =)

the year has really passed real quick cos i'll be yr2 in a blink of an eye! can't imagine though. i decided to do away with the new year resolution cos i'll never be able to stick to them. lol. i just hope for the year to be a smooth sailing one and i hope that i'll be able to make it to yr 2! =) i dare not hope for anything though as for relationships, yepp. i'm contented just like this. i hope to get my phone back soon! LOL.

SMILE PEOPLE! =)
BRIDGE RAWKS!