Monday, October 30, 2006
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11:23 PM
DAMN, i'm fcuking pissed. it always has to be
HIM. i was actually happy and yet, he ruined my whole mood.
DAMMIT. LIKE WADDAHELL. the stupid presentation on thurs is driving me nuts, seriously. i can't find any information on western banking. there ain't such term called western banking i think. arrgh. i'm like freaking screwed up right now. no concentration, i don't know a single thing.
AHHH! DAMN. - jjoycee.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
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1:21 AM
& i thought that it was just a crush. who would have thought that it became real? sigh. =( i think i need to go crazywith someone to make me forget everything. and i hate it when the feelings of the past come haunting me, as well as the memories. =/
this feeling. it seems a little too familiar.like i've experienced it before.so before i fall deeper,i'll just do myself a favour and try to pull myself out of it.i just wanna run away from reality right now.- jjoycee.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
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11:41 PM
sometimes, friendster ain't the best way to find out something. & i think maybe it's just my wishful thinking after all.
DAMN, why do i feel sad now?- jjoycee.
Monday, October 23, 2006
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11:07 PM
cheerios to me! i passed my piano exam! WEE! LOL. and to think that i thought i failed my exam pretty badly.
- jjoycee.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
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1:47 AM
saw this on sheng yang's blog and i cried! it's really touching.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kc11JCub3EMwhat if i haven't got over you?- jjoycee.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
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11:17 PM
WARNING! HEAVY CONTENT. =)back from camp yesterday and i'm having the post camp blues right now. =(
I LOVE THE SUBCOMM CAMP like nuts! most importantly, I LOVE FILMORE! FILMORE RAWKS MY WORLD! first day of camp: reported to school at 9 and yes, we were late. lol. no camps ever start right on the dot right? yepp. went for the first event of the day, rockclimbing. the path that i took was FREAKING HARD. damn. the rocks were like so far apart and me being a short arms lady couldn't reach for the rocks. gave up halfway. damn, couldn't reach the top. went for lunch and it was field cooking! i was like, huh? field cooking? OMG. lol. anyway, the group ended up with 'steamboat'. hahaas. and i, ended up eating raw hot dogs. lol. after the field camp, we were supposed to go for the station games but due to the worsening of the haze, we had to stay indoors. thus, we ended up decorating our group flag and thinking of the storyline for our performance night! well, the haze was better and we had our station games. hahaas. i think the games were damn cool. lol. after the station games, we had our dinner. after games, we had night hunt. we had to look for ingredients for the following day's field cooking. lol.
i think we had so much joy and laughter from the hunt. lol. did loads of weird weird things in order to get the ingredients. and to think i actually believed jonathan(f.a) when he said that there was watson's brand of sanitary pad! ahh. and darren ripped the sanitary pad out to check if it was actually an overnight pad! lol. went to bathe and by the time our debrief ended, it was already 3 plus. thus we went to sleep. lol.
second day of camp: woke up at 6 to bathe and we had PT after that. ran for two rounds and i was lazy to carry on doing PT after that. decided to go drink water instead. hahaas. after breakfast was dragonboating! like OMG!
i loved dragonboating. lol. and i was drenched from head to toe cos darren kept splashing water onto us. lol. the main comm's boat almost sunk. lol. it was such a hilarious sight i must say. lol. had so much fun from dragonboating! wee~ it was lunch after dragonboating and we were all pretty contented this time cos of the extra food that we had from the previous night's hunt. after lunch was the wet station games. lol.
i was wet from the very start. AHH!! the very first station we went to, i got wet. ahh! jonathan(f.a) poured a whole bucket full of water and in my midst of escape ( which everyone else escaped), i got wet. AHH!! lol. i think i got wet at every station we went to. lol. it was so fun! i think the most crazy station was the freaking chicken captain's ball. the chicken was flying all over the place! poor chicken. at our last station, we made everyone who was in the main comm WET! YAY! cheers to that! lol. went to bathe and it was performance night. had so much laughter in it! lol. all the potential to be transvescites were all there. lol. and yang yang's performance was the best. OMG! he went like WOW! hahaas. after bath, we went to play some games with the other group and i think we played till like around 2 plus before some of the main comm came down to chase us to bed. we didn't really go to sleep though. we were sitting outside at the stairs and chatting away with maryam our f.a. lol. poor maryam, she always gets dissed by us. saw a video which yuan ting took. it was about yuan long and jonathan( our f.a) AHHH!! lol. it was damn hilarious. my impression of yuan long changed after that. i didn't know that he was THAT CRAZY. lol. maryam sent us all to bed after talking till like abt 3 plus coming to 4.
last day of camp: woke up at 6 again to bathe and went for PT. we danced the mass dance and chicky dance for PT. lol. and i was dancing mass dance with SHAWN TAN again. lol. hahaas. we had breakfast there and i saw the other side of yuan long. lol. i think he's so funny and cute. lol. oops! =x after breakfast, we went back to the LT and started playing games. there were too many people playing so i decided to sit out for the game. jonathan joined me anyway. hahaas. filmore decided to go out to pay our own game and we ended up playing 'go jump back'. AHHH!!! i was damn guilty larx after slapping darren on his leg! AHH!! it was final clash after that i was deciding to play or not. ended up playing but i had to leave halfway through that. i was soooo sad larx.
i really loved this camp. it was so fun, exciting and hilarious! got to know a lot of the main comm and peeps.
i LOVE FILMORE! F-I-L-MORE! and not to mention, there were good-looking guys for me to see. hahaas.
- jjoycee.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
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11:51 PM
i'm packing my bags and leaving on a jet plane. I WISH. gonna go for camp tmr. looking forward to it i guess. it better be fun, lol. or not i would just die.
imagine, i have to miss going out with the girls just for this camp. the KBOX! AHHH!!! lol.
i'm addicted to cookies. YAY!
i want famous amos cookies.
i want soft chewy cookies.
- jjoycee.
Friday, October 13, 2006
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10:42 PM
i absolutely enjoyed my day today! THANK YOU LADIES! WAHAHAS.
met shi qian, velda, diana and annabelle at 12.30 today at TM. lol. we ended up leaving TM at 1 plus. By the time we reached orchard, it was coming to 2. went to eat at pepper lunch after much noisy and long discussion. the food was nice, not a bad choice after all. lol. =) went to walk around after that at heeren. we took neoprints! LOL. finally.
after taking neoprints, we continued walking around heeren and started persuading velda not to work today. too bad she couldn't and she went off first. the four of us headed back to TAKA and we went to MANGO to look at the clothes there. i saw a really awesome top there. damn. it was $49 and i stood dere pondering whether to buy or not. decided to get mum to accompany me to get it instead. this way, i don't have to pay for it. lol.
after the long staring at the top, we decided to go to this shop called WH. lol. i never knew such shop actually existed. hahaas. bought a long sleeve there. i tinkk it looks nice lol. then, shi qian left, leaving the three girls. lol. we went to topshop. saw a nice vest there. after topshop, we went to far east.
I ATE FRIED MARS BARS!!!!! YAY! i'm so freaking happy!!!! it was heavenly and absolutely great! after eating, belle and diana went to get their 3 quads while i saw a bag at maryjane and a top at osmose! SO tempting! i almost got the bag! went hunting for my belt but it was no where at sight. =( i'm so upset. and yes, we headed home after diana received 10 missed calls from her mum. lol. saw celena on the train home. lol. she was with her friend and they were going to the airport to study! SO DAMN COOL! i wanna do that too! AHHHH!!!
and now, my poor legs are aching like nobody's business. lol.
- jjoycee.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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11:38 PM
to JUNE: NOOO!!! YUL is MINE!! lol. he's sooo hot! YAY!
was on the phone with WANLING and we spoke for like 3 and a half hours before putting down the phone. lol. i can't imagine this, girl. lol. we broke our own record! YAY! hahaas.
and i woke up super super super late. lol. i couldn't believe it too. hahaas. sleeping like a damn freaking pig. =)
poly hols are coming to an end. i'm gonna miss it like nuts. i dread going back to poly. damn. have to get used to the ever-piling workload again. and the cracking of brains over what to wear. sigh.
- jjoycee.
Monday, October 09, 2006
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6:10 PM
my stupid darn computer died on me. oh man! this means no more late nights from watching dramas on my computer, for now. arrgh. was telling june just now that i wanna scold my computer. lol. and she said siao. haahas. and she added on, " you think you scold finish the comp, the comp will say sorry master and start working again arhs? " LOL. kinda true though.
been doing some researching on the uses of salt and i just realised that there are so many uses for salt! so cool! LOL.
i can't wait i can't wait i can't wait. LOL. for goong! it's showing in exactly, 32 minutes time. lala. SHIN! YUL! YAY!
i'll be going for the camp i guess. i guess it's all the mixed feelings. to go or not. yeahh, well since i managed to persuade WAN TING to go for the camp, i think i'll go. lol. else, i think WAN TING is gonna kill me and chop me up into pieces and cook curry! oops!=x
- jjoycee.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
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12:10 AM
i think i'm seriously hooked on Goong/ Princess Hours. i'm watching the drama yet again! LOL. and i'm still thinking of getting the vcd for it although mum was nagging at me telling me not to waste money as channel u will be screening the show.
NO ONE'S GONNA STOP ME FROM GETTING THE VCD! WAHAHAS. not even my mum. LOL.
something which made my day. a cheque for the freaking hard work i did at the stupid workplace for a day. i have cash now, although not a lot but wahahas!
and i'm seriously craving for ice cream, indian rojak, mee goreng, food from new york new york and the willy wonka caramel chocolate! and i just realised that
i need to go shopping! i wanna get that belt i saw at far east! LALA. i need to get a present! i want that adidas jacket!
- jjoycee.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
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10:34 PM
i'm getting all so emotional from Goong/Princess Hours. i cried till both my eyes were so swollen! AHHH!! lol. The drama is definitely worth watching! =) i think i'll most likely get the vcd, that is when i've the
kaching kaching again. LOL. ahh!
i LOVE SHIN AND YUL! THEY'RE SOOO HOT!! KIM JUNG HOON! JOO JI HOON! YOON EUN HYE! YUL! SHIN! CHAEGYUNG! my loves.i think this is such a random post. LOL.
- jjoycee.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
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10:19 PM
picture taken from wanling's blog. i think it pretty much sums up how i feel right now.
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10:06 PM
there are too many things that i want to say. but there's a part of me which does not want to say it out. DAMN, the mood swing has just gotten worse i think.
and to add on to my horrible mood swing, i'm missing amanda. =( DANG! i miss her so much. i missed the times that we had loads of fun together and doing all the crazy stuffs together.
i still remember the 'HOTDOG!'. LOL.
the feelings that i tried so hard to contain within,came back to me.the past that i tried to forget,is coming back to haunt me again.- jjoycee.
