i feel the immense pressure for me to perform well in my exam. i
WANT TO, but i'm lacking in the confidence. i just feel as though i've had not enough of practices. why did i ever agree to take my exams so early? DAMN.
i'm beginning to retract back into my own world. i'm happy about it though. no worries, no other thoughts that maybe i should try to fit in, no sadness. i'm just contented right now, really. and i've come to realise a fact.
maybe if you've never belonged there, you shouldn't try to fit in.cos it's gonna make you feel even worse.- jjoycee.
p.s back to piano practising.