Wednesday, August 30, 2006
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6:25 PM
BPM was one hella tough paper.
that stupid lecturer must be trying to kill us all.
arrggh.
DAMN.there goes another paper. =(
i'm so not looking forward to taking
the supplementry paper for this subject.
BOO. =/
on a brighter side, tmr is my last paper!
i'm so freaking glad.
=)
my long awaited hols, here i come!- jjoycee.
p.s SYSA is gonna be a killer, i think.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
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11:35 PM
been mugging the whole day.
nothing goes in.
i'm so dead tmr.
was re-watching CSI files.
i think Grissom is sooooo clever.
=)
uh-oh.
i think i injured my left hand in the
"tug of war" ytd.
shit, this is soooo bad.
- jjoycee.
Monday, August 28, 2006
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4:46 PM
one hour after electricity is back,
i'm sitting in front of the computer
unwilling to shut the computer down.
I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING!PLEASE CHASE ME TO STUDY!- jjoycee.
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3:34 PM
i've finally realised
the IMPORTANCE of electricity. Just a day without electricity might drive me crazy. No computer, no fan, no AIRCON, no TV, i can't imagine life without all these things.
Especially my tv, i can NEVER survive without TV. LOL.
i've got no mood to carry on studying.
no drive.
felt as though fri was the last paper ( it was the 3rd paper )
NO SENSE OF URGENCY TO STUDY!i'm already in my holiday mood. How bad can this be?
I WANNA START MUGGING! =)- jjoycee.
Friday, August 25, 2006
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6:55 PM
The girl jumped for joy when the paper was over. " Thank you Lord ", she whispered a slient prayer. The HORRENDOUS subject was finally over for her.3 down, 2 to go. I'm glad that CMSY is finally over. It has been been dreaded subject for me since term 1. I was never able to pass my paper. In a sense i was relieved because i need not take this subject anymore. I shall now leave everything to God. =)
I have to say something. The uniform is sooooo UGLY! AHHH! I look like a freaking auntie wearing the uniform. OH GOSH! Not gonna comment what the uniform is for but i just can't help it but to say, IT'S SOOO UGLY!
I'm looking forward to semestral break, my long awaited break. Got loads of events waiting for me, like the class chalet ( C156), sub-comm camp, S2006 (with much reluctance but at the thought of fireworks, everything is worthwhile) ,class chalet (4E3), shopping, catching up on books, DRAMA SHOWS! I can't wait to watch my HK drama serials, korean serials and many more!!!
alright, enough of day-dreaming.
back to mugging. =)
- jjoycee
Monday, August 21, 2006
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11:41 PM
" I will be your guardian angel. I will never let you cry. I will always be by your side. " adapted from save your last dance for me.OH MAN! it's soooo sweet.
i think i'll just melt if a guy says this to me.
thanks so much to my dear friends
who are so concerned about me. i love you loads!
- jjoycee.
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6:33 PM
The girl stood there with tears running down her cheek. Her facade had fell apart. exams are slowly drawing closer as the days pass by. I'm nervous and afraid. What's gonna happen? Am i gonna have to take the supplementry paper? Or am i gonna have to re-take the subject? I hate it when thoughts run wild in my mind.
sitting in front of the study table, with lecture notes all over my table and pens and highlighters somewhere among the papers. Yet, after staring at the notes for over an hour with not a single clue of what is going on, I gave up. " don't worry, you'll make it through. ", was the reply my friend gave while trying to console me. Will i ever make it through?
&now you see that things just aren't as simple as you think they were. - jjoycee.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
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12:13 AM
overwhelming emotions.
i feel like crying now.
i'm sorry, really sorry.
if it wasn't for me, you might have got a better grade.
lab test is gonna be such a screwed up one tmr.
- jjoycee.
Friday, August 18, 2006
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4:41 PM
guilt-stricken.
i'm so sorry.
i'm really sorry.
- jjoycee.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
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12:15 AM
in the midst of loads of uncertainty now.
don't really know if i made the correct decision
to actually come to this course.
maybe i did, maybe i didn't.
too many things, too little time.
it's best if it's left unsaid.
i never belonged there.
i hate this feeling.i hate this feeling.i hate this feeling.i hate this feeling.i hate this feeling.- jjoycee.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
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11:45 PM
MAY BABYStubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.Sharp thoughts. Easily angered.Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint.Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.Easily consoled.Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing.Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless.Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.LOL. the part about loves to dream is soooo true!
LOL.
- jjoycee.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
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9:04 PM
oh my gosh!
i think i'm going crazy over fireworks!
LOL.
i think it's really beautiful although
it's just for a moment.
went to the national stadium ytd.
i thought we would be able to watch the parade
there via the big screen but to my disappointment,
there wasn't any.
oh well!
stayed on to watch the fireworks anyway.
oh my! i thought they were soooo nice!
yes, not as nice the ones on sat&tues but
they were mesmerising enough to be able
to catch my attention.
i think i was soooo drawn to it.
LOL. =D
at the national stadium, memories came
back to me as i clearly remembered 2 years ago
i was performing at that very place as well.
to be honest, i still miss having the combined rehearsals
and the friends and instructors that i've known there.
i think despite the hot and humid weather that
we as participants had to suffer, we still
enjoyed one another's company.
oh, i forgot to mention.
some of the army guys were super good looking.
=)
hahaas.
- jjoycee.
Monday, August 07, 2006
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8:54 PM
The shoe that manda drew ferr me.
i loved it.
i'm gonna treasure it like nuts.
Credits from Rachel's blog.
Doesn't the firework look nice?
=)
- jjoycee.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
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10:41 PM
had high tea&dim sum at Goodwood Park Hotel ytd.
we had such a great time there,
eating.. and eating.. and still eating.
LOL.
i think that's wad we're all good at.
hahaas. =)
we took loads of pictures!
pictures to be posted up at a later date.we lied to manda about going home when
we actually went to esplanade to make a stuffed bear
for her. LOL.
and MANDA thought we really went home!!i saw the fireworks. it was mesmerising i swear.i was sooo captivated by it.oh man! i LOVE fireworks.saw amanda off today.
many of us were there.
church people, her friends and relatives.
i was trying so hard not to let the tears roll down my cheek.i was seriously trying.but i failed.
the moment prayer ended, manda started crying.
and i being the emotional one, couldn't hold
back my tears no longer and i cried while comforting her.
i miss the times that we spent together.i miss having the 7 of us in the 3rd level doing our study and having loads of fun talking stuffs.i miss her cheerful and look on the bright side character.i miss her, amanda tang shu yi.- jjoycee.
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12:27 AM
Thank goodness!
i'm soooooo freaking happy now.
After a long and stressful 15 weeks,
SYSA and BPM projects are finally done!
i tinkk i was freaking happy when
we handed in the report in.
PHEWS.
i can finally heave a sigh of relief.
LOL. no more SYSA and BPM.
shoo! get outta my life.
hahaas.
went ferr FOP on friday.
it was excellent.
went out with the ladies today to high tea at
Goodwood Park Hotel.
LOL.
we were soooo busy camwhoring.
lol.
manda's leaving tmr.
i'll miss her loads. =(
National day is approaching in like another
few more days.
anymore wanna go see fireworks?
LOL.
- jjoycee.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
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1:18 AM
it's a countdown of one day to the deadline of the
SYSA and BPM project.
tempers are rising and things go wrong at
THE WRONG TIME.
and i seriously mean at the wrong time.
my mind is in a swirl now.
nothing seems to be processing now.
I AM DEAD TIRED.sick and tired of having to always
chiong projects and having to redo them
over and over again.
i hate this.the mood swings are getting to me.
might be due to the tremendous stess
from the projects.
- jjoycee.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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9:02 PM
sadness overwhelmed me when i heard that
manda is gonna leave on the 6th aug which is,
this sunday.
although i knew from the start that the chances of her
going was pretty high but nonetheless i still hoped
that she'll stay.
i know all good things have to come to an end but one thing's
for sure, i know that the friendship that the 5 of us have will
never be forgotten.
sundays are gonna be so quiet without my dear amanda around.
i'm gonna miss ya girl.
