{ when time comes to a standstill.

Friday, July 28, 2006

{ freed on 12:52 AM

THINGS TO BE COMPLETED BY THIS WEEK

- BBfin Article
- 3 Activity diagram
- 3 use case narratives
- 1 use case glossary
- Class diagram
- SYSA reflections
- BPM report
- BPM reflections
- BPM storyline
- BPM organisation chart
- BPM swimlane diagram

i can almost feel myself suffocating to death right now.
it is unbearable.
please anyone, take me away from thie evil nightmare of work.
i can't take it anymore. =(
and the best thing of all is that,
my right eyelid is swollen and it hurts.
WADDAHELL.

- jjoycee.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

{ freed on 10:52 PM

a small little incident happened today between my mum&i.
but it was alright after that. =)
anyway, i was at fault too. LOL.

went jogging after school.
jogged 4 rounds.
it's an acheivement to me considering that i don't go
jogging often. lol.
anyway, played b-ball with the guys.
technically speaking, it wasn't really b-ball.
we were just training our shooting.
LOL.
i got stucked at one point for a LONG LONG TIME
and i was soooooo fed up. lol.
was disturbing wan ting while playing too.
i think i was pretty mean. =(
lol. sorry wan ting!

with all my projects nearing it's due date,
there are more things that needs to be done.
THE HEAT IS ON.
everything is starting to pile up.
projects, assignment.
i need a breather.
it feels as though i can't breathe now.

printed out my exam timetable.
it's gonna be in one month time.
i need to start mugging.
i don't wanna get the EXACT SAME GRADES
as i got for the term test cos it was
such a disappointment to me.
and i don't wanna be taking a sub paper too.
i have to stop procrastinating and
start buring myself in my lecture notes&textbooks.

I FREAKING HELL NEED TIME TO STUDY.

- jjoycee.

Monday, July 24, 2006

{ freed on 6:27 PM

wan ting was nagging at me,
asking me to update my blog. =p
LOL.
wan ting, i TOO LAZY TO UPDATE LARX. =p

went to aunty yee tiang's home for gathering.
we ate, and then played with charmaine's toys.
LOL.
and there was a small vacuum cleaner!
sooooo cute! i was very fascinated.
LOL.

LOL. ain't that vacuum cleaner cute? lol.

and there was a small broom as well!

i tinkk i look absolutely spastic in this picture.

"CHEAP AUNTY " services.

pls call 98765432 for more enquires.

we do anything.

from moping the floor to vacuuming the floor. =)

LOL.=p

ben&jerry's ice cream from friday.

i'm absolutely HOOKED to it now. LOL.

- jjoycee.

Friday, July 21, 2006

{ freed on 10:17 PM

This post is dedicated to wan ting who has been asking us to update.
LOL.

it was such a frenzy day for me i guess.
the deadline for CMSY final report was today at 5pm.
not forgetting, i had my CMSK conversation assessment.
AHHHH!!!!
i couldn't even breathe.
everything went wrong at the WRONG TIME.
i forgot to fill in some parts of my CMSY report and
at 3.54pm i had to walk as quick as i could to the bookstop which
was sooooooooooooo freaking far away to get white paper to print.
=/
i think i became very paranoid about the whole project.
i was sooooo stressed by the whole report.
=(

the plus point was that, i finally bought ben&jerry's ice cream from
CHEERS. LOL. YAY!!!!!! =)
cookie dough just rawks my socks. =)
after rotting, june and i decided to go look ferr han&joo.
they were playing badminton by the way.
anyway, went to the sports complex to look ferr them.
didn't find them at the tennis court but i saw my eyecandy instead.
i was a little surprised too at first.
lol.

LOL. i have the sudden urge to go jogging and play captain's ball.
anyone wanna join????

- jjoycee.
p.s i'm a happy and relieved girl now. =)

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

{ freed on 10:41 PM

i just realised that my previous post was
superrrr... saddening. lol.
i don't know why but i think i was feeling really down yesterday.
alright, enough of that. lol.
something to make me happy, i got into intsc sub comm.
LOL. actually the eight of us all got into intsc sub comm.
ain't that great!

another thing to make me happy, i saw my eyecandy
today. =)) lol.
the not so important point is that i see him almost everyday.
=D
oops! =x

i've finally changed my blogskin.
after such a long long time. =)
and i love it!

- jjoycee.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

{ freed on 9:16 PM

after listening to what wan ting said today,
i realised that guys just aren't sensitive to girls' feelings.
okie, maybe not all the guys but some.
they don't put themselves in our shoes and
spare a thought for us.
why is this so? =(

was talking to the girls during our 1 hour break and
we were talking about some stuff when it suddenly
struck me that i was still not over ATM when i
thought i was.
=(
it's been.. 2 years and i'm still holding on.
the unhappy moments that i've been trying
to forget has still been haunting me.
i thought i've moved on, however,
it doesn't seem so. =(
ok, maybe i'm slowly moving on but part of me
still cherish the hope of returning to the past.
=(
shit, this post has become so saddening.

the incident that happened on friday left me a
big impact.
i can't seem to explain why but no matter how
much i try to forget, it justs haunts me.
DAMN.
maybe it was a wrong decision to go to the concert
on friday after all.

- jjoycee.

Friday, July 14, 2006

{ freed on 11:54 PM

i don't understand anything abut short term financing!
i seriously think i need help now.
the use case disgram isn't finished yet.
EVERYTHING ISN'T GOING WELL.
that pretty much sums up how stressed i am now.

the 8 of us, joo,han,miie,yanda,junxuan,derick,shawn and ahmad
went for the INTSC sub comm interview.
LOL
never thought that i would go for such an interview.
LOL.
had loads of fun though.
we danced the TP mass dance and chicky dance! wee~
wasn't that great! oh my!
my interview was pretty quick though. LOL.
i came out in like around 5 mins at most. lol.
and yes, the 8 of us arrived extremely late ferr CMSY tut.
oops! =x

met up with belle and wanling to go for the concert.
the concert was... pretty alright i guess.
Parvinder kaur was damn funny. LOL.
concert ended.
some unexpected things happened and
yes, i dun wish to elaborate any further.
i'm feeling so ...............................................
till then, adios.

- jjoycee.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

{ freed on 7:16 PM

World Cup is over.
No more late nights now.
LOL. =)

went for the S2006 uniform fitting.
like oh my gosh, it's so ugly.
oops! =x
the pants can't be worn at hip level.
i have to wear all the way until waist level.
how yucky is that and it's so baggy!
=(

skipped modern dance, yet again.
was too lazy to go after the S2006 uniform fitting.
i sometimes wonder whether i should continue with modern dance.
i feel like joining a sport instead.
in the midst of considering if i should join INTSC.
should i? or should i not?

TPSS is having their 20th celebration this year and as part of
the celebration, they're having a concert tmr.
i'm going.
however, i just find it so freaking dumb that they
don't allow denim skirt.
like excuse me, you said smart casual.
what's wrong with denim skirt.
i don't give a hoot anyway.
i'm just gonna wear a denim skirt there. =)
anyway, rules are meant to be broken, aren't they?

shit.
i'm starting to miss ATM again.
=(
i thought i completely forgot about him already!
freak. =(

- jjoycee.

Friday, July 07, 2006

{ freed on 11:20 PM

sigh. =(
after reading her blog, i kinda feel quite guilty.
i tinkk i was just considering about my feelings and not others.
i tinkk i made her feel that way.
oh man!
i seriously didn't mean it.
i'm sorrie. =(
i admit that i'm in the wrong.
pls forgive miie will ya?
=(

results are bad burt with some unexpected grades.

PRSP - 33 /50 (C+)
SYSA 37 /50 (B)
BBFin - 27/40 (C+)
CMSY - 19/40 (F)
BPM - 26.5/40 (C+)

surprisingly, i got a B ferr SYSA which i seriously did not expect it.
and yes, that stupid 6 marks question that i screwed up cost miie
an A ferr my BPM. =(
if i had gotten this kind of grades fer secondary school,
i tinkk i'll juz probably die of happiness.
imagine this, all my grades are B3 and above except ferr that one failure.
burt nonetheless, i still wasn't contented with these grades.
this wasn't very best effort that i've put in.
and the fact that classmates around miie are all scoring As and B+s makes
miie feel so freaking ashamed of my results.
=(
i hate this kind of feeling.

- jjoycee.
p.s i need time to study!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

{ freed on 6:37 PM

i love being alone.
it gives me time to think about wad has been going on in
my life.
it was juz yesterday that i sat down to ponder over stuffs.
i looked back and reflected and realised that..
i've really grown up.
sometimes, i love being a small kiddo
again.
Seeing the small kids play and laugh,
i envy them a lot.
it's not that i don't have a happy childhood
but it's just that.. maybe things have changed i guess.

i just feel so bad not being able to turn up for
the dates i have with my girls.
i've just been too busy with school that i realised
i've neglected them.
even though they say that it's alright,
somehow or rather i juz feel so bad.

oh well.

- jjoycee.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

{ freed on 12:54 PM

i'm so freaking upset right now.
ENGLAND LOST. =(
wad on earth was frank lampard doing?
he gave away so many balls!
AHHH!!

how could this have happened?
=((
oh man, and the best thing is brazil lost to france as well.
like wth?

i'm just so upset that i can't concentrate on my work now. =(
read the papers about the match.
steven gerrard & frank lampard - mature club play burt immature countey players.
that's soooo wrong!
i so do not agree with that.
at least steven gerrard didn't give away the ball so many times.
frank lampard did!
therefore my conclusion now is
frank lampard - looks hot burt is of no use.

- jjoycee.
p.s can anyone cure the unhappiness i'm having now?

Saturday, July 01, 2006

{ freed on 10:44 PM

i can't wait for the england vs. portugal match!
it's starting like in another, 15 more minutes.
WEE!

england must win!
i'm rooting ferr england to win.
crouch is playing.
ain't that great!

ENGLAND, ENGLAND ALL THE WAY!!
ENGLAND MUST WIN!

i hope gerrard plays. =))

- jjoycee.