bio test was gr8 i suppose. juz hope that i dunch fail this test. bcuz i'm gonna fail myy homeostasis test. yeahh. loads of tests comingg. chi common test tml. sighs. chem test this week. next week a maths test. that's ferr all now. failedd myy physics test. careless mistakes. yeahh. burt i gotta admit too. i didn't really stardie. bcuz i remembered that we had our test on tues andd dere was also chi test. sho yeahh, i stardied ferr chi instead of physics. gonna stardies ferr chem. dunch wanna fail again.
mood swing ish gettingg betterr i guess. not too tempermental this few daes. burt i'm still actingg nonchalant abt some stuff. loads of things habb happenedd. dunchh wanna elaborate. long story. sighs =( whyy can't dere be a no-trouble life. feelingg stress too. myy stardies are not improving. okie, maybe itz improvingg byy a little. burt i'm still not satisfiedd wibb myyself. whyy can't i juz habb da motivation to stardie.? seeingg sarahh sho hardworkingg, i juz feel sho ashamedd of myyself. jan has already gona by. soon, feb ishh gonna go too. i'm left wibb 8 months to stardie. i'm gonna stardie. this ishh gonna be a changingg point. i will stardie. i'm not gonna throw away myy future. i wanna stardie andd get good grades. do myyslef proud. dens at least i'll be able to feel a sense of accomplishment when i get myy results backk. mid year ishh in may. gonna buckk upp. gonna aim ferr a 20 andd below ferr myy mid yearr andd a 11 ferr Os. gonna aim. =) wish miie all da best.
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