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Friday, December 31, 2004

{ freed on 7:15 AM

see..?i toldd ya that i'll be backk to blogg on myy 2nd part..sho here im noww..tadaa~kaes kaes..wee~wantan mee cum backk le..hmph..toopidd wantan mee..bluff miie..sae wanna bringg da snoww backk ferr miie to see dens neberr bringg backk..hmphh.!!dunchh wanna talkk to euu le..bleahh..nahh..juz kiddin..im not that pettyy..kaes kaes..burt waddeverr it ish..welcum backk myy dear wantan mee..oops.!!ishh wan ling..hahaas..

kaes kaes..time past sho fast..itz alreadyy da endd of da yearr. to miie..thiss yearr hass been full of ups andd downs ferr miie..i've experiencedd lots of things this yearr. well..a.t came backk andd yeahh..i startedd fallingg ferr himm..i neberr everr thot that i'll fall ferr himm burt who noes.?yeahh..well..that periodd of time was myy most memorable time andd precious time to miie..i cans still rememberr his smile..howw he mesmerise miie when he ran duringg this year's sports dae..i cans still rememberr da dae he left skool andd neberr came backk againn..i guess that muz be da most painful thing i everr experiencedd..i admit that when he left skool..i was totallyy upset..andd from dens on..i was neberr da gerr i usedd to be..i made upp myy mindd to forget himm..burt i couldn't..i couldn't bearr to do sho..i ppromise da gerrs that i'll forget about himm..burt i broke myy ppromise..till this dae..i haben been able to forget himm..i wanna runn awayy from realityy..bcuz realityy hurts..

student leaders trainingg came. i went to cca branchh wibb belle,shu hui andd cheryl. we were selectedd to go dere..to learn da steps ferr da ndp andd dens hadd da responsibiltyy of teachingg da steps to our juniors when we went backk. duringg da four daes dere at cca branch,i veryy muchh enjoyedd it burt at da same time..i was habouringg da hope of seeingg a.t dere..well..myy wish didn't came throughh..i didn't see himm dere..burt..it was at that place where it markedd da start of new friendships ferr us.at da endd of da fourr daes..we were sho reluctant to leave..burt as much as we know..we wouldd meet one anotherr again..

i could still vividly rememberr wadd happenedd on da fourth dae of our student leaders practice.
it was myy burfdae, 27th of may. as usual..we met outside of skool at da main gate dere..andd i was surprisedd byy da gerrs wibb a bigg prezzie. i kindaa guess that they would wanna take revenge on miie since i did da same thing to cheryl that time duringg herr burfdae..well..i carriedd that bigg prezzie all da wae to cca branchh. euu shouldd habb seen howw embarrassedd i was. imagine carryingg a bigg prezzie dere andd when you step into da room.. some pple givingg you weirdd stares..oh well..andd that was da only burfdae that i would rememberr..cheryl andd belle bought a cake ferr miie. andd yeahh, i was touchedd.

ndp practices or euu would cal combinedd rehearsals came. we hadd to teach da students da dance steps. it was a moment filledd wibb frustration andd angerr ferr miie when they couldn't rememberr da steps. yeahh, i would alwaes scold dem. cum to tinkk of it..i guess it was veryy wrongg of miie to habb scoldedd dem. andd it was duringg da combinedd rehearsals that some of us got to know ourr marshal, mr chua wei xiang. combinedd rehearsals were filledd wibb funn andd laughterr..andd sometimes scoldings from ourr conductorr bcuz we didn't do veryy well. da very first outdoor combinedd rehearsal was on sundae 27th of june. it was a battle of us dancingg ourr steps correctlyy andd da temperature. byy da time we came backk to skool..it was alreadyy late..andd most of da choirr members were all sun burnt includingg miie.. we hadd practices ferr 2 consecative sundaes andd i missedd churchh. i greww darkerr of course. subsequentlyy..ourr combinedd rehearsals were on sat..andd that took upp da whole dae..byy da time we got home..it would usually be around 10 plus..ourr veryy first performance was on da 10th of july, n.e showw. i was nervous as i was standingg in da very first row. it turnedd out fine andd afterr da n.e showw..dere was a post parade partyy to keep us busy while da pri-skool students left da stadium. i couldd rememberr that it was very late when we left da stadium. byy da time we reachedd skool, it was already 12 plus.. everyone was deadd beat..not to mention..sleepyy..it was also at ndp that i thot i likedd someone. hehees..every weekk..i lookedd forward to goingg ferr combinedd rehearsals juz sho that i cans see that someone. hahaas..cum to tinkk of it..i was sho foolish at that time. da bigg dae finallyy arrivedd..as muchh as we would all want to continue wibb da practice..dere wasn't anymore. we put on our best performance andd did ourr veryy best. afterr practisingg ferr sho long..ourr efforts were paidd off.. we partiedd afterr ndp as dere was a post parade partyy. we left da stadium wibb memories that we will treasure.

i thot i'll neberr be able to see that someone afterr ndp burt i saww himm. i was shockedd andd happyy when i saww himm. yupp. cum to tinkk of it..i ought to thankk mr hafiz..bcuz if weren't ferr himm..i wouldn't habb stae in skool to finishh upp myy bio stuff..andd i would habb gone ferr myy piano lessons. that dae was also a special date. it was fridae da 13th. that's whyy.

dere came da sec 2 camp. acquaintances were beingg made. i learnt howw to belay people. andd yupp..it was definitelyy funn andd enjoyable. =) andd yet again..i was sun burnt..hahaas..

dere came probs..it affectedd friendships. itz a long storyy though..i wouldn't want to pen it all down here. itz too long. probs came one afterr anotherr..dere was a familyy prob too. burt we survivedd it as a familyy..andd it was all thanks to godd..ferr givingg us da strength to go on..

this yearr has beenn reallyy memorable ferr miie..bcuz it was this yearr that i learnt sho many things..i've learnt howw to be strongg in times of despairr andd sadness..andd to let go off things whichh neberr belongedd to miie in da first place. 2004 has been a memorable andd unforgettable yearr ferr miie..

next upp..new year resolutions..!!stayy tunedd.
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Monday, December 27, 2004

{ freed on 3:35 PM

backk to bloggingg againn..hmmm..kindaa realisedd that i habb been bloggingg this feww weeks..yeahh..hahaas..hmmm..firstlyy..

HAPPY BURFDAE RACHEL.!!!

kaes kaes..todayy..i felt that da message was pretty meaningful..it was da yearr endd message..it was pretty meaninggful..yeahh..thanksgivingg..sho..i'm gonna thankk everyone who habb made a difference in myy life this yearr..

serene chia sing yin: alwaes myy crazyy partnerr..reallyy wanna sae a bigg thank you to you ferr alwaes beingg dere ferr mie wheneverr i was down..andd especiallyy afterr a.t went off..i guess no words can express howw thankful im ferr havingg you as myy bestie buddy..thank you..!!

annabelle yang xiao ying: annabellos.!!kaes kaes..shan't make funn of yourr name anymore..hehees..heyy..i dunchh noes wederr you will readd this burt yeahh..i reallyy wanna sae a biggie thanx to you..ferr helpingg mie out wibb myy bio wheneverr i dunchh understandd..andd yeahh..homeworkk too..thanx ferr beingg dere ferr mie wheneverr i was down andd also duringg da period afterr a.t went off..thank you.!!

lee wan ling: wantan mee..!! hehees..muz be enjoyingg da snoww noww in nyc..burt oh well..you owe mie da chocs..hahaas..kaes kaes..i muz reallyy sae a huge thank you to you..yourr advice to mie didn't really workk out burt i reallyy appreciate it..like wadd i wans to sae..a biggie thanx ferr beingg dere ferr mie..especiallyy duringg da period when a.t went off..thanx.!!

to serene,belle andd wanling ; heyy..really a biggie thanx..i reallyy appreciate wadd you all habb done ferr mie..ferr beingg dere ferr mie when a.t went off..i noes i told ya gerrs that i'll keep himm in myy heart andd no one will replace himm..yeahh..i'm really sorrie burt i couldn't achieve it..i still miss himm like nuts..i'm really sorrie..i told ya gerrs that i'll move on burt i juz can't..i still like himm..althoughh i noes that itz impossible between us burt yeahh..i juz can't let himm go..sho i'm veryy sorrie..okie okie..thanx ferr also goingg nuts wibb mie..i noes you gerrs alwaes habb to bear wibb this nut case here goingg madd..althoughh maybe sometimes i may drive you gerrs nuts as well..burt yeahh..hehees..sho really a biggie thanx to ya gerrs..muacks.!

verrine:myy foreverr crazyy mei mei..hahaas..thanx ferr alwaes goingg nuts wibb mie when serene..belle andd wantan mee didn't wanna go nuts wibb mie..thanx ferr bringingg laughterr into myy life..reallyy cherishh this jie mei relationshipp a lot..andd i'm sorrie ferr makingg you becum da middle person between cheryl andd us..i'm reallyy sorrie abt it..ppromise mie that ya live happily andd dunchh forget mie even afterr i graduate kaes.?? - jie meis foreverr -

kelvin hungg kee xiang: i dunchh noes wederr you'll readd this burtt yeahh..thanx..ferr givingg mie advices wheneverr i neededd them..andd also consolingg mie when a.t went off..andd yeahh..ferr beingg da jokerr alwaes..thanx =)

sarahh: heyy gerr..thanx ferr alwaes goingg nuts wibb mie..i reallyy appreciate that =)

jeanette: hmmm...a simple thanx ferr beingg myy friend. =)

rachel:hahaas..thanx ferr everythingg..andd yeahh..it will be alrite kaes..??lookk on da bright side =)

celenaa: thanx ferr beingg myy roommate at IMH..reallyy appreciate that..andd ferr alwaes lightingg upp myy sundae wibb yourr smile..

joyce: thanx ferr alwaes beingg sho crazyy andd yet funny at da same time..reallyy happyy to habb gotten to know you..godd bless =)

wei xiang: hmmm...guess you wun be able to readd this burt yeahh..didn't regret knowingg you..hahaas..thanx ferr alwaes bearingg wibb all myy crapp andd ferr bringingg myy skool to combinedd rehearsals..andd yeahh..thanx ferr helpingg mie to keepp myy secret =)

farahh: myy crazyy cum dissingg partnerr..hmmm..kindaa miss da times when we talkedd in class as well as dissingg some pple we didn't like..hehees..miss those times..hahaas..burt fearr not..we can start dissingg pple againn when skool reopens..andd yeahh..thanx ferr beingg sho crazyy wibb mie..hahaas..lurbb ya gerr *muacks* i noes wadd you are gonna sae sho yeahh..i'm not a les..

i wanna sae a biggie thanx to myy familyy ferr alwaes beingg dere ferr mie no matterr wadd happens..andd i wanna sae a biggie sorrie to myy parents..i noes i habb been veryy tempermental at times andd myy tone of voice mayy soundd rude..thanx ferr bearingg wibb all myy nonsense..thanx ferr bearingg wibb myy temperr..thanx ferr bringg mie to this worldd..andd yeahh..also a biggie thanx to myy bro..althouggh we alwaes quarrel burt thanx..ferr beingg myy bro..

lastlyy..i reallyy wanna thankk godd..ferr makingg this yearr such a memorable one..i reallyy wanna thankk godd ferr protectingg this familyy..ferr showingg mie that you are real in myy life..andd ferr guidingg mie throughh all this while..thankk you godd.!!

i'm sorrie if i've missedd out anyone..will continue myy part two..sho out i go noww..

*poOf*

Sunday, December 26, 2004

{ freed on 3:32 PM

ITZ CHRISTMAS.!! ITZ CHRISTMAS.!! ITZ CHRISTMAS.!! =D ho ho ho..merry christmas..kaes kaes...firstlyy...merry christmas to all of you out dere..although you can't hear mie sayingg this to you burt yeahh..hehees..

went to meet serene andd belle todayy..to exchange prezzies as well as eat..hehees..lalaas~kaes kaes..afterr that went to walkk aroundd andd went home..went to churchh afterr that andd yeahh..hmmm..rach looks good in da halterr dress..andd yepp..everyone was dressedd sho nice..kaes kaes..i was wearingg heels todayy..surprisedd huhh.?hahaas..we went out afterr churchh service..mie..sarahh..rachel..amandaa andd victoriaa..we went to da esplanade..hahaas..took some pics dere..went to da roof terrace..afterr that we walkedd to merlion parkk and took some more photos..hehees..we then settledd down at bakers inn andd enjoyedd da cheesecake dere..hahaas..amandaa was sho funny..yeahh..it was gettin late sho all of us went home..hahaas..

lets see..hmmm..itz like 1/2 an hourr more to rachel's burfdae..happie burfdae in advance gerr..hope you enjoy yourr dae tml..err..yeahh..i will be seeingg herr tml too..hahaas..kaes kaes..gotta go noww..buh byez..

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Saturday, December 25, 2004

{ freed on 6:41 AM

I WANS MYY HAIRR BACKK.!!!sobx sobx..darn..myy hairr looks like shit noww..real shit..i can't tie myy hairr..that's ferr sure..i shouldn't habb told the aunt that i dunch wanna tie myy hairr..i shouldd habb juz sae i wans to tie..arrghh.!!sho pple..if you see mie wibb myy neww hairr..dunchh askk..it juz look sho bleahh noww..

Friday, December 24, 2004

{ freed on 8:37 AM

im here bloggingg againn..serene saes all of us neberr update ourr blogg..hehees..well..serene..i'm superr lazyy to update larx..heheees..yupp..chritmas ishh in like 3 daes time..goshh..!!i'm sho lookingg forwardd to it =) lalaas~

went to skool ferr da sec 1 orientation juz noww..sighs..it was absolutelyy boringg..juz standd dere andd gibb out flyerrs or pamphlets..or waddeverr you cal it..finishh givingg out da flyerrs..went to plan da treasure huunt..hehees..da games are gonna be sho cool..woohoo.!too badd i can't plae..hehees..burt might as well..lalaas~hehees..sho pple..dunchh complainn abt da games..itz gonna be absolutelyy funn..yupp =)

went to catchh kung fu hustle juz noww..well..itz not reallyy THAT fantastic..norr is it really that funnyy or hilarious if you wouldd sae..yeahh..myy advice..dunchh catchh that movie..

saww farahh afterr da movie..when belle andd i was goingg to eat..hahaas..farahh's myy crazyy cum crappyy partnerr..wahahas.!!yeahh..i readd herr blogg..hahaas..hmmm..cal justin toh..wahahas..she noes that i'll be laughingg when i readd herr blog..wahahas..see..that's myy crazyy partnerr..muahahas..

oh well..gonna go orchardd laterr to see myy grandmaa singingg..yeahh..gotta go noww..buh byez.

*poOf*

Monday, December 20, 2004

{ freed on 4:15 PM

woodbridge ishh myy second home..anyone agrees to this statement made by..mie.??okie okie..hehees..nothingg much thoughh..hmmm...serene ishh cummin backk tml i tinkk..yupp..sighs..wantedd to askk herr,bellos andd verr to go out wed burt sighs..i can't..got meetingg on wedd andd thurs..yeahh..we are way way way..too farr behindd time..yeahh..habb to rush the stuff noww..sighs..im gonns sho busyy again.!!andd yeahh..i haben plan the treasure hunt route wibb belle yet..sighs..im gonna go nuts soon..oh..wait.!!i habb alreadyy gone nuts..ahh.!!wadd am i talkingg abt..!!okie fine..waddever..heyy..i've really got nothingg muchh to talkk abty sho im gonna sign off kaes..?wannaa goi watchh inuyasha..hehees..

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

{ freed on 2:31 PM

due to da overwhelmingg responses of pple askingg mie to uppdate myy blogg..sho here i am updatingg..tadaa~okie okie..i noes this ishh crapp..

hmmm..serene's overseas noww..wanlingg ishh still in nyc..sho that leaves mie andd belle..sobx sobx..i wonderr when can i go out again..franklyy speakingg..i didn't go out that much as any other hols this time..i am alwaes at home..at myy home sweet home..yupp..it seems as though i've becum a good gerr..not goingg out that often anymore..hahaas..see..?im suchh a good gerr..wahahas*ducks da egg thrown at mie*hehees..

yayy.!i've finallyy bought finish all myy prezzies..hmmm..a lot of myy brain cells muz habb diedd bcuz of da tinkingg..andd sobx sobx..i spent quite a lot this time..im almost broke noww..yupp..andd yeahh..guess wadd..i juz rememberredd that i've still gotta buyy some peple's burfdae prezzie..not forgettin..myy dadd..ouchh.!myy pocket hass a real bigg hole noww..sighs..

well..i'll be quite busyy this week..gotta go ferr practice on mon ferr carollingg..dens i've got tuition on tues..wed ishh free.. gotto go backk to skool on thurs..fri goingg carolingg..sat..CHRISTMAS.!!yeahh..burt sadd to sae..da yearr ishh cummin to an endd too..sighs..gonna miss this yearr sho muchh..sho manyy things happen this yearr..itz like..itz was juz not long ago that i went ferr myy student leaders trainingg..andd noww..itz alreadyy da endd of da yearr..time passes sho fast..gotta go noww..will update if i want to..hehees..sho happy waitingg ferr myy next uppdate kaes.? * muacks

signingg off jjoycee- out.!
tataa.
buh byez.
takkaire =)
adios amigos.

disappearingg.
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gOne.
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Friday, December 10, 2004

{ freed on 3:42 AM

heyy..im backk again to blogg..I WANS 7610.!!!i wans that hpp..itz got mp3..video..andd wadd's more..itz camera ishh 1 megapixel..annabelle habb got that hpp alreadyy..hers ishh the white wibb gold one..bcuz dere isn't the blackk wibb pinkk..i wans the blackk wibb pinkk.!!!oh well..i dunch mindd if i get the same colourr as belle..or the blackk wibb gold..burt i still wans myy blackk wibb pinkk..hehees..belle ishh the first to get the hpp..hmmm..noww itz left wibb mie..serene..andd wan lingg..i dunch noes if i cans change myy hpp this christmas or not..bcuz if i wans to change myy hpp..i'll habb to sign anotherr 2 more years of contract wibb singtel..andd if i wans to sign anotherr 2 years contract ferr myy m1..i'll habb to wait ferr like..2 more months..yeahh..sho...haiz..troublesome mie..hehees.. oh well..btw..i've changedd myy blogskin..finallyy huh.?hehees..nice.??

signingg off jjOycee- out.!
tataa.
buh byez.

disappearingg.
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gOne.
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

{ freed on 7:02 AM

heyy..afterr not bloggingg ferr like quite some time..i've decidedd to blogg againn..hehees..pple muz be dyingg to readd myy post the minute i post this upp..hehees..okie okie..i kindaa didn't felt like bloggingg..veryy lazyy to uppdate..hehees..

yeahh..im backk from myy overseas tripp alreadyy..i went to beijingg..surprisedd huh.?hahaas..i neberr everr thought that i would go to chinaa..i guess it was okie..it was winterr dere burt nope..i didn't get to see snoww..it will onlyy start snowingg in mid decemberr..yeahh..hmmm..the toilet dere was still..ehem ehem..yeahh..some old folks dunch close the toilet doorr..yahh..burt yeahh..everydayy..dere's boundd to be fish ferr meals..andd it sho happens that the fish will be the onlyy dish that's untouchedd..yeahh..dere's too manyy fine bones..that's whyy..hehees..andd yeahh..i climbedd the great wall of chinaa..hehees..lalaas..

okie okie..enuff of myy tripp..been slackingg ferr the past feww weeks...haben hit myy books yet..gonna habb to start doingg sho..went to watch the incredibles yesterdae wibb myy parents..i muz sae..itz a nice movie..i like jac jac andd violet..hahaas..sho cool..andd sho funnyy..
yeahh..im crazyy over inuyasha noww..wahahas.!!itz sho funnyy..inuyasha ishh sho sweet andd yet violet at times..hahaas..burt yeahh..hehees..he likes kikyo..burt doesn't want to admit...hahaas..burt on the otherr handd..i like kagome betterr..hehees.."sit sit sit sit"wahahas..sho funnyy..hahaas..yeahh..shippo's sho cute..kawaii nehs =) hahaas..i lurbb shippo.!!hahaas..

hmmm..didn't manage to catch singapore idol bcuz i was not in singapore..taufikk won..hmmm..well..although taufikk won the singapore idol burt im sure that to manyy pple out dere especiallyy sylvesterr fans..he ishh alreadyy an idol in their hearts..well..i wouldn't reallyy considerr sylvesterr as myy idol as christians are not supposedd to habb any idols..yeahh..burt i admire sylvesterr ferr his singing style..his rockk style..yeahh..

wan lingg went to nyc alreadyy..she's gonna be backk like afterr christmas..yeahh..speakingg of christmas..it nearingg soon..i've got plentyy of presents to buyy..gonna be very broke this time..sighs..

oh well..gtg noww..
tataa.
buh byez.
takkaire =)

signingg off jjOycee- out.!
disappearingg.
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gOne.
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