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? flying high .
that silly lady.

joyce.
fireworks are love.
sparklers light up the darkness admist the darkness.

i'll run away from reality.



? whispers the secret .
quietly and silently.


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? letting go .
set them free.

celena.
rachel.
sarah.
amanda.
june.
celine.
wanling.
cheryl.

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
{ freed on 10:26 PM

back.!! listeningg to ren wo ao you noww the full versionn..hehees..askk rineverr's darlingg to send mie the song..in case if you people are curious to noes who ishh rineverr's darlingg..itz eugene..yeahh.

kaes kaes..hmmm..i finallyy realisedd howw myy parents felt when i liedd to them andd when they find out abt the lie..the feelingg ishh...terrible..disappointment..angry andd yet upset..pissedd and yet..i dunch noes..the feelingg ishh juz terrible.. dere isn't a wordd to express this kind of feelingg..i guess i really habb to start beingg honest wibb myyself andd to myy parents..feel kinda gultyy ferr lyingg to them abt stuffs..yeahh. reallyy hope that theyy will forgibb mie..andd yeahh..im reallyy remorseful ferr myy actions.. =(

itz time that i should be honest wibb myyself.. i habb been juz usingg *himm* as a replacment fer a.t.m..usingg *himm* to forget abt a.t.m..itz veryy unfairr to myyself andd yahh *himm*..feel sho darn badd abt it..whyy can't i juz be truthful to myyself..i've juz been runningg awayy from realityy..runningg from..everythingg..tellingg myyself that i lurbb *himm* burt yeahh. sighs..i dunch wans to tinkk abt it anymore..

signingg off jjOycee- out.!
tataa.
buh byez.
adios amigos.
takkaire =)

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disappearedd.
gOne.
*poOf*