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? flying high .
that silly lady.

joyce.
fireworks are love.
sparklers light up the darkness admist the darkness.

i'll run away from reality.



? whispers the secret .
quietly and silently.


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? letting go .
set them free.

celena.
rachel.
sarah.
amanda.
june.
celine.
wanling.
cheryl.

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Sunday, November 28, 2004
{ freed on 4:55 AM

IM BACKK.!!!yeahh..i've been MIA..MISSINGG IN ACTION..hehees..i'll explainn..myy comp ishh down..once again..sighs..hahaas..yeahh..the dumbb wireless internet connection juz can't workk..arrgghh..yeahh..sho i can't update myy blogg..hehees..andd yeahh..im going overseas tonitex..lalaas..hehees..sho yeahh..i'll update todayy andd poof im gone again..hehees..

yeahh..sylvesterr ishh in the topp 2..franklyy..i didn't expect himm to get in..i was expectingg himm to be votedd out..i wantedd olindaa to be in insteadd..shockedd huh.?burt yeahh..nbms..no matterr who wins the singapore idol..theyy are alreadyy ourr idols..slyvesterr vs taufikk..itz gonna be a showndown between rockk andd r&b..yeahh..burt yeahh..i can't watchh it becuz im gonna be overseas..
sobx sobx..hahaas..

everyone's goingg overseas..includingg mie..hehees..heardd from rineverr that jieyi habb gone overseas..im goingg overseas tonitex..yeahh..tml ishh sarahh's turnn..hahaas..wan tan mee ishh goingg nyc too..ehh..i dunch noes when..hehees..

kaes kaes..i got to go noww..buh byez..

signingg off..jjOycee- out.!!
tataa.
buh byez.
takkaire =)

disappearingg.
disappearedd.
gOne.
*poOf*


Tuesday, November 09, 2004
{ freed on 10:26 PM

back.!! listeningg to ren wo ao you noww the full versionn..hehees..askk rineverr's darlingg to send mie the song..in case if you people are curious to noes who ishh rineverr's darlingg..itz eugene..yeahh.

kaes kaes..hmmm..i finallyy realisedd howw myy parents felt when i liedd to them andd when they find out abt the lie..the feelingg ishh...terrible..disappointment..angry andd yet upset..pissedd and yet..i dunch noes..the feelingg ishh juz terrible.. dere isn't a wordd to express this kind of feelingg..i guess i really habb to start beingg honest wibb myyself andd to myy parents..feel kinda gultyy ferr lyingg to them abt stuffs..yeahh. reallyy hope that theyy will forgibb mie..andd yeahh..im reallyy remorseful ferr myy actions.. =(

itz time that i should be honest wibb myyself.. i habb been juz usingg *himm* as a replacment fer a.t.m..usingg *himm* to forget abt a.t.m..itz veryy unfairr to myyself andd yahh *himm*..feel sho darn badd abt it..whyy can't i juz be truthful to myyself..i've juz been runningg awayy from realityy..runningg from..everythingg..tellingg myyself that i lurbb *himm* burt yeahh. sighs..i dunch wans to tinkk abt it anymore..

signingg off jjOycee- out.!
tataa.
buh byez.
adios amigos.
takkaire =)

disappearingg.
disappearedd.
gOne.
*poOf*


Monday, November 08, 2004
{ freed on 9:27 PM

harloww.!!!i haben been updatingg myy bloggie ferr a long long long time..yeahh..myy comp was down andd i habb to send it ferr repairr..yeahh andd also bcuz i was lazyy..hehees..kaes kaes..

hmmm..went to watchh princess diaryy 2 royal engagement todayy wibb belle..serene..wan ling..verrine aka. rineverr andd christina..hahaas..it was sho nice =) sho sweet..hahaas. andd not to mentionn..mie..christina andd verrine were laughingg wayy in the cinema at the wrongg time..hahaas..yeahh.

kaes kaes..belle andd i went backk to skool to see the sec 2 streamingg results..wow..next yearr we are gonna habb 2 triple sci classes..2 double sci class andd 2 combinedd sci classes..oh well..darn..christopherr ish in 3e1..sheesh..he's sho cleverr..yeahh. andd yahh. hmmm..didn't expect someone to drop until sho badd..from the first class until the laz class..oh well. maybe he didn't studyy afterr all..yeahh. waddeverr..it doesn't reallyy concern mie actuallyy..hahaas. andd yeahh. the sec 2s should cross theirr fingerrs andd hope that mdm ho dunch teachh them or not yeahh. all the best then..hahaas..kaes kaes..

myy temperr habb been reallyy badd these few weeks..yeahh. i keep flaringg upp ferr the wrongg reasonn...yeahh. feel kinda badd thoughh bcuz the unfortunate victim will alwaes be myy mum. feel sho guiltyy.. yesterdae..chien chong's message kinda woke mie upp. i habb been driftingg awayy from God..yeahh..i keep givingg excuses to myyself ferr the wrongg that i habb done..andd not repentingg..sighs..

signingg off jjoycee- out.!
tataa.
adios amigos.
takkaire =)
buh byez.

disappearingg.
disappearedd.
gOne.
*poOf*


Sunday, November 07, 2004
{ freed on 2:13 PM

heyy pple..sorrie ferr not updatingg. myy comp's down. andd andd i've juz gotten it backk from repairr. yeahh. sho yahh. gonna update tonite kaes. *muacks*