Wednesday, October 06, 2004
{ freed on
10:23 PM
SIGHS.!that all i cans sae..mixedd feelings are within mie noww..myy emotions are seriouslyy beingg mixedd upp noww..im feelingg..afraidd..sadd..feel like cryingg..yet..angry...pissedd..how cans i feel all this emotions all togetherr..
i juz feel sho lost noww..i need help.!!!God..pls help mie.!!i can't carry on like that anymore..im gonna break down soon..exams are aroundd the cornerr..andd yeahh..problems afterr problems..im gonna break down soon..
problems + exams = breakingg down soon
i wans to go to somewhere where dere are no troubles..no saddness..no problems..stress free enviroment..it will be great..i will hab no problems..no troubles..no saddness...no stress..somewhere where i will feel calm..feel free...feel happyy..trouble free..seriouslyy andd honestlyy..i dunch tinkk i cans carry on..i need help.!!!help ish on itz wae noww..let nature take itz course..that's wadd one of myy frenz sae..sighs..hope sho..
i noes where i cans go..i cans go backk to the time duringg ndp..where i was alwaes happy..bcuz of *himm*..yeahh..cans still rememberr..every saturdae cans see himm..i enjoyedd that periodd of time..andd duringg post parade partyy..i was talkingg to himm..yeAh..miss those times sho muchh..andd i miss *himm*..sighs..
that's abt it ferr now..ciaoz..adios amigos
signingg off jjoycee- out.!