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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

{ freed on 10:08 PM

im sho darn PISSEDD.!wadd the heckk.!i suggest someone..you all sae nope..cannot..dens suggest others..sae no..wadd the heckk...dens you guys cans go do everythingg on yourr ownn..I QUIT.!no..wrongg..shouldn't sae i quit..should sae IM OUT OF THE GROUP.! gonna tell ms yeo tml andd askk herr to get someone else..who cares. yeahh.? wadd the heck.!

oh well. sighs. i take backk myy words..im pissedd..burt. yeahh..i wans to do this..oh well..i'll juz do on myy ownn..andd yeah. fine. case closedd. kaes kaes..myy temperr habb been gettingg out of handd..prettyy badd huh.? yeahh. anywayy..i kinda realisedd i didn't update myy bloggie ferr quite some time sho tadaa~ here im to update myy bloggie..hahaas. i noes itz lame. wahahas.! kaes kaes..hmmm..life habb been in chaos afterr i got to noes myy results..i've been prettyy upset wibb myyself..kinda blamedd myyself ferr not beingg able too achieve grades that i expect from myyself. yeahh. itz pretty badd actuallyy..the feelingg neberr slipps awayy..it makes mie feel sho..guiltyy..itz as thoughh i haben done myy best..that's wadd make mie feel sho badd towards myy parents. andd yeahh. myy dad doesn't noes about myy results yet. wait till he hears about it. he's sho gonna bloww his topp. AGAIN. sighs.

andd yeahh..i reallyy felt sho happyy ferr serene..some stuff happenedd. yeahh. burt she's overcomedd it. neberr reallyy thought that mr hafiz will helpp..he looks like those who will juz leave a person on his/herr own to survive.burt yeahh. i guess i was wrongg about himm. he's..good afterr all..hahaas. burt anywayy..congrats serene.!!

hmmm..wonderr how ishh *he* noww..hahaas =D can't reallyy blame mie thoughh.. i haben seen *himm ferr like 2 months. yeahh. somewhere aroundd dere. andd yeahh. i definitelyy miss himm..hahaas. =D andd guess wadd.? dere's gonna be a ndp combinedd skools choirr gatheringg. wahahas =) im sho darn happyy =) cans take pics.!!hahaas. burt too badd..the marshals are not gonna be aroundd when we habb ourr gatheringg..sobx sobx..can't see himm...sobx sobx..yeahh..i juz wonderr..when will i see *himm* again..long long time to go..hahaas. =D

okie okie..im disappearingg soon.

adios amigos.
tataa.
buh byez.
disappearingg.
disappearedd.
gOne.
*poOf*

Friday, October 22, 2004

{ freed on 5:17 PM

GREAT.! I SCREWEDD UPP MYY RESULTS AGAIN.! IM SHO DARN FREAKINGG PISSEDD WIBB MYYSELFF..!!wadd the heckk.!! i hate myy results..as expectedd..i scoredd all 50 plus..again..!!!i hate myyself..i did studyy ferr all myy subjects..well maybe onlyy historyy i didn't studyy. i read throughh the chapterrs onlyy. yeahh. burt it was a total disasterr..whyy can't i score..IM SHO FREAKINGG PISSEDD WIBB MYYSELF..wadd the heckk.!!im reallyy angryy wibb myyself..i did studyy..whyy can't i score well..i did studyy..yeahh. i reallyy did studyy..IM JUZ SHO DISAPPOINTEDD WIBB MYYSELF..!!i reallyy did studyy..whyy can't i juz score..im reallyy damn pissedd ritex noww..how the heckk am i gonna tell myy parents..dad ish gonna scream AGAIN once he hears about myy results..im totallyy shaggedd.!i juz feel like cryingg noww..i really put in the effort to studyy this time..

in the midst of sobbingg overr my results..

myy mind's made upp alreadyy..im gonna studyy duringg the holidaes..no restingg ferr mie..i muz noes all myy sec 3 workk byy this yearr..told carmen that we will meet and dens go studyy togetherr..dens afterr that dens go playy..yeah. im gonna be veryy focusedd noww..need to buckk upp on myy a maths..myy maths..myy bio..all myy subs..

wonderr howw am i gonna breakk the news to myy parents..sighs..

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

{ freed on 10:33 PM

hahaas. heyy heyy.! im backk.! =) kaes kaes..dere's no skool todayy..hahaas..itz a markingg dae sho yeahh. hols ferr us..sighs..dunch feel like going to skool on fridae..i will be gettingg backk myy results..yeahh. serene..belle andd mie were discussingg about it juz noww. serene andd belle might not be goingg to skool. franklyy speakingg..i reallyy reallyy habb no intention of goingg to skool on fridae..i dunch wans to take backk myy results andd be sho sorrie ferr the results that i get..i dunch wans to see anyy of myy results..im juz afraidd that i'll disappoint myy parents again..sighs.. =( maybe i shouldn't go skool on fridae afterr all..i'll juz pon skool..hehees..yahh. hahaas.

kaes kaes..went out wibb serene andd belle todayy..itz was sho funn..too neoprints wibb them..hahaas. isn't it obvious..hahaas. when i go out..i'll alwaes take neoprints. sho it habb kinda becumm like part of goingg out routine.hahaas..kaes kaes..hehees..we went to bugis..walkedd aroundd..take neoprints..yeahh..dens i saww yan han.shi rui andd sing yee..hahaas. i went overr andd sae harloww..muz be polite larx..hahaas..dens we went to jurongg point..walk aroundd..found that dere was nothingg to buyy..went to orchardd farr east..hehees..i boughtt a shirt dere..belle bought quite a lot..hahaas.as ferr serene..she's intendingg to pull herr mum to orchardd tml..yeahh. sho..hahaas..kaes kaes..sho when we were at farr east..we took neoprints again..hahaas. . neo prints juz rawks.!hahaas..yeahh..hehees..i guess i kinda went a little high todayy..hahaas..been very crappyy andd alwaes laughingg..juz realisedd that im alwaes laughingg...yeahh..laughingg ferr no single reasonn..hahaas..im gettingg real crazyy..hahaas. send mie to IMH..quick.!!hahaas..

oh yahh..juz noww when belle mie andd serene was at farr east..belle andd i saww the monk's hill marshal..we were walkingg towards himm..dens belle andd i saww himm..i kinda found himm superr familiarr..dens i rememberedd it was the monk's hill marshal..hahaas..belle foundd himm familiarr too..hahaas..dens yeahh..while walkingg..i was saeingg to belle andd sere..how great it will be if i see *himm* in orchardd..wahahas..i tinkk i'll juz go into sudden highness..hahaas..im kinda imagining noww..hahaas..

cans you see im imaginingg noww..hahaas..

okie okie..franklyy speakingg..i miss *himm* a lot..reallyy a lot..itz like..i haben seen himm ferr a long long time..like ferr 2 months neberr see himm le..i reallyy miss himm a lot..sighs..wonderr when will i see himm..got to go now..buh byez. adios amigos.!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

{ freed on 10:50 PM

back.!!hahaas..let mie annouce something..EXAMS ARE FINALLYY OVERR.!!3 cheers ferr mie..yayy.!!!3 cheers ferr mie.!
woohoo.~~im finallyy free.!!yayy.!!!myy freedom's backk.!1no more groundingg.!

hahaas..kaes kaes..gettingg a little too crappy here. yeahh. went to watch white chicks todayy. hahaas. it was sho darn funny. "im sho freakingg pissedd"..hahaas. andd yeahh.dere's summore.. "im gonna habb a B.F. a bitch fit." wahahas.!darn..itz sho funnyy.couldn't stopp laughhingg throughout thw whole movie..hahaas..

yeahh..hahaas..im goingg out tml.hehees..i dunch habb to go skool..that's whyy...muahahas..lalaas =) kaes kaes..i'll cut this short andd sweet. buh byez.

jjOycee- out.!
disappearingg.
disappearedd.
gOne.
*poOf*

Monday, October 18, 2004

{ freed on 10:23 PM

tadaa.myy blog's done upp. no more white background noww. hahaas. i was lookingg ferr a black background andd yahh. i foundd it. tadaa. *grins* im sho proud of myy new backgroundd now. muahahas =D lalaas =) nice.? i sure sae itz nice muahahas.!lalaas.!

kaes kaes.
im countingg down.
1 more dae to go andd im officallyy FREE.!!
yayy.! 3 cheers ferr mie.!
muahahas =D
can't wait ferr it.
yesh.
itz gonna be myy freedom soon.
sheesh. im too excitedd.
lalaas. =)
tml's social studies.
i got to do myy best sho that myy combinedd humanties wun fail.
yeahh. i muz pass myy combinedd humanties.
andd yahh. e maths paperr was a screwedd upp paperr todayy.
sighs.
gonna catchh a movie afterr exams tomorroww.
that's all i noes.

im tinkingg of himm. im missingg himm. hahaas. when will i everr see himm again.?
im wonderring..im dreamingg of the dae =) when will i everr see himm again.i miss himm a lot.!
oh well got to go now.
buh byez.
tataa.
adios amigos.
gOne.
*poOf*

Sunday, October 17, 2004

{ freed on 10:07 PM

dreamingg.yeahh, im waitingg ferr exams to be overr. gosh..that's like in 2 more daes wee~yeahh.that explains myy sudden highness.muahahas.! when exams are overr..shoppingg..here i cumm.!muahahas.! i reallyy can't wait ferr exams to be overr. exams..shoO shOo =) hahaas. not to mention, im left wibb 2 more paperrs to go. e maths paperr 2 andd social studies. andd you noes wadd. im almost done wibb myy social studies =) im left wibb like a 1/4 more andd im done.! gonna stardie tml. andd dens revise the whole thingg again.
anywayy, myy e maths paperr ishh onlyy like 1 andd a 1/2 hourr sho yeahh. i cans cumm home to stardie =) burt i dunchh tinkk i'll cum home straight away thoughh. hahaas.

kaes kaes, lit paperr on fri was okie i guess..KOTC was easyy. should be able to score on that. burt ferr touchedd wibb fire, im not sho sure if i'll be able to score well ferr that. yeahh, burt like waddeverr.!hahaaas.

dreamingg..still dreamingg..wonderring..still wonderring..when i will be able to see *him*..itz really been a longg longg time since i've seen himm. lookingg throughh the past posts that i bloggedd was emotional. while readingg throughh, many thoughts ran throughh myy mind. wadd if a.t.m didn't go, wadd will happen. wadd if ndp hadn't finish, wadd would hab happen. all this thoughts ran throughh myy mindd. if a.t.m hadn't gone awayy..would i habb seen *him* andd yahh. recallingg the times when i use to be totallyy crazyy overr a.t.m..i kindaa felt that i was a little sillyy. dere can neberr be anythingg between us. bcuz ourr status are different. yeahh. andd bcuz of a.t.m, i've sufferedd quite a lot. told myyself that i will keep him somewhere in myy heart where he will neberr everr be replacedd. burt hab someone tookk overr his place. or ishh he still in myy heart. andd wad if ndp didn't endd sho fast. wadd would happen.? i would still be able to see *him* everyy sat..oh well. juz kindaa emotional afterr readingg throughh the past posts.

got to go.
tataa.
buh byez.
disappearingg.
disappearedd.
gOne.

Friday, October 15, 2004

{ freed on 11:55 PM

back at blOggingg again.!!

kaes kaes..habb a maths paperr yesterdae..not to mention..physics paperr too..sho that means..yeah. i totallyy screwedd a maths paperr upp. yeah.darn.burt..oh well.!!physics paperr was okie..i guess..i was able to do most of the question..except ferr some..kinda forgot some of the formulas..hehees..sho i guess i'll be able to pass myy combinedd sci this time..yayy.!!i totally screwedd myy historyy upp.yeah..i muz buckk upp ferr myy social studies..can't fail it..or not myy L1 R5 will be pulledd down.im hopingg that myy L1R5 will be betterr this time..at least get 20 andd below.?yeahh..byy the wae..i told myy dad that i'll fail myy a maths this time..he wasn't really surprisedd..yeah..sho yahh.

okie okie..franklyy speakingg..im countingg down to daes of myy FREEDOMM.!hehees..can't wait ferr exams to be overr..once exams are overr..shopping here i cumm..hehees..kaes kaes..

i miss himm sho much..wahahas.!sighs..when will i everr be able to see himm again..sobx sobx..oh well..nothingg muchh noww..sho im goingg off..

tataa.
buh byez.
adios amigos.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

{ freed on 6:18 PM

Hilaryy Duff-Fly

Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control

[Chorus]
Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life
And start to try cause it's your time
Time to fly

All your worries leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling
Can you feel it in your soul
Can you trust this longing
And take control

[chorus]
Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try cause it's your time
Time to fly

And you're down and feel alone
And want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you're better than anyone else

Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life
And start to fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try cause it's your time
Time to fly

Any moment everything can change

hearr this songg.itz pretty nice..

{ freed on 4:10 PM

yozzie people =) im finallyy backk..backk to update myy bloggie. wahahas.!orr not serene andd wan lingg will scold mie ferr not updatingg..hehees..bcuz..i kept chasingg them to update myy bloggie..wahahas.!sho..thig post goes out to..serene myy ex lao po..hahaas..noww becum myy lao gong's lao po..wahahas.!andd also to wan lingg aka. wan tan mee.!hahaas..afterr they cum andd beat mie upp*arbish* hahaas =p

kaes kaes..half of the weekk ish gone..which means..myy exams are gonna be overr SOON.!!wahahas..!can't wait ferr exams to be overr..anotherr 4 more daes...wahahas..can't wait.!!hehees..bcuz exams overr means..SHOPPINGG TIME.!hehees =) that's myy motive.hehees =p
gonna go cyclingg wib serene..wan lingg..belle..hmmm.shouldd askk zhixin alongg..andd cheryl..oh yeah. speakingg of cheryl..i wans to kill herr.!!she forgot howw to cycle le..*pengz*wonderr howw serene will react to it..hehees..sho..we hab to start from scratchh again.!sighs.!yeah.how great cans that be.??hmmm..?

okie..noww backk to exams. okie..e maths paperr was quite toughh..couldn't do some questions..bio..arrghh..darn..i gave upp on respiratoryy system bcuz i didn't understandd that chap andd yeah. it came out ferr the structuredd questionn..arrghh.!i was like okie. itz on respiratoryy system.!!sighs..wonderr if i'll pass this time..darn.!eng paperr..was quite okie actuallyy..hehees =) andd chem was pretty easy i tinkk..i didn't noes howw to do some questionns that's all. chinese paperr this time was a killerr..i didn't understandd the comprehension..andd the zhao ju as well..wahahas.!andd yeah. i kinda screwedd upp the paperr. hehees. historyy.gosh dunch talkk abt it..it was horrible. darn..i didn't noes howw to do the whole source basedd question. that's darn badd..yeahh. andd i tinkk i totallyy wrote crapp on the structuredd questionn..sighs..guess i'll hab to workk double hardd ferr myy social studies..can't fail it orr not i'll fail myy combinedd humanities again.!tml's physics andd a maths.!yeah. a maths..im preparedd to screw that paperr upp thoughh..hehees..physics.?yeah. im gonna pass this time..no matterr wadd..i wans to pass myy combinedd science this time..

hmmm..im still tinkingg wederr i should go andd get myy hair cut..should i orr should i not..wonderr if i'll look weirdd afterr i cut myy hair..oh well..shan't botherr abt this forst..exams are more important noww..hehees =) kaes kaes..i got to go studyy my physics andd do some a maths..myy tutorr ish comingg laterr..sho betterr do some andd dens if got probs dens cans askk himm.=)

adios amigos.!

signingg off jjoycee- out.!

Saturday, October 09, 2004

{ freed on 10:26 PM

DAVID YEO ISH OUT.!!!ahhh...!!!!!!

darn...whyy ish david yeo out.!!!sobx sobx..whyy can't that stupidd jerry be out.!!arrghh..can't standd his face..i dunch wans davidd to be out.!!!sobx sobx...hehees...burt slyvesterr ish in..hehees..as much as i would wans david to be in burt..yeahh. that dumb jerry ought to be out.!!wahahas.!he better be out next weekk..can't standd him any longerr..

heyy heyy heyy..!!im muggingg ritex now.like erms yeahh now. yeshh.!!i've studiedd finishedd chem..muahahas.!im left wib 3 chappies ferr bio..haben touchedd hist andd social studies..not intendingg to studyy social studies noww..anywayy..itz next weekk..sho..yeah. lit.?haben startedd studyingg too..hehees..i juz wans to get myy bio done wib noww..hehees..anywayy..bio is on mon..wish all the best thoughh..i can't afford to FAIL bio..yeah. im gonna myy head chopped off if i fail bio..sho yeah. wish mie the best..to be honest..im pretty envious of sarahh noww..herr laz paperr ish on mon and yeah..mine juz startedd..sighs..sobx sobx..i'll juz hab to bearr wib it ferr one weekk andd 2 daes which equals to 9 daes..afterr these 9 daes..IM FREE.!yeahh..andd i wun hab to go skool ferr 2 daes..fri cum backk to skool andd checkk scripts..ahhh..that's the one that im worriedd abt..yeahh..sobx sobx..juz cross myy fingerrs andd hope that i will be able to go sec 4..

hmmm..wahahas..mrr sunshine ish organisingg a chalet ferr combinedd skools choirr in dec =)
hehees..i was overjoyedd to hearr that..hehees..i should be goingg..yeah..burt..sobx sobx..whyy can't we askk the marshals alongg..?sobx sobx..howw cum.?hahaas..nbms =) anywayy afterr exams the pig sae cans meet..wahahas..hehees..good nehs..afterr..2 months finally cans see himm again..burt too badd not de quan..hehees..haiz..when will i ever be able to see *himm* nehs.?hahaas..kaes kaes..im blastingg out from here noww =)

signingg off jjoycee- out.!

Thursday, October 07, 2004

{ freed on 10:20 PM

SLYVESTERR RAWKS.!!!

hehees..was watchingg Singapore idol juz noww..ahh..slyvesterr looks sho darn cute..hahaas..he sang pretty well todayy..althoughh i felt that it was still not his best thoughh..burt nonetheless..he did great tonitex..=) hehees..daphne did great too..hahaas..dick lee's comment was funnyy..you are gettingg betterr..andd yourr neckline ish gettingg lowerr..errr..somethingg like that larx..hahaas..it was sho darn funnyy..hahaas...christopherr didn't do well tonitex..i thought he would put upp a great performance..disappointment..burt..i hab to agree that maia was pretty good tonitex..hehees..hmmm..afterr all..it seems like Singapore Idol ish not sho badd afterr all..hehees..

kaes kaes..well..i guess i was a little emotional yesterdae..yeahh...been facingg wib some probs that's whyy..burt..well..i've learnt to let nature take itz course..maybe it will work afterr all huh.?yeahh..noww..exams are like next weekk..andd like im totallyy emotionless abt it..usuallyy..i'll be panicky burt this time..im totallyy cool abt it..itz like i can't feel anythingg ferr this exam..andd that's wadd makes mie afraidd..im totally scaredd that i wun be able to make it to sec 4..im afraidd of retainingg..sighs..yeahh...i seriouslyy hab no intentions andd dunch wish to retain..that's whyy noww im a little freakingg out noww..heyy..burt i've made an improvement =) usuallyy i'll wait till 2 daes before eachh paperr or even 1 dae beforee the exam andd i'll juz mugg like madd before the dae of the exams..burt this time..i startedd myy exams 1 weeks before the exams..hehees..i noes itz a bit too late burt nonetheless..at least itz not reallyy laz minute studyingg ritex.?hehees..naughtyy mie..hahaas..

well..yu guo tian qing..direct translation..afterr rain the skyy ish blue..hahaas..wadd kind of translationn ish that..hahaas..kaes kaes..she talkedd to wan lingg..or ratherr..wan ling startedd the conversationn first..well..at least they are talkingg noww..dens now wadd abt belle andd i..?will she talkk to us..i dunch noes..i feel kinda awkard noww wheneverr i see herr..well..hope she's copingg fine wib herr studies..exams are aroundd the cornerr le..hope she studyy..bcuz everydayy see herr like go home sho late..alwaes go tm..sighs..

im dead serious..I MISS DE QUAN LIKE NUTS.!wahahas..reallyy...i miss himm like nuts..gosh..!!haben see himm fer one month plus le..yeahh...itz that badd..hahaas..wonderr when will i ever be able to see himm again..hehees..

kaes kaes..ciaoz..gtg..adios amigos andd takkaire =)

signingg off jjoycee- out.!!

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

{ freed on 10:23 PM

SIGHS.!that all i cans sae..mixedd feelings are within mie noww..myy emotions are seriouslyy beingg mixedd upp noww..im feelingg..afraidd..sadd..feel like cryingg..yet..angry...pissedd..how cans i feel all this emotions all togetherr..

i juz feel sho lost noww..i need help.!!!God..pls help mie.!!i can't carry on like that anymore..im gonna break down soon..exams are aroundd the cornerr..andd yeahh..problems afterr problems..im gonna break down soon..
problems + exams = breakingg down soon

i wans to go to somewhere where dere are no troubles..no saddness..no problems..stress free enviroment..it will be great..i will hab no problems..no troubles..no saddness...no stress..somewhere where i will feel calm..feel free...feel happyy..trouble free..seriouslyy andd honestlyy..i dunch tinkk i cans carry on..i need help.!!!help ish on itz wae noww..let nature take itz course..that's wadd one of myy frenz sae..sighs..hope sho..

i noes where i cans go..i cans go backk to the time duringg ndp..where i was alwaes happy..bcuz of *himm*..yeahh..cans still rememberr..every saturdae cans see himm..i enjoyedd that periodd of time..andd duringg post parade partyy..i was talkingg to himm..yeAh..miss those times sho muchh..andd i miss *himm*..sighs..

that's abt it ferr now..ciaoz..adios amigos

signingg off jjoycee- out.!

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

{ freed on 10:38 PM

im dyingg from sianzation..everyday go skool..see mdm ho scream at us..hahaas..itz pretty normal..when hab she not scoldd us ferr a dae..ehh...hab..!!when she ish not in skool..hahaas..lol..kaes kaes..im sho happyy..studiedd bio andd chem yesterdae..hehees..couldn't afford the time todayy to studyy bio..sighs..badd.!!oh well.!gonna studyy bio tml..no matterr wadd..yeahh..burt..mdm ho ish gettingg a lil' unreasonable..homeworkk ferr todayy..a andd e maths paperr..how to do finish within a dae..itz complete maddness..hehees..burt anywayy i didn't finish..hehees..

okie okie..well..itz juz that a lot of things are happeningg noww..plus..exams are aroundd the cornerr..sho im a lil' stressedd upp...can't alwaes tell belle andd the rest abt it ritex..?they hab got their own probs too..i muz spare a thought ferr them..they might be feelingg stressed too..i juz need a place where i cans forget abt myy troubles..myy saddness..anywhere burt skool..shall askk serene andd the rest to go to the beachh when exams are overr...i reallyy need some time off from skool..becuz if this goes on..im gonna breakk down..andd yeahh..im gonna breakk downn..

well..i need to go sleep..im real dead beat..ciaoz.!!

adios amigos..

signingg off..jjoycee- out.!

Monday, October 04, 2004

{ freed on 10:52 PM

to ?????? : i dunch noes wadd i did burt..too badd..you juz step onto a land mine todayy..im not in a good mood sho..buzz out..!!get a life.!if you hab the guts to sae that i sux..whyy can't you hab the guts to put yourr name in myy taggie..scaredd huh.?if you dunch hab the guts..dens dunch sae that i sux..get it.!!lastlyy..BERAMBOS.!!

{ freed on 5:41 PM

BACK.!

okie..im backk..somethingg was wrongg wib myy internet connection sho i was unable to update myy bloggie..

i hab not startedd revisingg.!!!okie..maybe i did..seriouslyy speakingg..darn..im sho dead this time. im sho gonna screw upp myy studies AGAIN.!arrghh..!!

hadd both myy eng andd chi paperr 1 todayy...honestlyy speakingg..this ish the FIRST time in myy life that i write sho much ferr myy chi compo..it was 3 pages long..can't you imagine..the gerr who dislikes chi ish writingg 3 pages long..gosh gosh gosh..boy am i shockedd..!!eng compo..as usual..wrote overr 500 words..sighs..i juz can't control myyself..burt i reallyy hope that i'll be able to score well in this paperr sho that in case myy paperr 2 doesn't do well..myy paperr 1 marks will help..

habingg some probs in skool noww..things aren't like laz time anymore..we aren't used to be like laz time.To be real honest..i reallyy dunch wans to lose this friendshipp..she made mie tinkk overr a questionn..do true frenz exist.?i noes theyy exist burt wadd she hab done juz made mie ponderr overr this question..i dunch wans to be blunt burt..i was tinkingg abt it yesterdae nitex..hab she everr treasuredd andd cherishedd ourr friendshipp.?i noes itz wrongg of mie to tinkk in this wae burt i juz help burt tinkingg of it..yeahh..andd sho..the storyy continues..

been tinkingg of the things that i wans to do after myy exams..yeahh..i've been planningg noww..andd countingg down to the numberr of dae to myy freedom..MYY RIGHTFUL FREEDOM.!

+.go cut myy hair again afterr the exams
+.buyy neww clothes
+.take neoprints wib belle andd the rest

im countingg downn...

adios amigos..signingg off jjoycee- out.!!!