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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
{ freed on 11:33 PM

smile =) im backk..!!hehees..todayy we hab half dae of skool..hehees..celebrate teachers dae mahh..hehees..okie okie..oh well...mdm ho maggedd at us ferr at least 1 andd a half hours lorx...see how longwindedd she ish...sheeshh..terrible lorx..nag andd nag andd nag..haiyo..she dunch get thirsty de arhs..?talk sho muchh..terrible lorx..hahaas..well..concert was okie larx..except that....they spoiledd the whole song byy hoobastankk..entitledd the reason..gosh..!!!i tinkk it soundedd quite badd..to be honest...reallyy..i tinkk it soundedd quite badd..hahaas...kaes kaes..yeah...andd sofie dancedd...hehees...can you imagine..sofie was dancing....didn't expect herr to dance though...burt i got to sae this..sofie cans dance quite well...reallyy..no kiddin..im serious..hehees...great workk man sofie.!!


hahaas...kaes kaes..dens after skool endedd...i didn't go backk to pri skool...was tinkin of going backk actuallyy..burt on the other handd..no one was going backk...i didn't wans to go back to pri skool wib wei sheng lorx..sho i neberr go lorx..hehees...naughtyy mie...welll..anywayy..i dunch tinkk i will go backk to pri skool anymore...burt i will definitelyy go back to tpss when i graduate...bcuz after all..dere hab been sho manyy memories when im in this skool..like ferr example...mie andd a.t.m...haiz..dunch wans to sae le..or not i will start to miss himm again..yeahh..sho after skool....mie...belle...serene...went to watchh 13 going 30...wanling buyy the tix le dens sae not going..waste moneyy nehs..hahaas..the movie was..okie...quite hilarious..hahaas..pretty dumb too..hahaas..saww a couple of myy pri skool mates todayy at tm...saw..ka fong..shiying if i was not wrong..yeah..andd i tinkk i saw pei shi as well..while on the wae home..


yeah...tml dunch hab to go skool..finallyy..!!!dunch hab to see mdm ho ferr 1 dae....gonna hab 1 dae of peace wibout herr..muz treasure it nehs..yayy..!!sho damn happy lorx..tml dunch hab to go skool..cans sleep late..wake upp late...hehees..tml gonna go cycling wib cheryl..belle andd serene..wanling can't come..sobx sobx..we hab to teachh cheryl how to cycle nehs...burt the point ish..all of us dunch noes how to teachh herr..hehees...cheryl muz hab xin li zhun bei to hab a lot of cuts on herr legg lorx...hehees..going pasir ris tml..cans go beachh again wib them again...well..going to the beach brings backk a lot of memories ferr mie...it reminds mie of the promise that i made that time..to forget abt a.t.m...oh well..sighs..can't forget abt himm lorx..sighs..oh well..got to go now..buh bye and peace..tataa.!



Sunday, August 29, 2004
{ freed on 10:52 PM

muahahas.!crazy lil' ger ish backk..kaes kaes..noes itz a sundae..burt yeah..im habing the mondae blues noww..dunchh wans to go skool tml..itz gonna be sho boredd...yeah...listeningg to mdm ho naggingg..again..!!!sheesh..im reallyy hopingg that she will lose herr voice andd not come to skool ferr like 2 months..hahaas..evil mie evil mie..hehees..dens wun hab to listen to herr constant nagging..like.."you all are juz damn lazy" andd wad else.."stop gibing yourselves excuses"...eee...heardd them LOTS OF times alreadyy..notice i emphasise on the lotsa time..hahaas...pretty obvious howw muchh she likes to use the words huh.?hahaas..


kaes kaes...went ferr the pre camp training todayy...yeah..it was..funn i guess..even though i was kinda afraidd when i hab to walkk across the dumb plank..oh well..to be honest..i was freakedd out..my legs were literally trembling up dere..hahaas..yeah..andd i was forced to climb the rock wall..yeah...andd i couldn't come down bcuz the dumb jun hong didn't wans to let mie down..sobx sobx..andd i scratchedd myy finger against the wall..sheesh..noww the skin's peeledd of...gross..!!oh well..yeahh..andd mr fathul threw water at mie..bcuz he spitted some water out andd i was like over dere sayingg wib farahh..eh..waste water...yeah..he askedd mie to repeat again..andd before i knew it..i was wet.!fine.!andd before i was goingg to climb upp the tower to cross the plank..that dumb mr justin toh came andd made funn of mie..bcuz i was doingg the squeeze checkk..dens he came over andd told the rest..next time muz rememberr..when you do the squeeze checkk..you muz also rememberr to squeeze your brain to checkk if itz dere...arrghh...stupidd justin toh..extra nehs..no one askk himm to come over to myy station to see ritex...hahaas..


okie okie...fine.!hahaas..sae...wonderr if da zhu zhu hab training this weekk..bcuz i was thinkin of askingg himm go teachh his shi fu cum tu di howw to cycle the bikey...yeah...dens next time..mie...cheryl...belle..wanling andd serene cans go cycle togetherr...hehees..good idea.?oh well..got to go now..buh bye and tata...miss mie kaes..bleah..peace out.!


Friday, August 27, 2004
{ freed on 11:56 PM

gosh.!!!i juz lurve myy new blog skin to bits..ahh..!!!


{ freed on 11:24 PM

hey dere harlow.!i've changedd myy bloggie skin..hehees...nice..??sayy yesh..pls..hahaas...okie okie..crap huh..burt anywayy..im pretty pleasedd wib myy bloggie skin now..hehees...hope you pple like it too...yeah...andd myy taggie board ish much easier to see now...sho feel free to tag kaes..???


kaes kaes...skool todayy was..okie..yeah..it was okie..wib mdm ho's shouting..yeah...blah blah blah..she alwaes shouts..wonderr when she will lose her voice again..good dens she wun come to skool..hehees..evil mie..muahahas.!great.!hahaas...okie okie...gonna miss 3 periods of bio next weekk..dunch noes wederr i should feel happyy or sadd..hahaas..mixedd feelings...bcuz mr hafiz ish gonna gib us backk both papers that we took ferr our test...im alreadyy preparedd to fail the recent test..yeah...sho that's whyy i hab mixedd feeling abt it..i dunch wans to get backk myy paper..i noes ferr sure that i will fail..sighs..oh well..i'll still hab to face it some day ritex..might as well juz get it over..ritex.?yeahh...listening to she will be lurved byy maroon 5...hehees..simplyy lurve that song to bits..gosh..!!myy favourite.!!hahaas..


okie okie...that stupidd wei xiang..msgedd mie juz to tell mie that he's playing billard juz now..idiot...come andd suan mie..he noes that i haben playedd billardd ferr a long time..good nehs..hahaas..dens he sae he losing nehs..hahaas...he lose good wadd..muahahas..evil mie arhs..hahaas..still cans sae they play money de..hehees..not myy prob...hehees..bleahh..hope he loses money...hehees...hahaas..gosh..im sho mean...burt...i like it..hahaas..he arhs..threaten to tell you-noe-who...hmphh..!!fine...anywayy..he alwaes does that...hmmm...i should go andd askk himm abt his schedule next weekk..see if he hab to go ferr training...hahaas..dens i'll suan himm..tell himm..tues i hab half dae of skool...10.30 cans go home le..dens wed no skool..bleah..see wadd he saes..hahaas..who askk himm to suan mie..itz time i suan himm backk le..hahaas..muahahahas.!

kaes kaes...i got to go now..buh bye and peace out.!
tataa..miss mie kaes..bleah..!


Wednesday, August 25, 2004
{ freed on 10:59 PM

im gonna fail myy physics.!!arrghh..kaes kaes..todayy was chem andd physics paper..i totally blankedd out on everything..im sho gonna die sho badly this time..wonderr how am i gonna answer to myy parents...sheesh.!sighs...im gonna be groundedd soon..if myy results dunch improve..yeah..groundedd..!!yucks..the point ish..i hab no moodd to studyy ever since ndp endedd..get the point.?no matter how hard i try to studyy..it still doesn't workk..arrgh..yeah..andd mr hafiz saes he ish gonna try to gib out our papers on fri..damn..that means i'll hab no rest on weekendd..bcuz im alreadyy expectin to fail the recent test..i would be surprisedd if i pass it...serious..i would be damn surprised if i actuallyy passedd it..or actually..i should be crossing my fingers andd hope that i pass this test sho that myy daes ahead of mie ferr bio would not be sho...badd..itz pretty badd you noes if i were to fail this test..this means that..mr hafiz will gib mie hell ferr his bio..whichh i really hope that i dunch get it..hehees..sounds complicatedd.?oh well..*crossedd my fingers*reallyy hope that i dunch fail this test..pls..


okie..i hab been sleeping real late these few daes..like yesterdae..da zhu zhu msgedd mie at like 12 something..causing mie to wake upp from myy sleep..i was alreadyy or abt to fall asleep..andd his msg woke mie upp..how cool ish that..sighs..yeah..andd i msgedd himm until like...around..1.30 before i told him i hab to go sleep..yeah...hahaas..he's having his jungle training now..poor thing..he hab missions andd missions to do..yeah..byy the time he finishes all his mission it would be like..fri.?yeah..that's wadd he told mie..too badd..i'll neberr be able to be able to go ferr jungle training..bcuz i be the 1st to be "killed"..dunch get mie wrong..all im saying ish that i'll get killed byy the mosquitoes' bite..i'll be like sho damn paranoidd abt it too..hahaas..okie okie...feeling tiredd now..gtg..take care


tata andd peace out.!


Tuesday, August 24, 2004
{ freed on 10:28 PM

firstly...


happy birthdae to sarahh..!



hey..harlow dere..im backk.!!itz sarahh's bdae todayy sho happy bdae gal.!finallyy..she's the same age as mie..hahaas..bleah...okie okie...hmmm...i've alreadyy took 2 out of 4 subjects ferr myy common test...hmmm...eng.?it was not sho tough after all..burt im juz afraidd that i didn't write enuff..sighs..sadd case...todayy...history..?ah..!!!mr loh toldd us to focus on stalin's five yr plan...burt burt burt....none came out on that...ah..!!!!it was on the civil war between the whites andd the bolsheviks..arrgh..that toopid mr loh..told us to concentrate on stalin's five yr plan..yeah...andd wadd..the source basedd question was not even on that..gosh.!!!im sho gonna fail myy historyy..ah..!!!tml will be myy combinedd sciences...hehees..wib the help off myy new tutor...i finallyy understandd wadd ish going on..great.!i've clearedd myy doubts on myy chemistry andd myy physics...hmmm..it gonna be like half an hour ferr eachh paper...wonderr if i will be able to finish both papers in time..phew~~luckily dere wasn't a bio common test...gosh..thank goodness..or not..i will be mugging until like madd..!!!


okiey dokey..hahaas...that da zhu zhu's jungle training starts todayy...hahaas..he gonna get kiss byy his dearest mosquito frenz...cool huh..?while he ish havin his jungle training..im ritex at home...enjoyingg myy home's air con...hahaas...bleah..that's ferr bullyingg mie..hahaas..kaes kaes..itz not even the sep hols andd im alreadyy bookedd..!!!hahaas..mondayy..going out wib cheryl andd the rest...gonna ask that da zhu zhu weder he ish free or not..he muz go andd teach his shi fu cum tu di how to cycle the bikey...hahaas..bcuz onlyy left cheryl dunch noes how to cycle..hahaas..toldd her le..let that da zhu zhu teachh her..dens all of us go cycle first..dens we will come backk half an hour later to see how she ish doing...hehees...listening to toxic again..!!!hahaas..juz feel that wheneva i listen to this song..im remindedd of the post parade party...sighs...how i miss ndp..!!!toldd daddyy i miss ndp..daddyy sae..well...ndp hab endedd..itz time that you move on..as long you hab the memories..itz good enuff..to be honest..i do agree wib daddyy to a certain extent...you see..as long as you hab the memories..sho whyy stay in that memories..itz time to move on..burt on the other handd...i miss ndp bcuz i will neberr eva be able to see everyone anymore..well maybe i will meet them somewhere burt...will they remember us..?yeah..sobx sobx..cans i turn backk time..?i wanna turn time backk to when the student leaders were all at SMU...learning the dance steps...pls..it cans neberr be possible..whyy..!!yeah..if i could turn backk time..a.t.m wouldn't hab to go ritex..andd i wouldn't hab to undergo sho muchh pain to forget a.t.m..ritex..oh well..myy heart juz hurtz when i talkk abt himm..sho im not gonna talkk abt himm..hmmm...wonderring now wadd ish da zhu zhu andd you-noes-who doing...besides jungle training...hahaas..andd besides gettin kissedd by mosquitoes..hehees...da zhu zhu askedd mie a question that made mie stumber..i didn't noes how to reply..am i juz takin you-noes-who as a replacement to forget abt a.t.m.?sighs..i dunch even noes myyself..im clueless abt it..sighs..signing off..peace out.!


Friday, August 20, 2004
{ freed on 11:20 PM

madd ger ish back..hahaas..kaes kaes..i'll try to be normal..kaes kaes..i hab bio test todayy..sheesh..it was a killer..im sho not gonna pull through this test..im damn sceptical about this test..im preparedd to get a scoldin from mr hafiz..serious..im dead serious abt it..i blankedd out on myy test..i only knew how to do the 1st question..the rest were liked..wadd on earth ish this..?arrgh...sheesh..on the other handd..i didn't studyy ferr moi's chinese common test which was todayy andd i somehow managedd to noes all the ans..wadd the crap..i studyy sho hard ferr bio andd itz gone to drain..neberr studyy chi dens still cans remember..gosh..im sho gonna scream myy heads out..sheesh..im sho get hell from mr hafiz when we get backk our paper on tues i guess..andd wad's more..he's gibin out 2 papers at a time..double scoldin..sheesh..idiot..


im listening to britney spears toxic now...hmmm..it reminds mie of ck dancing that time..hahaas..reallyy..when i play this song..i alwaes get remindedd of ck dancing..hahaas...itz a pretty funny sight..hahaas..burt honestlyy..i tinkk ck cans dance..pretty well..eh..i sae pretty well not well..hahaas..okie..wadd..?i haben seen da zhu zhu dance..hehees..should ask himm to dance one dae..hehees..hahaas..after he paiseh..hahaas..okie okie...3 cheers to myy class..!!!mdm ho aka hosh didn't come to skool todayy...sho good..it seems that wheneva we hab bio test..she doesn't come..gibing us the free periods to studyy ferr bio...sheesh..sho good..hehees..burt wad's the point..i totallyy screwedd upp myy own paper..hahaas..hmmm...wonderr how da zhu zhu ish le..poor thing..yesterdae hab to knee in the mud..hehees..dens his bike broke downn..andd he got "kissed" a lot of times..by..mosquitoes..hahaas..lame..!!!kaes kaes..got to go now..buh bye..


Wednesday, August 18, 2004
{ freed on 10:10 PM

hey.as usual..crazy lil' ger ish back again..to blogg..hehees..gosh...i tinkk todayy im madd..i reallyy tinkk im madd..hahaas..kaes kaes..hmmm..todayy..?kinda badd..yeah..i almost got myy head chop off..bcuz i forgot to bring myy file..myy bio file..well..you see..i fogot to bring myy bio file..dens..mr hafiz sae he wans to collect them to check..i was like..huh.?oh no..fine..he foundd out that i didn't bring myy file..burt he allow mie to hand in to himm tml..gosh..i better go check if i hab put myy bio file into myy bag..or else im gonna be sho damn dead if the file ish not in myy bag..*go checks her bag*kaes...the file ish inside myy bag..


sheesh..i was sho damn tiredd todayy..all of hosh's period i practically fell asleep..or rather..i did fall asleep..andd phew~i didn't get caught byy her..although i almost got caught once..burt..hehees..myy sleeping techniques are improving..3 cheers ferr..myyself..!!oh no...im gettin sho lame andd crappy..


kaes kaes..i juz realisedd something..im missing ndp a lot =( i miss all the happy times everyone hab sharedd..sighs..how i wish ndp will neberr endd...sighs...it ish juz a foolish thinkin on myy part..how cans ndp not endd..maybe time could juz turn backk to the actual dae..when all of us were gonna performm...sighs..or even still..if time could juz returnn backk to when we were havin our n.e show..i dunch mind that period of time...burt why..sighs...ndp juz hab to end sho fast..i guessedd i kinda becum dependent on it to relieve myy stress..i dunch noes...and wad's more...im missing himm...sighs...got to go now...buh bye and peace..!!


Tuesday, August 17, 2004
{ freed on 10:36 PM

okie okie...firstlyy.i wans to thank God ferr the good news...thank you God..no words can ever express how grateful im to you..other dens the words thank you..im lost ferr wadd to sae..thank you God..


backk..!!!miss mie..i bet you do..hahaas...i noes im sho bhb..lame...okie okie...haben been blogging muchh..hehees..sorrie..been quite busyy thoughh..wib skool stuff...hehees...sighs....ndp hab finishedd le...officiallyy one week since ndp finishedd le..sighs..miss those times when we were training ferr ndp..those daes at indoor stadium..those times when training at prcs...coral sec..hehees...i missedd everyone..ah..sobx sobx..whyy muz ndp end sho fast..i miss ck...eee...wrong personn...not himm..i miss...coral sec marshal nehs...still feel a bit guilty ferr teasing himm that time while we were all going backk home..hehees..can't helpedd it...laz time we see them le mah..sho muz tease himm mah...hehees..okie okie...i arhs...definitelyy miss myy big kor kor worx..da zhu zhu wei xiang..hahaas..no one to bullyy le..sobx sobx..hehees..although i sae although i msg himm larx..burt i still miss the feel of bullyying himm..hahaas..i miss..you-noe-who too...hahaas..duh..itz like of course..burt it was onlyy on laz fridayy that i saw himm..burt nonetheless i still miss himm..hehees..okie..who else..oh yah..gosh i miss sho manyy pple...like marie..hui qi...rebecca..pei xin...woon jiun aka mr sunshine..yeah..i juz realisedd..i practicallyy miss everyone..hahaas..burt really..i feel quite badd ferr teasin the coral sec marshal..


gosh i tinkk today was the most embarrassin dae i hab ba..ah..okie after recess le..i was on the wae back to class wib cheryl...serene andd wan ling..i was like shouting..while climbin upp the stairs..i was like shouting i wans to up low and behold..derrick was ritex in front of mie..i immediatelyy shut myy mouthh..andd derrick walkedd past mie..i was liked..ah...wadd hab i done..oh no..serene saw wadd happen andd she was laughin..arrgh..evil serene..hahaas..ah..it was totallyy sho embarrassing...i was like sho embarrassed*paiseh*ah...im neberr gonna shout anymore..especiallyy at the stairs dere..reallyy..im not gonna shout anymore..sho embarrassing..hahaas..okie okie..fine..i juz realisedd something..i haben ask derrick how he fare ferr his chinese Os..hope he did well..hehees..i should ask himm..hehees..


hmmm..i was juz thinkin abt it todayy durin lit class..andd i realisedd...im sho lost now..im juz like a aimless person..who hab lost her wae..i promisedd myself that i wun forget abt a.t.m..i will keep himm in myy heart ritex..burt it seems like im forgettin abt myy promise...i feel sho badd..sighs..got to go now..buh bye..peace..!!!


*~*promises are meant to be broken..are they*~*


Friday, August 13, 2004
{ freed on 11:44 PM

oh..hab i mention in myy previous post..?nbms..i'll juz repeat...ahhh...!!!he looks darn goodd in his home clothes..ahhh..andd not to mention..he looks great in his uniform too..hahaas..wadeva ritex..?hahaas..ahhh...!!!!


{ freed on 6:30 PM

hey.!sheesh..itz fridayy the 13 todayy..burt insteadd of havin badd things happen to mie..i tinkk todayy ish the best dae besides ndp..hehees...hehees..i tinkk i look like an idiot ritex now..smiling to myyself..gosh..!!!


hahaas..okie okie..todayy didn't turnedd out sho badd though..hehees..kaes kaes..mr hafiz gib us back our theory book and toldd us that we muz write in pen..gosh..i practically wrote everything in pencil..sighs..andd wadd was most importantly..we hab to hand it in byy todayy..or not you will be able to see heads rollin on tuesdayy...hahaas..okie okie..andd sho..i struggledd through..i hab like..40 over pages to write..sheesh..could you imagine how tiredd i was..i stayedd back till like quite late dens i finishedd writin everything..gosh..my right hand ish still achin from all the writin..reallyy...hahaas..sighs..remind mie neberr to do mr hafiz's homework again in pencil..or not the next time i tinkk myy right hand ish gonna hurt even more..hahaas..okie okie..after finishin rewriting the bio theory book..both mie andd belle went to look ferr cheryl andd the rest..while walkin to meet them..both belle andd mie was tinkin if vanessa andd verrine will be wib them...hehees..burt when we saw chery andd the rest..i tinkk we got the shock of our lives..sheena was wib them..sheesh..gosh..eee..whyy she come wib us..at least yin hao still okie worx..sheena..yucks..!!hehees..okie okie..she joinedd us ferr lunchh..okie fine..oh yah..sho after we eat le..dens we were going down the escalator..gosh..belle saw you-noe-who..she was shockedd..hahaas..dens she told mie..i thought she told mie a.t.m was here..i was like totally shockedd..dens when i turnedd back i saw you-noe-who..ah..!!!he was wearin black shirt wib jeans..gosh..he looks sho damn good..oh no..hahaas...dens i askedd them to go up to the 4th level again to see himm larx...hahaas...gosh..hehees..saw himm larx..of course..burt he didn't see us..hehees..he went to the cinema..sho i guessedd he was gonna watch movie ba..hehees..


gosh..ever since i saw himm..i hab been like damn high larx..hehees..im like an idiot..smiling to myyself..hahaas...can't you imagine..mie..joyce smiling to myyself like an idiot..hahaas..hehees..wee~see im like damn high now larx..ahh...!!!!!hehees..im like sho damn grateful to mr hafiz ferr letting mie stayy back to rewrite practically the whole book..hehees..if not ferr mr hafiz andd belle who remindedd mie to cal myy mum andd tell her that i can't make it ferr piano todayy...i would not hab been able to see himm worx..hehees..okie okie...super high gal hab to go le..bubbye..!!!take care and peace..*muackz*



Tuesday, August 10, 2004
{ freed on 10:49 PM

oh yeah...i forgot to mention..LIN JUN JIE looks sho good real life..hehees..kaes kaes..hahaas..kinda rememberedd abt wadd wei xiang told mie yesterdae..wei xiang sae wads sho goodd abt lin jun jie..act cool...his cousin also like himm..act cool de..hahaas..in case if you didn't noes..lin jun jie's cousin was standing in ferr one of the marshals that time..we saw himm...hehees..burt i still tinkk lin jun jie looks better..hahaas..sheesh..itz onlyy one dae..andd im startin to miss ndp combinedd skools choir le..



{ freed on 4:44 PM

sighs...ndp endedd juz like that...im sho gonna miss it... =(


{ freed on 12:35 PM

harlow..im back..juz as i promisedd you..see..i neberr break myy promise

hahaas..okie okie..now onto post parade party...gosh..it was sho funn..andd sho good ferr mie..hehees..okie okie...post parade party...JJ sang di er tian tang..ah..!!!i tinkk most of the gals went crazy..hahaas..mie..?i didn't..hahaas..surprisedd huh..?okie okie..hmmm...anywayy..after JJ sang finishedd..quite a number of gals went to the stage to get his autograph..plus take his pic..hahaas..some of the marshals hab to go andd tell tem to go back..hahaas..post parade party officially started....they were playin toxic by britney spears..andd guess wadd..i saw CK dancing..hahaas..i was over dere laughin as i saw him dancing..hahaas..sho funny..burt honestly..i tinkk he cans dance pretty well..hahaas..burt anywayy..you-noe-who was dere at the stage too...i was tryin to take his pic though..quite difficult..bcuz he was walkin aroundd..kaes kaes..hmmm..i askedd cheryl ferr her cam..told her that i'll help her to take mark's pic..hehees..hahaas..i did..i took his pic..burt dunch noes if it will be clear though..hahaas..wahahahas..i kept disturbin CK though..ask him to dance..bleah..hehees...andd yeah..you-noe-who was beside himm..hehees..you noes wadd..i askedd you-noe-who where wei xiang was..hahaas..hehees..was pretty close to himm...belle andd cheryl saw how close i was to himm..hehees..bleah..wahs..sho it feels sho damn good..hehees..he told mie where wei xiang was..yeah..i saw that dumb pig too..he was sittin at the back..so lazy..!!!okie okie..dens mie...cheryl...belle took a pic wib ms faith..sighs..laz time we are gonna see her..anywayy..after we took the pic wib ms faith..you-noe-who askedd mie to cal wei xiang to take pic wib us..yeah..i heeded his advice andd went up to look ferr wei xiang..i sat beside wei xiang andd askedd him..hey..go down andd take pic leh..he said..dunch wans larx..very loud leh at dere...you all come up larx..i sae..de quan askedd you to go down..pls...?dens noes wadd he sae..de quan askedd mie to go down arhs..izzit if i dunch wans to go down dens he wun take the pic le..?i was like..pls..?he still sae no..toopidd wei xiang..lazy pig..!!!hahaas..i went down..andd told you-noe-who that wei xiang didn't wans to come down..hahaas..he sae..oh..dens sorrie..dens i can't help you..i was like..oh nbms larx..hahaas..hehees...i took his pic too..hehees..when he was not lookin..hahaas..burt sighs..after ndp i wun get to see himm anymore..sighs..anywayy..he hab to return some of the props..i was like busyy packin..hehees..sheesh..it was heavy..hahaas..okie..dens we hab to put the props at the right hand corner of the stage..mie...cheryl...belle...shu hui...andd of course wei xiang..went to put all the stuff..mark was dere..hahaas..i pass everything to wei xiang to put it dere...hehees..dens i went to rest myy feet ferr a little while bcuz myy legs were killin mie..sho damn pain..burt i saw you-noe-who walkedd past mie andd went down..i askedd belle to accompany mie go down..see weder cans take his pic or not..hehees..went down..saw himm..buyingg some stuff..sho i askedd belle to lend mie some money to buy drinks first..hehees..dens she sae okie..hehees..went dere..saw wei xiang...CK...himm..and some other marshals..anywayy..when we were walkin to the bus..coral sec was beside us..hehees..i went to make funn of the marshal..bcuz he was holdinonto some of the poms poms..i was like..eh...someone hab to carryy the poms poms..hahaas..he was like..haiya..go home larx..hahaas..sho funny..hehees..bleah..hahaas..dens when evryone got onto the bus le..dens coral sec came..i was like..hehees..laughin..dens he laughedd too..hahaas..i sae bye to himm..see i sho good..hahaas..gosh..i was like lookin out ferr east spring..thought maybe they habe go yet..burt i tinkk they left alreadyy larx..sighs..sobx..oh yah..on the bus..we were takin photos..i took the pic wib cheryl...belle..and of course wei xiang larx..
hehees..okie..it was sho embarrassin on the bus..sheesh..we were taking photos dens i was sitting beside wei xiang...hab no choice..okie okie..the bus stopped suddenly and i was like i fell on wei xiang..sheesh..i was sho embarrassedd..sheesh...yeah...ndp juz endedd like that..


im happy andd at the same time sadd..im happy bcuz i wun ever see CK anymore..good..great..fantastic...fabulous...my mission was accomplishedd...sadd bcuz i wun get to see himm anymore..wei xiang..yeah..everyone else..hehees..yeah..dens wei xiang sent us a msg yesterdae..this ish how the msg goes..halo..hehe..i read e card le..so touching..almost want to cry out le..thanz ferr the piglet andd card..i will keep it forever..realli enjoy bringing you all to all cr and ndp..find one day when u all free and we meet up k..i treat you all go eat ice cream..hmmm...kinda felt sadd at that time bcuz i wun get to see wei xiang anymore..i treatedd himm like myy big kor kor..sighs..NDP endedd juz like that...


{ freed on 12:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY SINGAPORE..!itz our nation's 39th birthdayy...sho damn happy..wee~~


okie...ndp hab finishedd..juz like that...phoof..itz gone..juz like that..okie..i tinkk todayy was the best dayy that could hab ever happen to mie..sheesh..i simplyy juz lurve this dayy to bits..hahaas..okie..mie..belle andd cheryl met up at the interchange in the morning ferr breakfast..dens after we ate finish..we wrote the cardd ferr wei xiang..hehees..see we sho good..buy piglet ferr him andd summore write a cardd to himm...hahaas..okie okie..dens as usual..mr wei xiang was late again..sighs..he ish neberr once earlyy..hehees..okie okie..anywayy..we gib himm the piglet..i tinkk he was pretty surprisedd when we gib himm the thing..okie okie..anywayy..we were on the wae dere...belle askedd wei xiang to help her keep her cam andd at the same time to take a pic wib..hehees..that dumb wei xiang larx..pretendedd as though he didn't noes who..he noes who larx..okie okie..i did a lot of mistakes at the indoor stadium..arrgh..gosh..wadd was happenin to mie..from the start of the song...i did a lot of mistakes..till the end of the all the songs..gosh..it was TERRIBLE..!!arrgh..i was like..sheesh..wadd was happenin to mie..ah..was i too nervous or was i sadd abt the fact that ndp was gonna finish soon..my props flew twice..can't you believe that...twice..andd once..ms Mccully was lookin at mie..gosh..i tinkk that was pretty badd..oh well..went to the stadium..pei xin was sitting ritex in front of us..sho both cheryl andd i wishedd her all the best andd told her not to be nervous abt it..hahaas..she told us that too andd also askedd if we could take a pic wib her later after the parade..yeah..sure of course..i dunch mind you noes..dens we cans keep it ferr rememberance..hehees..okie..interestin part..while we were performin..one of the cams were near to us..dens rebecca's yellow flag andd hit the cam if i was not wrong..hahaas..all of us were like..trying to control ourselves from burstin out laughin..hahaas..it was sho damn funny..hahaas..i was like..trying sho much to refrain from laughin..hahaas..ah..i juz simply got to sae this...the fireworks rawks man..gosh..it was sho damn nice..it was simplyy fantastic..it was mesmerisin..

sheesh..i tinkk i will continue wib the post parade party on the next blog..which will be tml..gotta go sleep now..damn tiredd now...promise that i will blog...kaes..?


Thursday, August 05, 2004
{ freed on 5:30 PM

HARLOW..!okie okie..sighs..dere's no combinedd rehearsal on sat..sighs..whyy..?i thought i could actually prepare myyself ferr the biggie dae..you noes like..practise again..burt dere isn't any practice on sat...i found out abt it on tues i tinkk..mdm ho told us..everyone was in class..dens she called mie andd told mie that dere was no combinedd rehearsal this sat...i was kinda pretty disappointedd abt it as i thought i could practise summore before the biggie dae..dens mdm ho sae..not good arhs..i repliedd..yeah not good..she sae..whyy..wans to dunno wad with the ns guys arhs..?i was like..hello..im not that sluty..burt anywayy..i was like damn pissedd abt it..she tinkks as though wadd we are like sho slutyy..excuse mie..we are not..get this fact straight..oh well..anywayy..yesterdae..a pretty interestin dae..

yesterdae..okie..mdm ho was like talking to us..she kinda found out abt farahh and the other malay gals stuff..dens she told us to forgive andd to forget..yeah..i tinkk wadd she said was correct..i tinkk itz time ferr everyone to juz put down wadeva conflicts they hab andd make up..okie..sho...mdm ho told us to like go shake hands wib those we hab grudges wib..liy..farahh..fatin..they are back again..!!wee~~plus the malay gals..they kinda like sae sorrie to us too..bcuz of the stuff they said laz time..i was like..oh okie..i tinkk the class ish pretty good now..all conflicts are resolvedd now..isn't that good..oh well..the malay gals are talking to farahh now..almost all of them..hehees..im sho gladd our comflicts are resolvedd..or not i tinkk itz gonna carryy on ferr like the rest of the year..

okie okie...enuff of skool...hehees...yesterdae..that dumb wei xiang msgedd mie to tell mie dere was no combinedd rehearsal on sat..he was sho mean larx...cal mie stupid..you noes wadd he sent..hi miss stupid...this sat got no cr..sho dunch hab to go le..i was like..yeah..i noes abt it le..sighs whyy got no cr..andd you noes wadd he sae..whyy leh?cannot see himm le ritex..i was like..no..not himm..sighs..time realli pasts sho quickly..i could still recall the time when we were in SMU...i miss those happyy memories sho much..sobx sobx..whyy..?whyy muz ndp endd sho fast..i will miss eveyone..sighs..at the thought of not being able to see everyone anymore..dere ish this saddness within mie..okie okie..i found out his age...IDIOT CK's age too...i simplyy can't believe that CK ish wei xiang's age..eeewww...yucks..terrible..i thought he was like muchh older dens wei xiang...sheesh..i juz can't believe it..oh well..sighs..i tinkk i gtg now..hab to go studyy...bubbye..



Monday, August 02, 2004
{ freed on 11:35 PM

shall blog a fast one before i go studyy myy chemistry..okie okie..hmmm..todayy..you could sae todayy was the worst dayy that could hab happen to mie..everything ish juz not going ritex..i noes that i should trust God burt whyy muz all the unhappy stuff come ritex now..i noes God hab a reason ferr this to happen burt whyy..?whyy her..whyy muz it of all things happen to her..im torn..i tiredd,..i can't smile anymore..itz tearing into myy heart..the saddness ish dere..sho..dunch blame mie if i dunch talk andd laugh muchh when i go skool tml..sighs..gtg now..bubbyez..!



Sunday, August 01, 2004
{ freed on 10:44 PM

lalaas..im backk..!!okie okie,,,yesterdae was the preview show..andd you noes wadd..?myy parents came to see mie perform..wee~~sho i told myyself that i will not disappoint myy parents..wanns perform the best i eva did..andd i did..i didn't do a single mistake..wee~~i was like damn happyy andd at the same time..i was damn sadd..bcuz dere's onlyy 2 more rehearsals andd i'll hab to sae sayonara to everyone..after being together wib the combinedd skools choir ferr like 2 months..i realisedd that i will miss them sho muchh when NDP ish over..sigh..i can't bear to leave everyone after NDP..sighs..im sho gonna miss everyone..including the marshals..

anywayy..sho funny ytd..hehees..okie okie...we were going to the stadium ferr our performance..dens we saw mark wib his hat on..ah..!!!mark looks quite good wib his hat on..hehees..i guess cheryl went madd..hahaas..burt seriously speakin..he realli looks quite good wib his hat on..wei xiang hab to wear his hat on too..he arhs..okie larx..hahaas..i saw CK wib his hat on..he looks...funny..!!!hahaas..andd...i saw...hehees..wib his hat on..hahaas..i tinkk i totally went gaga when i saw himm..hehees..okie okie...dens when we reachedd the stadium..guess who was dere..?LIN JUN JIE..!!ah..!!!he looks sho good in real life..he smiledd at us..hehees..ah..he simplyy looks sho good..hahaas..besides mie..cheryl andd belle too sae he looks damn good in real life..burt itz true..andd he lookedd sho good when he smiledd.. hehees..hahaas..okie okie..dens the whole parade finish le(sobx sobx sho fast)..okie okie..you-noes-who walkedd past a few times..hehees..okie okie..dens as usual we went home..when we reachedd skool..wei xiang walkedd to the opposite of our skool to buy something..andd mie..belle..cheryl..walkedd to TM..that wei xiang walkedd damn fast lorx..he was like behind us when we reachedd the traffic light dere..both mie and belle guess wrongly..we thought he went to buy cigarettes..burt he went to buyy drink..hehees..dens while crossin the road to TM.. i ask wei xiang..eh..you not hungryy meh..he sae..yesh..of course..dens i sae you this kind sure go home andd cook instant noodles to eat..hehees..he sae he eat bread dens go sleep le..hehees..okie.nbms dens we partedd wayys..mie cheryl and belle went to eat before we went home..okie okie..sho when i reachedd home i checkedd myy other hp..and saw 2 msgs..guess who send mie a msg..?wei xiang..!!you noes wadd he sae..hey ..after eating go home straight k..very dangerous staying outside sho late...the BIG FOOT MONSTER(cheryl) and annabelle also..hahaas..sho funny lorx..i was like laughin when i saw the msg..!!hahaas..i forward the msg to belle andd cheryl..hahaas..chery ask mie ferr his no. ...she went to sae himm..okie okie..crap ritex..?

okie okie..dens todayy after church..i was msging belle..both of us hopedd that this sat will hab practice before the actual dae..hehees..dens i askedd wei xiang..he sae not confirm..will tell mie another dae..dens he asked whyy..you miss mie arhs..guess wadd i sae..eeee..you sho bhb..hahaas..i wans to go ish bcuz itz funn and bcuz of something also..dens he sae..wadd ish that soemthing..cans tell..?i sae no..dens he replied..oh..i noes..you wans to go ish bcuz of the east spring marshal ritex..hor you like him..of course i sae no..dens i told himm..i help a person to ask wadd ish the name of the east spring marshal..that stupid wei xiang didn't wanna tell mie..until he promise not to tell anyone..i told himm who that person was..he sae..no comments..does she realli like himm..i told himm..a bit larx..hehees..he told mie the east spring marshal's name..hehees..anywayy..he kept his promise..he gib mie the sweets ytd...andd i still haben eat finish the sweets..hehees..oh well..i gtg now..bye..will update if i cans..